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Nick Moreno

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Name:
Nicolas Christian Moreno

Nickname:
Nick

Age:
24

Birthday:
January 24th

Sexuality:

Heterosexual

Hometown:
Los Angeles, California (0-2 years old)
New York, New York (2 years old-Current)

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Personality:
One of Nick's most notable features is that he carries a very relaxed and chill vibe to him. He's not the kind of person who gets stressed out very easily, and he likes to take things as they come and deal with them in the moment. He isn't one to plan ahead or worry about details, and he often just feels like things work out in the end, so there's no use in planning for them or becoming anxious over every last detail. Additionally, he's also a pretty flexible person. He's not strongly opinionated on most things and he won't argue with people about anything that doesn't impact him in an extreme manner. Given that, Nick isn't a hard person to get along with. He usually doesn't bother people that don't bother him, and has a tendency to appreciate silence and solitude, so it would be a rare occasion that he would deserve to be called "annoying". He tends to live in his head a lot, and though he's quiet, he's often thinking a lot more than he's willing to vocalize. While he was always an average student and would never be called intelligent more than the next person, he's not brainless. He thinks deeply and has an appreciation for philosophy, poetry, and art. It's not something he often vocalizes, simply because he's not the type to go around talking about his hobbies and interests, but they're there nonetheless.

There are some things that will set him off, and the top one would definitely be people hurting the ones that he loves. He has thick skin and isn't easily riled up when people attack his own character, but he can't stand to see people hurt the people he prides himself in protecting. He definitely has those instincts to look out for and protect people, and once he feels like he can relate and connect with you, he likely views you as a friend. Even people he only knows through his sales are often people he would consider to be friends. He isn't the type of friend who will be calling you daily to check in, but there's still something to appreciate about someone who will comp your weed if he knows you're having a bad day, or who will beat the shit out of someone who's been messing with you. Nick's that kind of guy... the type who doesn't always make his love for people well-known in obvious senses, but does hold his close relationships with people high up on his priorities list.

To an extent, his personality can probably, at least somewhat, be attributed to how much weed he smokes. Growing up, he was always a lot more goofy and energetic. Aging probably took some of that away, but the weed also helps him maintain his more stoic and calm demeanor. It's not something that he minds, really, because he loves being high, but he also is aware that when he's sober (which isn't often, lately), he has a lot more energy and interest in actually being productive than he does high. He does feel like he's stuck in a phase, where he started using marijuana as a coping method, and has now stuck with it out of routine and convenience. It wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't an expensive habit and if he didn't feel like just laying around and eating for more than half of the day. Right now, Nick doesn't have the need or motivation to break the habit, but surprisingly, he does have attributions and goals underneath all of the nonchalance and carelessness. He's just not sure what those goals are, exactly, at this point, but he does feel like he has the potential to do bigger and better things, and he knows that cutting down on his smoking would be a good first step in figuring them out.

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Nick was the product of a one night stand between two teenagers who barely knew each other. His mother was a high school senior and his father was the older brother of one of her friends, who happened to be at the same party as her one night. They slept together and thought that that would be it, but the summer after she graduated, she found out that she was three months pregnant. She had slept with various boys that spring, so it wasn't until Nick was born that a paternity test was conducted and his father's identity came to light. Neither his mother nor his father's family could afford to take care of another child, and it wasn't like either of the young adults wanted that responsibility, but his father's parents refused to see a grandson of theirs be dumped into the foster care system. They legally adopted him, and for most of his childhood, he actually thought that they were his parents. It wasn't until he was a pre-teen that they explained their true relationship to him, and though it was odd and startling for such a revelation to be revealed, and shake up what he thought was his reality, he wasn't incredibly bothered by it. It didn't change how much he cared for them.

Two years after he was born, his grandparents closed up the bodega that they owned in Los Angeles and reopened it in Brooklyn, New York, where they raised Nick. Nick's family was always a part of the working class, so he never had much, but it was always more than enough for him. He was never a kid who asked for much, and he was happy with the small group of friends he had. He was an average student in school and planned on going to community college after high school, but his grandparents both passed away, three months apart during his senior year of high school, and it wasn't something that he could recover from right away. It sent him into a depression, and that was when he turned to drugs as his vice to get by. One thing led to another, and the forty grand his grandparents had left him as inheritance was gone within two years of him losing them. He took up dealing drugs to keep up with his marijuana habit and make cash to get by too. He spent a while couch hopping from friends apartments, once his inheritance ran dry, and worked as a busy boy part time, too. Once he really started claiming ground with his dealing, however, he was making enough money to pay the rent, and have some spending money leftover. He currently prioritizes his drug dealing as his main way of making a living, but he does bounce around through other entry level jobs too, and is currently working in the kitchen of Olive Garden in Times Square.

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Nick Moreno's Story

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Brooklyn agreed to sitting at the island, so Nick followed her there and sat down besides her. "I bet this is gonna taste even better than it looks," he commented, mostly to himself, before digging into the food. When he was growing up, the only formality that they had before eating was that they would say grace before anyone was allowed to eat from their plates. Looking around, it didn't seem like anything like that was going to happen. Holly was still sitting by the television which meant that Makayla wasn't back yet, Chanel was by the door, Isaac was headed in that direction, Ryan was sitting at the table and Cara was preparing a plate. Everyone seemed to be doing their own thing, and that seemed like the best direction the dinner could have went in. One bite into the meal, and he had to take a moment to follow up his first comment with, "Yup. I was right. Try the turkey. I didn't even need to put this much gravy on, that's how juicy and flavorful it is on its own."

Brooklyn only answered with a nod, but Nick didn't think it was anything he needed to be concerned with because like him, her mouth was full of food too. He didn't mind silence to begin with, but silence that was brought on because his mouth was stuffed with delicious homemade (and free!) food was even better. Two or three minutes passed and Chanel was back inside the apartment, but Isaac had left in her place. Someone had been at the door, apparently, but Nick wasn't too concerned as to who it was. Really, it was hard to focus on much else with the food on his plate. Maybe he was being dramatic, but it wasn't all too often that he ate a home cooked meal. He and Brooklyn often got take out or ate out, but neither of them were big cooks. Nick could reheat his leftovers, but cooking a turkey, and even things like mashed potatoes were things that he didn't think he was capable of doing. With that in mind, it was all the more shocking that someone like Cara, of all people, could pull off cooking this kind of food. Then again, it had been obvious that Ryan had at least a hand in cooking the turkey, and Chanel had been in and out of the apartment all day, so adding those two into the mix made it a little bit more believable. Still, this was a pretty good meal for Thanksgiving to begin with, and better than he could have imagined when taking into account that no one in the apartment seemed capable of preparing a Thanksgiving meal on the fly like this. "So, did you still want to see that movie later?" he asked Brooklyn after another couple mouthfuls of food.

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Nick's little comments were mostly only answered by nods from Brooklyn. In part, she had lost her enthusiasm for the night, but she also was just busy eating. The meal was good but even in her mood of self-doubt, she wasn't going to give credit to Cara for that. The girl could be pretty and wealthy, but Brooklyn wasn't buying this perfect little housewife image that she was probably going for. No, a girl like Cara who didn't have to lift a finger in her life for anything did not know how to cook this food. Brooklyn would have been surprised if she had even been responsible for putting the salad together, and that seemed to be all that the girl ever ate. She wished that she had caught Cara's attention for a moment to actually check on that, and see if she had played a part in any of the dishes so she could have made a point to not touch whatever one that was.

After a few minutes of eating, Brooklyn realized that Roman wasn't with them. She was surprised to see him sitting by the television with Holly, and if she was seeing right, actually talking to her. That in itself wasn't as surprising as she was making it out to be in her head, and maybe Roman didn't complain about how bothersome Holly could be as much as she did, but it still reminded her of her own interactions with Holly earlier. How sometimes she and the others felt more compelled to engage with Holly... just because. Even when Brooklyn was snapping at her, it wasn't with the degree of anger that she would show to Roman or Nick. Physically speaking, she was a good few years younger than them, but a lot of the time, it was necessary to show more restraint than she would to an average sixteen year old because Holly felt more like a kid than a teenager. The things she did were too innocent for her to be treated the same way Brooklyn would treat a teenager. Glancing over at the table where Ryan sat, it was really bizarre to consider that he was only three years older than Holly. He seemed young to her too, but at least he was a person who was capable of navigating the world on his own. It was sad, really, and watching Roman interact with her for that moment made her feel a little bit warmer. She knew that Roman wasn't some cold, macho guy, but with how closed off he could be to most people, it wasn't always evident, so seeing him with Holly just validated that he was the person she thought him to be.

"I don't really care," she shrugged. "Rob said he might need extra girls tonight, so if he does, I'll probably go in." She didn't feel bad for considering going into work tonight. She sensed that Nick wasn't enthusiastic about their movie plans, and especially feeling so unsure of her future lately, she could use the extra money that an extra shift would bring. After a few more bites of food, her drink was empty. "I'll be back," she said, raising her empty cup to signal where she was going.

