Leo felt the bottom drop out of his stomach as his littlest brother, Sam was chosen from the reaping bowl.
Leo's normally congenial expression melted into a stony mask of locked emotion as Sam began to make his way up to the stage in front of the Justice Building.
Leo took a step out of line, intending to go after his brother, in that movement he caught his father's eye and, in a moment Leo saw the fear and distress in him and in his mother's demeanor beside him.
His mind was made up.
As he moved the peacekeepers in the center isle of the capitol corral began to move towards him with the obvious intention of restraining him. But with three long purposeful strides he reached his brother, touching him gently on the shoulder and then quickly sliding his body in front of him.
Taking a shaky deep breath he turned his face from his brothers shocked expression,
"I Volunteer!" he shouted up to the strange sunken faced man on the stage.
He turned back to his brother, he could see tears brimming in the little boys eyes
"why?" was all he managed to get out before the waterfall of tears and hiccups began.
"I couldn't let you go" said Leo simply, his voice strangled with sorrow and anger.
"Come on boy," came the gruff voice of the nearest peacekeeper,
" Go find mom and dad Sam!" Leo shouted as the peacekeepers formed a wall between them.
"Leo!" Sam cried out as they lost each other in the sea of peacekeepers, he heard the panic and despair in the child's voice.
There was nothing he could do, he might as well have signed his own execution papers.
The world went glassy and hollow as he was lead by rough gloved hands towards the stage.
Unceremoniously they shoved him up the first step and he nearly lost his footing.
"What's your name son?" came the raspy voice of the morphing infused man as he reached the top of the steps.
"Leo Jackson" he said, no emotion traveling in his voice at all.
The sound of the presenters voice began to echo and seemed very distant as he felt himself compress in on himself all he could think as he was lead into the justice building was
what have I done?.
The waiting room inside the justice building was luxurious, but it was all lost on Leo as he sat with his head in his hands waiting for his family, Sam and Austin, his middle brother, burst through the door, startling Leo.
They stopped just a few inches before him; they had obviously been crying and it seemed, tears were still leaking slowly from the corners of Sam's eyes.
Without a moment more hesitation they flung their arms around Leo in unison.
Leo heard the floorboards creak as his parents slid through the heavy doors and behind them he heard the peacekeeper say something about 5 minutes.
He stood, his brothers removing their arms as he rose,
"Foolish boy!" mother said, pain thick in her voice.
He moved into her outstretched arms,
"I-I couldn't let them take hi-im" he said his voice breaking as the emotions he had been struggling to control overwhelmed him.
"I know, I know" she said in a low soothing voice, shushing his violent hysterics.
She pulled him close wrapping him in her strong safe presence guiding them over to the couch to sit,
"You are my strong courageous boy, you'll be okay" she said
"you'll be okay" she said again more of a whisper this time unable to hold back the emotion that she was feeling any more.
A minute passed as she held him tightly rocking together slowly back and forth.
Father cleared his throat gently and mother finally released him, Leo rose from the couch on shaky legs.
"I'll be stronger dad, I-I promise I'll be stronger" he said, still having trouble controlling his voice
"I know you will son" he said Leo's eyes swam as his father moved to embrace him
" Take this ring, and you carry our whole family with you," he pressed the small cold silver ring into his hand as he wrapped his arms around Leo
"Take this ring and come back to us, come back to us a victor" he said, fire burning in his fathers eyes
"Show them that district six should be known for something other than morphlings!".
Leo opened his palm and examined the ring in his hand, it was an elegant thing, the silver shining in the light, the candles from the chandelier above them twinkling in the reflection on its surface,
"I-" he said, his voice breaking
"don't" his father said putting an end to the conversation.
"Sam, Austin you'll take care of mom for me won't you? keep the house clean and don't do anything I wouldn't do" he said the barest hint of a smile forming in the corners of his mouth.
"Times up" Came the voice of a peacekeeper through the door and without a further word they were lead out and the heavy door was shut on his future.
He thought back to the girl on the stage with him and he began to wonder how she had fared through this whole ordeal.