"I am my own worst enemy."
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Emiliano William Schroeder
Nicknames:
Eli, Emi
Age:
17
Gender:
Male (he/his)
Sexuality:
Pansexual, no preference
- Rock Music
- Dancing
- Swimming
- Being in control
- Power
Dislikes
- Humans
- Losing control
- Not understanding himself
- Rap Music
- Country Music
Talents
When he wants to be, Eli's an incredible manipulator. He has a talent for finding people's weaknesses and being able to exploit them. On a lighter note, he's an incredibly talented dancer, having been dancing since he could walk. His general strength and fitness is good, and he has a decent enough aptitude for anything athletic.
Weaknesses
Eli loses control with any intensity of any emotion other than happiness. He also doesn't know how to control his emotions, which only results in a greater loss of control due to frustration. He isn't particularly good with words.
Fears
Losing control for once and for all
Hurting someone he loves
Losing someone he loves when he could have stopped it
However, there's an extremely different side to Eli, one that he can't control. Temper doesn't even come close- he has a tendency to just snap, at which point he's completely different to how he usually appears. He's violent and manipulative. He's not afraid to voice his extreme hatred for humans. While he'd never admit it, he kind of likes this side to himself- it makes him feel powerful, but also frightens him as well. He's terrified that he'll do something bad while in that state, and end up hurting someone he loves. Even when he's "normal" he has a darker edge to him, one that even he will admit was nurtured by the way he was treated as a child. If he hadn't had guidance and support growing up, he would have undoubtedly ended up in Bell Witch much earlier than he did.
However, things didn't improve after the move. They continued to deteriorate- but now at a faster pace. He was bullied for being so obviously different, and the suppression of his magic continued to cause this internal turmoil. His parents were able to cover for most of his mistakes, and they did their best to help him. They tried anti-depressants, but they completely messed with his system. None of the medications they tried helped, and usually only made things worse if they did anything. He tried other kinds of drugs, but none of them helped in the slightest.
But one day, when his bullies were once again tormenting him, he snapped. Worse than ever before. He completely lost control, attacking them with a ferociousness never usually seen in him. Among other injuries, they were left with frostbite and frost-burns where his hands had touched them. This would have been enough to get him in serious trouble, but as if things weren't bad enough, there was also a witness. His parents tried their best, but it was eventually decided that he was to go to Bell Witch. He's had a number of similar "snaps" since going to Bell Witch, but it's all been controlled. Or, at least, he hasn't hurt anyone yet.
He can generally predict when a snap is coming, but can't do anything to prevent them.
Face Claim:
Lucky Blue Smith
Hexcode:
#5b5b5e