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The movie allowed Holly to forget about Roman's offer to get her food for a few minutes. She only noticed Isaac joining the duo because he had to walk past her in order to claim his seat on the ground, and the moving body captured Holly's attention for the moment. "His name is Remy... and he likes to cook," she said, deciding that was an efficient summary to catch Isaac up on what he had missed, since he seemed familiar with the movie anyway. Now that more of the food was right next to her, with the smells becoming more potently mouth watering, it was harder for her to ignore her desire to get up and see what had been made. She really had not been trying to be bothersome by dodging Roman's offers for food, as the dodging part had not been done on purpose. It was just the way she was, where one word could lead her off on a tangent about something completely unrelated, without her noticing. She glanced over at his plate, and then down at Isaac's and considered asking one of them for a roll. Although she had never had them, with one look at the mashed potatoes, she was sure she wouldn't like them. They looked too soft, with a texture that she thought would surely gross her out. She had never had turkey either, but that looked better, as long as she didn't drown it gravy like the boys had done. Salad was gross, but she supposed that she could try the macaroni too, and pretend there was cheese on it.

The movie caught her eye again, but a minute or so later, she pulled away her gaze and was ready to open her mouth and ask Roman to go get her something when Makayla appeared beside of her. Surprisingly, her bad mood from earlier seemed completely gone. Her voice sounded cheerful and when she returned after leaving to get a chair, she acted like she had never told Holly to stay there until she got back. Roman was right, Makayla would not have yelled at her for getting food, apparently. At first, a look of confusion covered her face, but she decided not to linger on it. Food was waiting for her, and now that she was positive it wasn't going to get in the way of her being able to stay for cupcakes, she decided to go make her plate. Unlike the long while it took for Makayla to shake her bad mood, all it took was Holly realizing that Makayla wasn't mad at her for her unusual mood to disappear. She perked up immediately, hopping out of her chair as she said, "Okay, make sure nothing good happens in the movie until I get back! And Roman and Isaac will tell you everything you missed while you were gone, okay?", before heading into the kitchen. "Hi Brooklyn!" she sang, passing the blonde and Nick near the island as she turned to the area where all of the food was laid out. "Thanksgiving is so fun," she verbalized aloud, though she wasn't talking to anyone other than herself, as she took a plate and began to analyze the dishes. She definitely wanted a roll. No, two. Two rolls, that was good. And they needed butter, but not too much butter. She put a thin layer on the inside of each roll before continuing to the next dish, and the next, and the next. Most of them made her wrinkle her nose because she was a picky eater and simply had never seen or tried them before, but she added some plain turkey and macaroni to the plate, and refilled her miraculously-empty cup of Sprite with more Sprite.

As she was heading back into the living room, she passed the table that Cara and Chanel and Ryan sat at. Since it felt like decades since she had interacted with them, she set her glass and plate down on the table but didn't sit down in one of the remaining two chairs. She needed to say hello, but she couldn't miss the whole movie because of them. "Hi," she smiled, almost instantly thinking of something to talk about. "Cara, did you see that Chanel has the same hair as you today, except hers is not blonde like yours. Did you know one time me and Makayla saw the movie about all of the animals that escaped from the zoo and went to Africa, and there's a giraffe in the movie named Melman that reminds me of you, Chanel. And there was no one in the movie that reminded me of you, Cara, but since you're tall like a giraffe too, you're like a street light because they're so tall too and yellow at the top where their light is, like you are with your hair." She laughed to herself, but only because she was thinking about Melman again. He was definitely funnier than Chanel. "Thank you for letting us come to your house for Thanksgiving this year, even though you didn't have lemonade. Makayla's in a good mood now," she added.

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It didn't take long for him to register the change in Makayla once she came back. He was well acquainted with drug use and people who were on them, so he could tell fairly quickly when someone just seemed off. Makayla had been gone for the majority of the dinner and what with her slurred speech and generally loose demeanor, he could see instantly that she had something in her. He wasn't quite sure what since he didn't know her well enough to know what things gave her what effects. As she spoke to Holly and moved about the room, Roman watched her with a hard face. It wasn't from judgment but instead from concentration. He tapped Isaac with the toe of his shoe and nodded towards Makayla, but didn't say anything. Upon Holly leaving, he normally would have been quiet relieved, especially after his failed attempt to be a decent person. It only took Holly saying three words for him to have regretted his decision. But even with her making her way into the kitchen, he didn't relax. Looking across the room to where the other girls sat, Chanel being loud and seemingly drunk as hell, and Cara just being Cara, he had to wonder if this night would remain fairly normal for too much longer. He didn't have much worry for Brooke. The girl could drink like a grown man if she really wanted to. But still, Roman wasn't in the mood for doing any babysitting tonight.

He shook the beer in his hand, the weight of it lighter than he liked, so he decided to get another one. Before he was able to get to the kitchen, Cara called and waved him over. With an innate roll of the eye he went over to the table where the girls, Ryan, and now Holly were. "What?" he said, and when she finally told him, his face flattened and she just looked at her. He had half the mind to tell her to get Holly's lemonade her damn self, especially after she admitted to not doing it on the premise of her just being too lazy to do so. "And remind me why you need me to do it?" he began before Chanel cut in. "Roman, c'mon," she said before eyeing Holly as if to remind him that the girl was still standing there. He cut Cara another look, annoyed that she brought up ruining Holly's Thanksgiving. The holiday meant absolutely nothing to him, but it was still one of those things where when Holly was thrown into the equation, one felt an obligation to not be as shitty of a person. He wasn't annoyed with Holly any, and he didn't mind getting out of the apartment for a bit, especially to escape Chanel's boisterous laughing. But to him it just spoke to Cara's shallowness. "Fine. Whatever. Holly, you better drink it too," he said. His voice wasn't harsh with her, and in fact it was pretty half-assed in his attempt to be serious. "You want anything else because I'm not making two trips."

Before he left, he turned to Chanel, lowering his voice just a bit since Holly was still there. He wasn't sure if she was even paying that much attention to him, but still, just in case. "While I'm gone, you might want to check on your friend over there," he said, nodding over to Makayla. He watched Chanel's eyes go over to the girl before glancing at him. "What's wrong with her?" Roman simply raised his eyebrow in disbelief as if to say Really? Chanel simply nodded, curt and quick. It seemed she got it but didn't want to dwell on anything. "Yeah, okay," she said. As he turned to go get his jacket from his room, he caught sight of Brooke and Nick sitting at the island. He hadn't really talked to them any since the dinner began, and he wasn't in any real rush to leave, so he made his way over, sliding his arms over the counter where they sat. He was closest to Brooke, who he hadn't heard much from. He knew earlier she got annoyed with him, so he wasn't going to try to ask if she was okay, although he was wondering. Actually about both of them. They'd kept to themselves all night, which wasn't really strange, but again there was a weird vibe coming from their area. Instead of being sentimental, especially since that didn't woke the last time, he decided he'd provoke her instead and try to get a response that way. Without glancing at her or making any big ordeal out of it, Roman picked the slice of turkey up from from Brooke's plate and took a bite out of it. "I'm heading out to the store. You guys want anything?"

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When Brooklyn had gotten up to refill her drink, Nick had gotten up too to put more food on his plate. Brooklyn didn't seem like she was in the mood for conversation. For him, he was just too busy eating to be talking much, and he wasn't big on mindless chatter anyway, but that rule generally didn't apply when it was just him and Brooklyn. They weren't oddly talkative, but they would speak more than they were now. Before getting up, she had said that she was thinking about going into work, and it only furthered his guess that something was off. Brooklyn worked a fair amount, and taking up extra shifts when they had no plans wasn't unusual, but they did have plans tonight. Nick wasn't outrageously enthusiastic about them, but her even considering going into work showed that she was less enthusiastic than he was. He thought that if it was the other way around, and he was considering breaking their plans to go make a big deal or something, she would have flipped out on him. He felt like he had a reason to do the same, but between not caring about the movie that much, actually wanting to stay home, and knowing that he had no right to start a fight after what he had done three weeks ago, he only nodded when they had returned to their seats and said, "We'll just see how we're feeling in an hour or two then," before starting on his second plate.

Ugh. Brooklyn had been picking at her salad when Roman came over and took a piece of turkey off of her plate. Normally, she could deal with Roman being a pain in the ass on purpose because she could do something equally annoying as payback for it. Today, her moods were just so... off. She didn't know why. Or maybe she did. After knowing about Nick and Cara for two weeks, it was finally starting to weigh on her to a point where it was becoming unbearable. She couldn't keep it to herself anymore, because she was no longer able to keep herself from thinking about it. Normally, she was good at suppressing bad thoughts in her mind. It was how she had gotten over her sister and fathers' deaths, and how she had survived the shitty life her mother had given her following that. She just stopped thinking about it. Numbed her feelings to a point where if those thoughts did ever come up, she was able to shove them to the back of her brain again before they could get a reaction out of her. Leaving home and literally running away from the problems helped too, and furthered her tendency to avoid facing her problems.

This situation that she was in now was far less extreme than what she had went through years ago, but it was proving to be harder to suppress. For what reason, she wasn't sure. It was possible that it was because Nick had been the only person she had truly opened up to since those deaths. She had never had any extremely close friends after her life was flipped upside down after the car accident, and Nick was the first person she ever had who she felt truly comfortable around. She had let down a lot of walls with him that she swore no one would ever break down, and then to be so betrayed left her angry with herself possibly even more than him. It was dumb of her to think that it was possible for her to be truly loved by anyone, and it was entirely her fall for making herself vulnerable to be hurt in this way. Brooklyn wasn't an emotional person to begin with, so even though she wasn't shattered to a point where she was in tears every hour of every day, these mood swings she had been going through made her uncomfortable in its own right.

She had a mouthful of salad, so aside from glaring at Roman, she tried to remind herself that it wasn't healthy to be so negative and to project her anger so much on someone who didn't deserve it. He deserved the glare for touching her food, and she pulled her plate away so he wouldn't be able to put the partially bitten piece back down, but she wasn't going to overreact. Not when, for the most part, Roman usually lightened her mood. "No, I don't need anything," she answered after washing her food down with a sip of her drink. "What do you need now, anyway?" She hadn't heard or noticed him talking to Cara, so she assumed he was just going out to pick up cigarettes or something. It wasn't like she cared about what he was getting really, but making conversation made her feel like she was normalizing things more after how she had snapped earlier. His answer of, "Some lemonade for Holly," made her raise her eyebrows as a small smile pulled at the corner of her lips. "What a gentleman. I saw you over there chatting it up with her earlier too. Don't think that good deed went unnoticed," she teased, kicking him gently from her seat.

"You know, I actually think I'll come with you," Nick decided after scarfing down a few pieces of turkey in two bites. He cleared his mouth with a gulp of beer and stood up, glancing at Brooklyn. "Is that cool with you?"

"It doesn't affect me," she shrugged. That part of her that always wanted to be petty wanted to be passive agressive now, but she knew she couldn't. She was the one who was possibly going to leave and dance naked in front of men in a few hours, so Nick taking a quick trip to the store with Roman wasn't that big of a deal. It wasn't as personal as her brain tried to make it when she tried to spin it into Nick being too bored with her that going out into the cold was a better alternative.

"Alright, we won't be long then. Let me just grab my coat, I'll meet you outside," Nick said to Roman before turning away from the two. He headed to his bedroom and put on his jacket, and made sure he had a couple of dollars in his pocket. "You sure you don't need anything while we're out?" he asked as he passed by Brooklyn on his way towards the front of the apartment. She shook her head no at first, but when he was a few steps away, she called him back. "Actually, yeah," she said when he was by her side again. "Grab some condoms in case you want to fuck Cara again." She included a smile with the revelation, as if the request had been something as normal as asking him to pick up some snacks, before nonchalantly turning back to her food.

"Wh... What?" He had been right. She had known all along and now what was he was supposed to say? How was he supposed to respond to that. Nick felt his face go white and he stumbled over what to say next. He needed to explain himself, but right there? With Cara just over in the distance? And what would he even say? She had him pinned, there was no making excuses or trying to deny it. Maybe it was for the better that she didn't let him to continue to struggle to find the words that he knew he would never find, because she continued this "everything is fine and dandy" act when Roman approached them again, now with his coat on too. "Don't take too long, I'm sure Holly's excited for that lemonade," Brooklyn said to the two of them as she waved them out the door.

Nick was in panic mode, but panic mode for him meant that he was dead silent and just trying to focus on reminding himself to breathe as he headed out of the building with Roman. He didn't want to seem too off because he didn't want to have to explain himself to Roman. He doubted it, but at this point, for all he knew, Roman knew too. He and Brooklyn were close enough where it wouldn't have been outlandish for her to have told Roman too. Maybe he was playing along even better than Brooke had, to fool Nick into thinking that no one knew. When they reached the last flight of stairs, Nick was itching for something to relax him. He didn't have weed on him, and it wasn't like he could light that up on the street, so he turned to Roman and said, "Got any cigarettes on you?" Thankfully, Roman gave him one and allowed him to borrow his lighter as needed while they walked. He knew one cigarette wasn't going to quiet the restlessness that he was feeling, but it was the best he had to work with for the moment.

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Surprising to most people, Roman was a relatively neat person. He didn't like when things were disorganized despite his life resembling just that. He had no direction anymore, no plan or idea as to what he was doing, and this was mostly by choice, at least at first. He enjoyed the freedom that came with living in the moment, even if it was driven by a stubbornness and refusal to comply with his grandparents' best desires. Now, though, he couldn't be so confident about be this unsure about everything. It could become quite frustrating, and so having something that he could control, something that resembled organization somehow took him back to a nostalgic time when he did know what was happening. It, in a way, put him at ease. So when he searched his room for a few minutes looking for his phone after he'd gotten his coat, it was safe to say he was just as quickly annoyed as he was confused. Even more so when he realized that his phone had been in his pocket all along. As they headed down the steps, Nick taking up one of Roman's cigarettes, Roman placed one behind his ear as well. Although he was relieved to be out of the apartment, it wasn't for the reasons he had anticipated prior to the start of the evening. Really right now it was because he was eager for a chill, a break from the warmth accumulated from all the bodies and leftover heat from the cooking. It wasn't from the pandemonium that he had previsioned.

"Everything's going smoother than I expected," he said as they walked. He wasn't expecting much from Nick in the dialogue department, since it was in both of their nature to be relatively quiet, but when Nick had only responded with a disengaged "Yeah?" Roman glanced his way. He took a second to take in Nick's demeanor, noticing how the guy seemed tense and just generally distracted. Earlier he had thought Brooke seemed oddly quiet, and he had considered bringing it up to Nick himself, but he was starting to notice a change in Nick too. Quite frequently Roman tried to stay out of their relationship, and when he got any weird vibes, he tended to ignore it and just tell himself that he was overthinking things. There relationship between Nick and Brooke wasn't great to say the least, so it wasn't weird if there seemed to be an 'air' between them, but this just felt a little foreign than in previous accounts. He couldn't get away with asking Brooklyn head on if she was okay, but with Nick, he could. "You all right, man? Seem kind of out of it."

Yeah, I know I fucked up, but she has to accept my apology, right? It's not like that night with Cara meant anything, and she has to know that the only reason why I didn't come clean about it right away was because it meant nothing. It was a stupid fucking mistake, and there was no point in bringing it up and ruining the good place we had gotten to. How the fuck did she even find out, though? There's no way that Cara could have told her without her ending up with claw marks all over her face. Did she look through my phone? Did Cara say anything about it to me through text?

Nick was having a breakdown in his head but he remained straight faced and very much detached physically from his emotional state. He held his cigarette in his mouth for as pulled out his phone to verify that Cara hadn't sent him anything incriminating, when Roman asked him if everything was alright. He pulled the cigarette out of his mouth and allowed his hand with the phone to fall to his side as he glanced at Roman, making an effort to seem less distant, just to detract attention from himself. "Me? Yeah, I'm good. Tired. Turkey does that to you that, right? Isn't that a thing?" he asked before looking back at his phone. He didn't know if it seemed like he was overcompensating now for not talking much earlier, but he continued to try to validate his actions by explaining what he was doing. "Just trying to work out a few deals for tomorrow. Gotta start making more money with the holidays coming up, you know?" He moved his phone a little closer to his face as he pulled up his message thread with Cara, even though he knew that he wasn't close enough to Roman where he could have really read anything anyway. He looked through it all, but there was nothing there that spoke directly of the night. Nothing so unusual or incriminating where she could have looked through his phone to find out. Still, he didn't think Cara would have said anything to Brooklyn, and Brooklyn wasn't friends with anyone aside from Roman, and Cara obviously wasn't friends with Roman where she would have told him. None of this made any sense. He didn't want to talk to Brooklyn and have to face all of this, especially in the middle of the party Cara was throwing, but he knew it needed to be done now.

"Uh...I...wouldn't know," Roman said in response to Nick's comment about the effects of turkey. He'd honestly never heard of that before, so he couldn't really comment on its clarity. His doubt came through in the lack of volume in his voice as he spoke, but this was also because of the confusion he was now left in. It wasn't really about the turkey thing--he didn't care about that any--but it was more so about Nick. It wasn't so much that Nick couldn't talk about turkey, and perhaps it just seemed stranger to Roman because it seemed quite a bit random, given he hadn't heard of turkey making you sleepy before. He knew food could do that, so maybe it was just a trickle down saying of sorts. Still, he didn't dwell on it for too long as Nick had continued speaking, this time about the holidays, of which Killens was still forgetting was a thing. It wasn't that they didn't have a similar spirit back at home, but the excitement of the season had simmered down for him a long time ago. The thing he liked most was the cold."Plan on getting Brooke something big this year?" Roman asked, trying to keep his voice straight and void of any suspicion.

Nick had lost focus on what Roman was saying as after looking through his texts with Cara, he searched through his messages with Brooklyn. He was trying to play detective, seeing if he had accidentally left any clues that suggested something was awry, or if she had hinted about knowing before. It didn't seem so, and that made him feel even less uneasy. It wasn't like finding out how she had found out was going to make the problem any better, but he felt restless not knowing who had been the one to sell him out. He knew that he deserved the retaliation from Brooklyn for cheating, but he also felt like he needed to know how she had found out. "Um, I don't know. Haven't put much thought into it, but you know how it is with her. Every year's gotta be better than the last," he added, a forced laugh coming out at the end. Luckily, CVS was in their sights now, and Nick hoped that that would be the end to that conversation. His future with Brooklyn was the last person he wanted to be talking about right then, because he doubted they would even be together by Christmas. "All we're getting is lemonade, right?" he asked as the automatic doors opened in front of them.

Despite the walk being short, it was still enjoyable. The CVS was less than a minute away, and honestly, he would have been fine if it was further away. When he wanted to be alone and just get moving, he would typically go out walking around the city, but he preferred night over the day. There was a stronger sense of solitude during this time that Roman appreciated. And even though right now he was accompanied by Nick, who already seemed a bit distracted to begin with, he didn't really mind it. He never felt pressed to keep a conversation going with Nick, which was one of the reasons he really liked the guy. It was usually easy to tell how close a pair was by seeing how quickly they interacted with each other, but for the two of them it was sort of the opposite. They didn't need to say much, and he knew it was fine on both ends. But that was why it made it harder for him when he actually wanted to talk to Nick. For once he actually felt a pressure to say something, but he wasn't entirely sure what. Whenever he did try coming up with things to say, he always wound up speechless, and that's exactly what happened until they arrived at the doors of CVS. Finally, he knew what to say, but only because he was prompted, and because it didn't require much thought. "Yeah," he said, feeling some relief. For now, he would let things go, only because he did get uncomfortable whenever he felt like he was prying. "I'm probably gonna get some candy now that I think about it. So you know where to find me," he said as he made his way over to the sweets section.

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Nick nodded, and stood idly for a moment as Roman separated from him to go down the candy aisle. He didn't need anything in the store for himself, and suddenly was regretting coming. Had he not left, maybe Brooklyn would not have felt inclined to say what she had said at all tonight. A part of him wanted to convince himself that he had been planning on confessing to her later that night anyway, even though it wasn't true. He really didn't know what to do, at all. He didn't know if he was even supposed to return to Cara's apartment, or if that had been a "don't show your face again" message. He had friends who he could spend a couple of nights with here and there, but Nick didn't want to start couch hopping again. He supposed that if anything, he could always sleep on Isaac's couch or even on a blowup mattress in his living room and chip in for rent. Isaac was chill enough where Nick didn't think he would mind, but would that even do any good, if Brooklyn and Cara were still living right across the hall? And would Brooklyn even continue to live there? Would Cara even let her? Nick's head was spinning. He considered just turning around and leaving the store without notifying Roman, but as customers stepped in front of him to exit, he moved out of the way and slowly walked into the store more. With nothing of his own to get, he headed down the drink aisle. There were a couple of different brands of lemonade in the beverage refrigerators that lined a wall, but he guessed that Holly was looking for something bigger than a personal serving of the drink. He continued past the small bottles and picked up a 2 liter bottle of Minute Maid lemonade when he found the larger bottles that weren't refrigerated, and just situated on shelves. This will work.

He brought the drink to the counter and appreciated how empty the store was. It was to be expected on a holiday, especially around this time when people were finishing up or eating their meals, but it still felt foreign for any store in the city. Everything always seemed to be busy, no matter what time it was. Not having to deal with that now was convenient because he didn't have to wait in line, but he liked the crowds of New York City. After living here for so long, he couldn't imagine having to live in a smaller city or a place where everyone knew everyone. He liked being able to disappear in big crowds. It often helped him put his problems into perspective. A lot of the time, he felt like he had his struggles, but compared to people sleeping on street benches or dying of cancer, he had it pretty good. Tonight, he needed something like that to remind him that whatever was going to happen when he returned to the apartment wasn't going to be the end of the world.

After paying, he returned back towards the aisles and found Roman at the front of the candy aisle. "Don't they have a bunch of shit at the house? Cupcakes and pies and stuff?" he asked. He knew Roman had a sweet tooth, and maybe he was craving something more candy-ish over an actual dessert, but he figured it couldn't hurt to remind him, and also keep up the ruse that nothing was wrong.

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His hands were shoved into his pockets and he rolled a piece of lint between his thumb and index finger as he searched for what candy he wanted. Part of him wanted to get gummy worms, but he was really in the mood for chocolate. Plus, he knew that if he got the gummy worms he would only eat the pink and blue ones. He lulled the bottom of a Godiva bag of chocolate from where it hung, pulling it closer to him before dropping it. It wasn't that important, he reasoned, remembering why he came here to begin with. No point in wasting money. When he looked up to find Nick, he saw him in the drinks section, probably getting the lemonade himself. Roman turned back to the candy, figuring he could spare a few dollars if Nick was getting the lemonade. He was kind of hoping to buy it, though, because he figured he could convince Cara that the lemonade was actually a few dollars more expensive than it actually was. He picked up a package of Kit Kats. While he prefered Crunch bars and Reese's cups, he had a small bias towards Kit Kats. He remembered it as being the first candy he bought when he got off the plane. Well, the first candy he tried buying. While he was waiting in the airport during an hour layover, his sweet tooth had gotten the best of him. Of course he hadn't had any American currency on him, so he was ultimately left with nothing. That was until he told his grandparents and they ended up buying him one. He pulled the Kit Kat from where it sat, turning it in his hand, and deciding he'd buy it for his past self. Not much had changed except the fact that he was older and had a little bit more money. He was still as good as broke in his book.

Roman peeled the wrapper open and wiggled a Kit Kat out, biting into it. He stuffed the piece of plastic into his pocket, feeling his phone in the process. He looked to check the time and wasn't surprised, but was a little bit disappointed that it wasn't eight yet. He was still pretty tired, and the food had only assisted in that. Perhaps it had something to do with the turkey, he thought, remembering what Nick had said earlier. Despite being tired, he was also restless. The dinner was going well, but it still wasn't somewhere he wanted to be. He sighed, wishing that him and Hannah hadn't gotten into a fight earlier. She always had stuff to do--or smoke rather. Plus she had an assortment of other things that he had a sort of craving for. Not any particular drug itself, but its affect. Whenever he was feeling too grounded, kind of like how he was feeling now, he would get an itch to get high. How high really depended on the circumstance, and right now he just wanted to use it as something to do. Something to pass the time because he was bored, and too aware of everything. It was slightly counterproductive because when he got very anxious he also used an array of substances to balance out how he was feeling. He was close to sending Hannah a text before Nick came over. "Well, I've already opened it," he said, shrugging. "How long do you think this thing is gonna last?" he said as he exited the aisle with Nick.

He figured that Isaac might have some stuff. Well, he knew Isaac had things. And the guy was always really generous with Roman. At the very least, he had weed, which could be enough for him tonight. He would be working all day on Saturday, so he figured that if he could hold out until then, the payout would be far more rewarding than indulging right now just because he was bored. Not only that, but he definitely deserved to smoke at least a little bit because he didn't get a chance to earlier, something he was really regretting now. "Did you smoke all your stuff earlier?" he said as he placed the Kit Kat on the counter and dug through his wallet for the money. Just as the cashier was saying the amount, Roman was already giving him exact cash. "If not, Isaac might have some. I doubt he's pressed for staying at Cara's. And I bet those desserts would taste a lot better high." Upon this realization, he was wondering why he didn't think of that earlier. "I'm gonna ask him," he said as he sent Isaac a text as they exited the store.

To: Isaac
Hey. You have any weed? I'm bored as fuck and just wanna waste some time

After he sent it, he looked back to Nick, holding his phone up some. "You want to come before you and Brooke go out? That's to say if he has anything." Even though he was sure Isaac wouldn't mind Nick coming, he reasoned that Nick would say no. But Roman figured there was no harm in asking, especially since he still got the sense that there was something going on with Nick.

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"Eh, who knows. They weren't even on to dessert when we were leaving. I honestly don't know how long these things are supposed to last... you know, especially since most of us aren't actually friends. Kind of hard to want to sit around and chat all night," he shrugged when Roman asked about the dinner. He didn't even know if he would be at the dinner for another five minutes. Just not returning would be conspicuous, but returning and either having to pretend to be completely normal around Brooklyn to preserve the dinner, or fighting right in front of them would be even worse. Nick knew that avoiding his problems would only be detrimental in the long run. Had he confessed to Brooklyn about what he and Cara had done right after it happened, he wouldn't have been in this predicament now. However, he wanted to believe that this time was different, and that right now, he would only be avoiding his problem to avoid a bigger problem occurring because of the first one. If he went back there, he was sure as he followed Roman to the counter, that he and Brooklyn would have no other choice but to fight right there. Cara would be dragged into it, making it uncomfortable for Cara's brother, and just killing off any party vibes that Makayla, Holly, Roman or Isaac had.

He decided to wait to tell Roman that he wasn't going back right away until they were closer to the apartment building. When Roman asked about weed, Nick paused, and was glad that he followed up with considering that Isaac might have had some. Nick had picked up a ton of weed earlier that day, but after wasting some of it on Isaac and Makayla, he knew he couldn't afford to give away much more free weed right away. Especially not when he knew that he was going to need to spend the rest of his life in a constant state of high. "Yeah, see if Isaac has any. I can spare some for you if he doesn't have anything, but I actually have some people to see up the block now, so I won't be back for a little while." He would make it seem like he had business to do, but he had no weed on him, so actually doing any business was going to be impossible, despite really having some people hitting him up for some drugs. As they headed out of the store, he pulled out his phone once more and decided to text Brooklyn. They needed to talk, and he knew that pushing it off would only cause more issues, but he also didn't want to do it in the middle of their apartment where it was going to affect everyone else.

To: Brooklyn
I want to talk to you but I don't want to do it in the middle of everyone's Thanksgiving party. Can I please meet up with you somewhere else?

They didn't live far from the CVS, so after they were out of the store for a few seconds, he handed the bag with the lemonade in it to Roman. "I don't even think I'm gonna bother heading back up there since I need to head out anyway, so would you give this to Holly or Cara or whatever? Tell her not to even worry about the money."

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"Yeah, sure," Roman said, taking the bag from Nick. He was really just agreeing to giving it to Cara or Holly, not the later part about forgetting the money. If Nick wasn't coming back, then Killens could easily say that he'd bought the lemonade himself. He knew the thing couldn't have been more than a couple of dollars, but he wasn't going to tell Cara that. He'd up the cost a little bit more, just because he knew she wouldn't question it, but he did wonder how much would cause her to raise her brow. "Be safe, man," Roman called after departing. He knew that Nick didn't sell any of the hardcore shit that would really get you killed, and he probably wasn't in any authorized position to tell someone to be safe. He knew it worried Nick and Brooke, but he saw it as a temporary thing, like he saw a majority of the aspects in his life, so he didn't even stress out about it. But even if what Roman did at night was directly more dangerous than what Nick did, he still did worry about the guy.

Before meeting Nick, he'd never really been concerned with the well being of any of the dealers he knew. And even still, none of them had gotten killed or anything--at least not that he was aware of. There was one guy he briefly met, but it hardly even counted because it was back in school and he was just going with a friend for a pick up. Roman couldn't even remember the guy's face, and when his friend told him about three months later about the guy getting killed, Roman only muttered a 'Eh, well that sucks' before moving on with his life. In fact, he was surprised that he even remembered it now, despite it only being a few years ago. Regardless, he knew nothing was going to happen with Nick, but there was still a part of him that worried about him. He was naturally an anxious person, and although he rarely showed it to Nick, or to Brooke, this trait found itself in the way he cared about them. And that included hoping Nick didn't get into anything stupid while he was out, which of course he wouldn't, but still. He'd regret having not said anything if something did happen.

By the time he was halfway up the stairs, he realized that he had never responded to Isaac. There was really no point now since he would be inside within the next minute. As he edged up the stairwell, he became a bit winded, and he wished that he'd had a cigarette while he was outside. He knew it was normal to feel a little out of breath after walking up five flight of stairs, and so there was really no excuse to need to smoke. It was probably just habit, not just on its own, but from always having one after working out or fighting. Clearly this wasn't anywhere near as extreme, but he was still a tad embarrassed that a simple hike up some steps automatically made him crave a cigarette. This wasn't enough to really get him to quit smoking though. Besides, he thought as he opened the door that was already unlocked, if it turned out he really did need one, he could spare himself a cigarette and just smoke with Isaac. He figured they'd be gone for maybe fifteen minutes or so. He wasn't trying to get stoned or anything, just a light buzz, so maybe by that time they'd have the dessert out, since that was another reason he wanted to get a little high. Because he was bored, but also because he could eat and enjoy food way more than usual.

When he walked into the kitchen, finding Cara there, he saw that the desserts hadn't been touched yet. While this was okay with him because he didn't want there to be none for him to eat, he couldn't help but roll his eyes as he disrobed the lemonade from the plastic bag. He noticed that Chanel was gone, and Ryan too from the looks of it, so it was no wonder that no progress had been made in the time--albeit short--he'd been gone. "You're just lost without your little minions, aren't you?" He crumbled the bag in his hand. "Do you plan on getting to dessert this year or...?" Without anyone to really chaperone how he interacted with Cara, he felt less filtered. He knew he could have simply just given her the lemonade and asked for the money that he had no right to, but the only repercussions he'd face would be either Cara biting back at him or her rolling her eyes. So there was really no con for him. "Oh yeah," he said, holding out his hand. "That'll be ten dollars, please. But," he said after a thoughtful second, "You probably only carry twenties and above, so I'll take that too."

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It was hard to sleep knowing that he had messed up so badly, that his relationship with the girl he was sure was "the one" was probably completely over. He didn't know that for a fact, but Brooklyn had ignored his texts and calls all night, and it wasn't like he could blame her for that, or wanting to be completely rid of him. The night that he had slept with Cara, Brooklyn had flipped out on him and called it quits, but that was something the two of them did on a regular basis. They fought, got loud with each other, and then the next day, things would cool down and they would be good again. There was no reason that he should have taken her ending things as being serious, and he knew good and well that it wasn't like they were actually broken up. Even if they were, it still was not appropriate to sleep with someone else hours after ending a years-long relationship. He could come up with excuse after excuse for why he wasn't all to blame for what had happened, but it was no use. He knew that in the end, he was the one who had done wrong, and anything that Brooklyn had done to lead up to it was petty and insignificant compared to what he had done.

After literally just wandering the city's streets for a good two hours, Nick stopped trying to contact Brooklyn and instead, texted Roman to see if she was home. He confirmed that she wasn't and that mostly everyone had left Cara's apartment, so he headed home. He luckily avoided Cara for the night, but only because he literally headed straight for his bedroom upon getting home, and didn't leave it again until eight in the morning when he woke up. Brooklyn had not come in at all over the night which made the guilt and anxiety levels in him rise significantly. Even if she had gone into work the night before, she would have been home by five or six. He guessed that she had opted to stay with a friend, but he hoped that she would at least give him a chance to try to explain himself. It was hard with Brooklyn sometimes, because she was so head strong. She was so convinced that she didn't need anyone and that she was fine on her own, that sometimes she refused to give people chances, or in Nick's case, second chances. He knew that despite how she acted, she was actually a very sensitive person, so she probably wasn't even reacting to this in a way where she was trying to be spiteful, but that she really was just very offended by it. He didn't blame her, and reminding himself of that only made him feel even worse. He didn't know what he was supposed to do, other than feel immensely guilty, when she wasn't going to give him a chance to explain or apologize. Maybe it wasn't fair of him to expect to be able to do those things on his own terms, but he really did want to be able to do them in private. He didn't need Cara being thrown into the mix. He knew she and Brooke would have their own problems now, but he wanted to sort his issues out with Brooklyn on his own without Cara walking in or being in the apartment, and just adding more fuel to the fire.

He left to make some sales at eight, and called her six times by the time he started to head back home at eleven. He reached their apartment building at eleven-twenty, and three more calls, that also went unanswered, were made by then. Rather than go inside, he waited outside. Not only did he not want to see Cara, but he hoped that maybe he would get magically lucky, and Brooke would be coming back to the apartment just as he was waiting out there. He doubted it, but the crisp, cold fall air felt refreshing this morning, and it made him feel a tiny bit better than he had felt since the night before.

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Ryan left his father's house shortly after Brooklyn did, and when he got back to his apartment building, the last person he wanted to see was standing outside. "Hey, Nick," he said, trying to seem cheerful. He gave a small wave and nod to the guy as he passed by. Ryan didn't stop, and might have even quickened his pace as he hurried into the building. It was safe to say that he wasn't one of those guys who possessed that "I just fucked your girl and am going to try to rub it in" mindsets. Not at all. Not just because he was convinced that Nick would be able to murder him with his bare hands, but because it just wasn't who Ryan was. If anything, situations like this made him more restless and anxious. He knew that playing a role in this whole love affair thing was wrong, and would only spell trouble, but it didn't feel wrong. At the same time, Brooklyn was the first person he had ever slept with, so he didn't have anything else to compare it to. He knew the sex was good physically. He didn't just know that, he was positive about that. What might have been wrong was the feelings behind it, though. He was embarrassed for himself at the thought, but he felt like his entire opinion of Brooklyn had changed overnight, literally. He liked her, like, really liked her, and even though she had left in the morning hinting that her night with him was just something that provided her "comfort" and that she needed to figure out what her situation with Nick was, he still felt like there was a potential for more. Brooklyn was four years older than him, but that wasn't too large of an age gap. Ryan thought of himself as being mature personality wise anyway, and it wasn't like he couldn't match whatever intellectually stimulating conversations that twenty-four-year-old (no-college-degree) Nick had with her. He had never been someone who was very confident, and he still wasn't, but after last night, he was under the impression that he had some sort of chance with Brooklyn.

He didn't know how his sister was going to take it, finding out that Brooklyn had come over last night. He doubted that she had spoken to their father in the last twenty-four hours and it went without saying that she wouldn't have reached out to their stepmother, so for now, he thought that his not-so-secret secret was safe. She knew that he had went to their dad's from his text last night, but she didn't know who he went with. He still didn't want to run into his sister, though. While he was confident and excited about what had happened in his head, even just walking past Nick, who he thought knew nothing about the night, made him jumpy and nervous. His sister was the type to pry and capitalize on his anxiety in order to get things out of him, and he wasn't in the mood to deal with that when he was still trying to savor the cloud nine feeling from last night. Plus, he still felt so unsure about what to feel about Cara's involvement in Brooklyn's initial dilemma with Nick. Honestly, he had to admit that his sister's promiscuity had worked to his advantage here, but he also now felt like he wanted to defend Brooklyn and her happiness. She had confided in him, and in his mind, sleeping with her had meant something more than just physical sex. He wasn't sure if it was enough to make him take someone else's side completely over his sister's, but that uncertainty was one more reason for why he didn't want to have to deal with Cara until he had thought out all of these thoughts. He was apparently only allowed so much luck in twenty-four hours though, because by the time he had made it up the first two flights of stairs, he spotted his sister heading down towards him. There was no where to run, so he had to acknowledge her with a half smile. "Hey."

"Nice of you to show your face here after disappearing last night. For all I knew, you died or were kidnapped."

"You were being a bitch for no reason and it was getting annoying. I didn't know I needed to ask for permission to leave and go to dad's."

"I still can't believe you did that. That was really screwed up. I don't have time to educate you on what family values are right now, though. I have places to be."

"Have fun." He allowed her to walk past him before he continued walking up the stairs. The conversation wasn't very pleasant, but it was short, and that was good enough for him. He was glad that his sister's plans, whatever they were, were important enough to give him a pass on dealing with her attitude for the moment. He didn't know if Brooklyn was going to be in the apartment, and he didn't know if he was supposed to talk to her or do anything if she did happen to be there. Upon entering the apartment, he saw that his stepmother's desserts were there, but her bedroom door was closed. Whether she was in there or not was unknown to him, but he was too scared to knock and find out. Instead, he just went into his own bedroom, kicked off his shoes and crashed on his bed. He wasn't too tired, but tired enough where he would be able to lay down peacefully for a little while, even if he didn't fall asleep.

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Normally he'd be grateful for sleeping for twelve hours. The revitalized and livened feelings in his muscle would have been welcomed had he not wanted to sleep in later. Even while he slept, he could feel the back of his throat beginning to ache. He wanted to be able to sleep through to avoid the problem that much longer, but when he heard Ryan shuffle around for a few minutes after simply lying in bed for about twenty minutes, he knew trying to doze off would be futile, so he got up. Roman didn't feel so terrible, but he knew that within the next day or two, he would be sick. It was either an achy ear or throat that were the telltale signs that he was coming down with something. As a kid he'd been prone to getting sick, and sleeping with the window open when it was nearly December was just a recipe for something disastrous. His phone read 11:30, which was only more annoying. He preferred waking up in the evening. When he woke up before noon, there was just too much time to waste. Never mind that he was already a grumpy person when he woke up, once feeling under the weather was adding into the equation, it just made everything that much more worse.

After closing the window, he looked over towards where Ryan lay in bed. He momentarily wondered where the kid had disappeared to. There wasn't any reason he would have thought that his disappearance had some type of involvement with Brooke's, but looking at him did make him remember that he still hadn't heard from her. Killens didn't acknowledge the increments of hypocrisy he was displaying as he worried about Brooke being gone for some hours when just the previous morning he had make a joke out of Nick and Brooke's concern over him being gone for days without word. His own frustration with her only exemplified how hypocritical he was being, but when he did start to display some type of caring towards Brooke, it was easy to address those feelings when they were misplaced into anger and annoyance, something he was used to feeling around Brooklyn. He told himself that she could have gone off to work, but that was a really far fetched idea considering she hadn't said anything about that. Even if that was a possibility, she was normally back by then. And she might've been; she could just be being quiet. Roman exited the bedroom just to knock on Nick and Brooklyn's, ultimately with no answer. Roman rolled his eyes as he went back to grab his phone. He didn't have time to be worrying about this girl, he told himself as if he was doing some good deed that wasn't required of him. He sent Nick and Brooke a text.

To: Nick
Have you heard from Brooke yet?

To: Brooke:
Would you kindly confirm that you're not chopped into little pieces in someone's freezer?

Roman realized he didn't have much reason to be annoyed with her since it wasn't just common but normal for him to vanish for days on end. He had a strong to tendency to do so after fights as well, which was probably the worst time to actually go missing. He didn't intentionally do it to cause any concern, and he thought he was fairly decent at making sure people thought he wasn't dead, but that was really just him telling himself what he wanted to hear, and not what was necessarily true. He had his reasons, he told himself. After waiting a few seconds and getting impatient, he decided he'd go out for something to eat. He knew there were leftovers in the fridge, but he had a taste for McDonald's, and in general he just wanted to get out of the apartment. He knew breakfast was over, but he could still find something on the menu that he wouldn't mind eating. By the time he was dressed and heading out the door, he received a text from Brooke. It was a picture of the gym. He grumbled to himself, trying to pretend that he wasn't relieved to hear back from as he placed his phone back in his pocket and headed down the steps. He texted Nick as he walked.

To: Nick
Never mind. She just texted me.

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Standing outside of the building waiting for Brooklyn made Nick restless after a while, so he started walking again. He didn't need anything in particular, so he just turned down streets that looked less busy than others and wandered, for the most part. He stopped in a liquor store, returned to the apartment briefly to pick up some drugs, made a couple of sales, and then returned to the apartment. It was somewhere around one-thirty then, but when he got into building, he stopped halfway up the stairs that led to the second floor and sat down. He didn't want to get drunk, but he needed something to make him feel like he wasn't dead. He could have smoked, but that meant that he would have had to either go back to his apartment and deal with potentially facing Cara and/or Brooklyn when he now wasn't prepared, or texting Makayla and going to her apartment. He didn't want to socialize at the moment, though, and after impulsively buying whiskey at the store, it seemed like the best option. He sat there for a few minutes before the door to the stairwell opened and Brooklyn began walking towards him. "Brooke! You're here." He was really just thinking out loud at that point, caught off guard by her presence even though her being there should have been completely expected. He put the bottle down quickly as he stood up, scrambling to collect his thoughts on what he wanted to say again.

By the time that she saw Nick sitting on the stairs, it was too late to turn around and leave. "Yup." She brushed past him in an irritated manner. She could feel the anger in her brewing and she hated it. Normally, it was something that she didn't think twice about because it was just the way that she reacted to things, but this situation was incomparable to any other time when she had reason to be angry. She wasn't even trying to play the victim card, but she knew that if Nick struck a cord in her that made her want to lash out at him, she would have less of a case for him being a piece of shit, because she would probably end up physically attacking him. Besides that, she also didn't want to feel that anger right now. She wanted to think that she had already faced and addressed all of the emotions she needed to associate with this situation, when she clearly hadn't. She wanted to be as over it and nonchalant with Nick as she had been with Roman earlier, but just seeing his face now made her feel like tears were going to begin to well up in her eyes. She had poured too much of her trust and happiness into Nick, and that was where she had went wrong. For the first time in years, she had invested herself and opened herself up to someone, just to be reminded that that was the most self-detrimental behavior she could engage in. This was why it was easier to be cold and hard, because no one could hurt you. Sometimes it meant that you hurt other people, but that was better than being the vulnerable one who got hurt.

He understood why she didn't want to see him or talk to him, but they needed to talk. Doing it in the stairwell wasn't the ideal place, but in his opinion, it beat doing it in the apartment where Roman, Cara and Ryan would possibly be. In reality, Roman and Ryan being there wouldn't have even been an issue. What made him feel so uneasy was doing it anywhere that Cara might be. "Wait, can we talk?" He reached out and gently grabbed onto her arm, only to have her pull away instantly.

"Don't touch me. Don't touch me ever again," Brooklyn snapped, resisting her urge to kick backwards into him as she continued walking up the stairs. She had pretended for two weeks that she didn't know about Nick and Cara, but now that she had admitted to knowing, she was feeling it more. A lot more. And she didn't want Nick's hands, that had been all over Cara, on her ever again.

"Brooklyn, I get that you're upset. I fucked up really badly but it was all a big mistake. Can you just give me a minute to explain myself?" Nick pleaded, following a couple of steps behind her. His heart was racing and he wished that he had downed that whiskey in larger gulps before she had gotten here. Though he wanted her to give him a chance to explain, he didn't know what he was going to even say if she did give him that chance.

She stopped walking and spun around to face him. The height difference that being up two steps gave her made her feel more comfortable, like she was finally regaining some power and that she didn't need to start crying right there like she wanted to do. "What is there to explain, Nick? You fucking slept with her and then you didn't even have to decency to own up to it. Someone who's basically a stranger let me in on the whole thing. Do you know how fucking humiliating that is? When everyone else in the building knows that your boyfriend is fucking other girls and you have no clue? Go fuck yourself. I don't want to hear what you have to say." It seemed like a good closing line, one that made her point, so she spun back around and continued up the stairs. She was proud of herself for not getting physical, but she also knew that if he kept following from behind, that could quickly change. Leaving at that moment felt right for that reason, and because she knew that if they kept talking, she would start to choke up and get emotional, and that was the absolute last thing she wanted to do in that moment. Instead, she kept walking up each flight of stairs, and barely noticed Ryan outside of 5B's door as she stormed into 5C, and then into her bedroom, where she locked the door and collapsed onto her bed in tears.

"Come on, that's not fair. Brooke... Brooke!" She was gone, and he wasn't going to chase her. His relationship with Brooklyn was an interesting one, but it was not one of those relationships where chasing after her and professing his incomparable love was going to change anything. It was a real relationship, not one out of a fairy tale book. At this point, it wasn't even a relationship, though. She hadn't specifically said that they were over, but that didn't need to be said with everything else she said. If the stairwell's wall didn't look like it was made out of concrete, Nick would have punched it. He hated feeling this out of control and helpless, and those feelings led to him feeling enraged. He had dug his own grave here and he knew it, but he wished that there was someone he could place the blame on. What he really wished was that he could run after Brooklyn and tell her that it was all a lie, and that that would actually be the truth, but that obviously was not going to happen. So for now, he needed someone to place the blame on. It wouldn't do any good in the situation as a whole, but it would make him feel better temporarily, he thought.

When he had clearly been the one in the most wrong, it was hard to come up some reasonable thought process to place the blame elsewhere, but Brooklyn's comment about finding out about all of this from a stranger resonated in him a little bit. Since he had not told anyone about the affair, it had to have been Cara. Aside from Ryan, Cara was close with Makayla, Holly and Chanel. Brooklyn had enough of a relationship with Makayla and Holly (albeit it a bad one) that they didn't seem like people she would call strangers, but Chanel could easily be a stranger. And Chanel, from what he knew, was actually friends with Cara. It made the most sense that Cara would confide in Chanel about all of this over anyone else. Chanel seemed like a nice girl too, from what Nick knew through their infrequent interactions when he dealt to her, so it didn't seem absurd that she might have enough of a conscience to try to talk to Brooklyn about all of this. In his very agitated state, he felt like texting Chanel personally and asking her why the fuck she would do that, or maybe going through Cara first, but even an enraged Nick wasn't that confrontational. Instead, he figured that Makayla might know something about it, so he texted her.

To: Makayla
Want to smoke?

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On the walk back home, Makayla and Holly made a quick stop at a Kmart that they passed. Makayla had an assortment of personal care items that she needed, but she didn't have the money to spend on any of them right now, and assured herself that they weren't really needed this minute. She pushed that list into the back of her mind and went in just wanting to pick up lemonade. She knew that they had ran out the day before, and although she had no recollection of Cara purchasing any the night before, even if she did, she wasn't going to expect Cara to just hand that to them. Her SNAP benefits were gone for the month so she had to pay with cash, which made her all the more resistant of going into the store with Holly, because she knew that Holly was going to want something else too, and that meant more cash out of her pocket. Despite telling Holly that they were only going in for lemonade, it only took a few minutes inside the store for Holly to disappear from her side and then reappear when she was on line, with some toy in her hand. "Can I get this?" she asked, eagerly waving the package of Shopkins in front of Makayla's face. The answer was going to be no regardless of what they were, but Makayla humored Holly by taking the toy from her for a moment, looking at it, and then handing it back to her with a shake of her head. "No, put it back where you found it."

Although walking along The Highline wasn't fun in the same sense that going to see a movie was, Holly had had a nice couple of hours with Makayla. They passed a bunch of dogs, saw a lady wearing a shirt that had a bunch of Disney characters on it, and walked past Holly's school, which was only good because it reminded her of how lucky she was to not be in there. Just in general, though, it wasn't difficult to please Holly. As long as she had someone to talk to and was getting a change of scenery, she was usually content. Going into Kmart on the way home made her even more excited though. She had nodded along when Makayla tried to stress that they were only going in to get lemonade, but as soon as Makayla headed towards the drinks, Holly wandered off. Her attention had first been caught on all of the Christmas candies that were already out, even though it was only a day after Thanksgiving. She wandered down that aisle, picking up a box of candy canes, only to set it down on a random shelf when she got to the toy section. It usually wasn't the actual toys that caught her eye, so much as it was the bright colors and cute cartoon faces on the packages. That was what led her to put down the candy in exchange for a package of Shopkins that she managed to hold onto until she found Makayla on line. She was sure that Makayla would like the cute little figurines as much as she did, so when her sister told her she couldn't get it, she was sure that she had to be mistaken. "Please? Kay, look! One of them is a little carrot with a face on it. Isn't it so funny?"

"Yeah, put it back though." She tried to be nice. She really did. Even feeling like she was being repeatedly stabbed in the head, she tried to smile and offer a half-hearted laugh at the stupid little figurines with faces, while insisting Holly put it down. It was sometimes hard, but Makayla really always did try to be patient with Holly. There were days, like last night, when she would reach her limit and snap, but she tried to be calm and collected. She knew that Holly's rambunctious tendencies were ones that she couldn't control and she always meant well, and really, if Makayla had the money to waste on stupid shit like this, she would. She was only saying no because she didn't have the money. She was already buying a bottle of lemonade over shampoo. She wasn't going to toss fifteen dollars to the wind for little pieces of plastic that would be lost within ten minutes of Holly opening it.

"Please can I get it?"

"That stuff is for babies, Holly. For little kids. You don't need that. I'm already getting you the lemonade. "

"But I just want this. I'll give it to Brooklyn when she has a baby, okay? I'll just keep it until then, then I'll give it to her. And it actually says it's for ages five and up, so that's not for babies, Kay. Please?" The Brooklyn having a baby part was definitely pulled out of thin air, but in Holly's head, it seemed like a good plan of action if Makayla really thought that were toys for babies.

"Put it down." Still, she tried not get angry at Holly's refusal to listen for once and kept her voice calm as she looked at Holly.

"Why?"

"I don't have money to waste on stupid stuff, Holly. I'm not paying fifteen dollars for twelve little pieces of plastic." They still weren't at the register yet, so she had time to convince Holly that she needed to put it down before Holly shoved it onto the counter while she was paying... or so she wished. Of course, Holly didn't respect that "put it down" and just as she asked "why?", the cashier called for the next customer, which was them.

"But they have faces!" Holly protested, only slightly offended at Makayla calling them stupid, since looking at the toy again made her want to laugh.

"Please put it down, Holly. My head hurts. I don't have the energy to argue with you today."

That was all it took for Holly's attention to switch, and she stuck the toy on a neighboring display before following Makayla to the cashier. Normally, she would have tried to strike up a conversation with the person ringing up their items, or ask if she could purchase one of the candies on the shelves below the register, but now she wanted to talk about Makayla's headache. "Want me to give you a head massage when we get home?"

"No, it's not hurting that badly. I just need you to start listening," Makayla said, trying to smile at Holly and the cashier as she forked over four dollars for the lemonade.

Holly seized the plastic bag the second that the cashier placed it on the counter. "What are we gonna have for lunch?" she asked a minute later as she took the lead as they headed out of the store.

"Are you actually hungry? Or are you gonna tell me you want something and then not eat it after I make it?"

"Why would I do that?" She laughed, a little bit knowingly, and a little bit just because.

Twenty minutes later, they were back on the fifth floor of their apartment building, and Makayla was going through her usual ritual of searching for her key in her bag, typically able to find everything except for the key she needed. She eventually found it and unlocked the door, saying, "Put that in the fridge and then we'll figure out what we have to eat, okay?" as she let Holly walk inside first. Earlier, she had gotten a text from Cara and a few minutes ago, one from Nick, but she only answered Nick's, since Cara's didn't really warrant a response. She answered Nick with, "I wish but after last night I think I need to be totally sober for a few days :(". She doubted that goal would actually be reached, but with it in mind, she had only smiled at Nick when they passed him on the way up. She couldn't engage in too much talk because Holly was racing up the stairs, but also because she knew if she even allowed herself to second guess not smoking, she would change her mind.

Holly got a few feet inside before noticing that not only was Kacey still in the apartment, but the boy from last night was too. "I told you Kacey would still be here!" Holly exclaimed, barely taking a second to glance back at Makayla before placing the bag with the lemonade down on the floor and hurrying over to the couch where Colton sat, and Kacey stood beside. "We're back," she announced, as if it weren't obvious. "Did you make your cinnamon rolls yet? Because it doesn't smell like cinnamon rolls." It smelled like food, but not sweet and sugary food. "I remember you from Cara's house but I don't remember your name. Are you Kacey's brother?" As she stepped around to the front side of the couch, she noticed the tattoos on his arm as she tried to figure out what he was eating. "Makayla has tattoos like you. Want to show him, Kay?"

Makayla knew that all of this was coming the moment that she noticed that they weren't alone in the apartment too, but she tried to give herself a few seconds to hope that Holly wouldn't be too intrusive as she picked up the shopping bag from the floor and put the lemonade into the fridge. After that, as Holly called out to her about her tattoos, she knew well enough to go over there. "Hey guys," she said, offering a sincere smile to Kacey, who she still felt like she needed to be grateful to, for being understanding about whatever had went on the night before, and then to the guy on their couch. Holly had asked if he was Kacey's brother which was obviously a moronic question, but Makayla wondered what his relationship to Kacey was, if Holly had also said something about him being at Cara's last night. Boyfriend seemed like a likely role, and just looking at him, Makayla couldn't blame Kacey. "Come on, Holl. Let's make lunch. What did you say you wanted again?" She tried to usher Holly away from the pair and hoped that changing her train of thought might do the trick to get her back into the kitchen.

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Cara was glad that Chanel followed her. She didn't want her to have to be alone with the girls, and she didn't want there to be a possibility that she would have to come back up to the spa area to retrieve her after she got dressed. It wasn't like Cara disliked the girls or was sincerely angry at them, but when she was over something, she was over it. And she was definitely over this spa day. Chanel being there had been interesting and Cara appreciated the day because now she knew that she could bring Chanel around the girls without their being judgement or non-acceptance. While today, Cara had felt like she had to be on her toes to make sure nothing happened, she knew it was probably unneeded and that the stress would diminish if she kept inviting Chanel around. However, she didn't even know if Chanel actually liked them. What's not to like? she wondered immediately, but the second thoughts followed that up with her knowing that there were at least a few unfavorable characteristics about the girls. She mostly didn't want to acknowledge that because she knew that she possessed some of those too. "I actually don't even know what she was talking about," Cara admitted as she led Chanel into the locker room. "If I had to guess, my dad probably just made it up. Growing up, Ryan was always... a disappointment. And I know that sounds mean, but it's not even me talking. Like, he just wasn't the son that our dad wanted. Ryan never wanted to play any sports, like... okay, I was friends with people, and my dad was friends with their dad, and then Ryan was friends with the weirdos. You know what I mean? Like... he was just weird and my dad feels like he has to compensate for that when he's around his friends because obviously we don't want everyone knowing that Ryan is so weird." Really, that was what Cara believed. The possibility of him bringing a girl back to the apartment, especially without Cara knowing, was just nonexistent. He didn't have any female friends, nonetheless blonde ones, or ones that her father would approve of.

Chanel had been ready, and even a little bit anxious, for possible gossip. It wasn't that she didn't get any from the other girls earlier, but it didn't apply to her, and she was still a bit cautious about not messing up to where she couldn't really enjoy the environment that she flourished in under normal circumstances. She was sure that Cara would have a lot to say, and it had to be good if they were going somewhere private for it. Chanel was instantly more comfortable when they stepped into the locker room, something she actually wasn't very comfortable with itself. She wasn't used to that tension arising from social interaction. That usually only happened under opposite circumstances--when she wasn't around people enough or when she wasn't the center of attention as much as she 'needed' to be. As she gathered her clothes, she was expecting the remainder of that tension to flow our of her as Cara spoke, but instead it actually intensified. Chanel didn't know Ryan well, especially not as well as she knew Cara, whom Chanel was still finding more stuff out about everyday. So it wasn't even out of basic respect for Ryan that caused her to remain quiet through the duration of Cara's speech. What kept her silent was the trigger of her words. In that moment, Cara reminded Chanel too much of herself, too much of her own situation. The very situation she was trying to ignore. The very situation that was the reason she was not only in this city, but in this room. She pushed the thoughts of her brother out of her mind, trying to separate the two scenarios, but it proved futile, as no words came out when she opened her mouth. She swallowed and shrugged some, shaking her head slightly. "Yeah," she said while she fiddled awkwardly. "I don't know."

Cara could sense Chanel's awkwardness in her response, but she had no idea what the true origin of it was. Instead, she just thought that Chanel was sympathizing for her and the position it put her in, trying to cover up for her dad's lie and having a weird brother to her friends. Plus, she knew that Chanel, while incredibly dramatic, also had a good heart. She probably felt weird trashing Ryan, especially when the two had socialized more than they ever probably had, the day before, preparing the Thanksgiving food. "Yeah, it's whatever I guess. You probably know what I mean, having brothers and all," Cara sighed as she unlocked her locker. There were private changing stalls on the other side of the locker room but since it sounded like it was just she and Chanel in there, she didn't bother with them, and shed her robe there before putting her clothes back on. "Like, I wish my dad didn't put me into weird positions like that because obviously they want the details on this made up girl, but I see where he's coming from. I don't know, hopefully Ryan gets his act together soon. Or just comes out as gay because you were actually so right. I think that's like, trendy, or something nowadays." Once she was fully clothed, she sat down on one of the stools and with a bit of a struggle, got her shoes on. "I feel like that spa day was totally refreshing and well needed though, don't you think?" She glanced at her phone briefly, reading the message that Chanel had sent, and inwardly approving of it. "Makayla never answered, but that's fine. I don't even care, but next time you talk to her, if it comes up, make her feel like she was soooooo out of line, okay?"

Still without word, Chanel got ready to leave. She felt another sense of relief--she had lost count how many times such had happened today--when Cara redirected the subject elsewhere. She couldn't ever admit just how right Cara was, though, when she pointed out that Chanel likely knew what Cara was talking about since they both had brothers. There were many things that Chanel had to be cognizant about, and that which she didn't pay mind to was by choice and not without consequence. Cara was fortunate to not have to worry about money, for instance. She could be oblivious to actually need. And while it was something that Chanel tried to partake in, she couldn't be oblivious to everything. There were time where it made her jealous of Cara, but she didn't expect it to show itself in this circumstance. Cara had no way of knowing why Chanel had gotten so quiet, and she didn't seem to dwell on it much, which Chanel was grateful for. But part of her wish that Cara knew, not for Chanel's own benefit where actually talking about her problems could prove great therapy. It was really for selfish reasons. She wanted to see not be able to ignore something without even realizing it. Of course, there was an easy fix: just telling her. But that made too much sense. That was too front forward. So instead she would just misdirect her own insecurities into silent frustrations over differences in life circumstance that were blossoming in the face of her greatest problem. "Yeah, don't worry. I totally will. But it probably shouldn't even be, like, hard or whatever. She already seemed pretty sorry. But I'll make sure there's no shadow of a doubt that she feels bad." Chanel fluffed out her hair, coming through any small tangles as gently as she could so as not to mess up her manicure. As she checked them to make sure they were okay, she looked back at Cara. "Ready, chica? I feel so refreshed. I'm like brand new."

"Definitely. Let's go," Cara nodded, smiling some as she tossed her bag over her shoulder and followed Chanel out of the locker room. They made a quick stop at the front desk where Cara covered their tab for the day, and then headed out. Cara slipped her sunglasses on before they stepped foot outside, not wanting any squinting or abrupt facial movements to ruin the soft, smooth way her skin was feeling from that facial. "Ugh, I forgot to call for a car. Should we just take a cab?"

"Yeah. Cab's fine. I think I have hand sanitizer in my purse, so I'll give you some when we get in. I'm not trying to touch the seats, and then my face, and then break out. I would literally give you permission to kill me." After flagging down a cab, they made the ride back to the apartment. For it to feel like so much had happened, it was still early on in the afternoon. On most occasions it seemed as thought time eluded her, but now that she was actually fatigued from the day's events, she wanted the day to be over sooner and so subsequently it was moving slower. Granted, there were many things she could do with the rest of her day. She could go tot he gym, she could look for some holiday openings at retail stores, or just look for jobs in general. She could see if she found any online listings that could keep her occupied and paid her well enough. But she didn't want to do any of that. So she just scrolled aimlessly on her phone, not saying much on the ride. She'd gotten a few texts from other friends about possibly wanting to smoke. She hadn't said anything yet, and even found the invitations odd before she remembered that now would probably be the best time. The day after Thanksgiving, it was hard for the munchies to go unanswered. Chanel didn't figure that to be a better use of her time, and she wasn't going to join them, but even she wanted to, she couldn't because she didn't have any bud. It had been a while since she'd smoked, and while she really just wanted to retire for the day, she wouldn't mind blazing in private. She knew a few people, but Nick was her go to plug, so she decided to text him to see if he had anything.

To: Nick
Hey! Are you taking orders? You know. For that 'grass' ;)

Texting him made her remember that she'd never gotten caught up with Cara about him. She knew that Cara was excited about Nick coming to the dinner last night, and since that went terribly, she wasn't sure how everything else was affected. Chanel couldn't recall Cara and Nick talking much at all yesterday, but she figured it wouldn't hurt to ask, especially since she'd been relatively quiet the majority of the ride. As they mounted the steps, Chanel turned to her. "So did you and Nick even talk at all last night? Wasn't the whole point of the dinner like a cover up for you to actually seduce him with sexual favors and turkey?"

The car ride was fairly quiet, but at least in Cara's opinion, it wasn't in an uncomfortable sort of way. Spa days always left Cara feeling relaxed, but tired. She didn't feel exhausted or weighed down with that tiredness, but she always just left feeling like she wanted to go home, drink some tea, and rest for the rest of the day. Although she had leftovers that she wanted Chanel to bring back to her apartment, judging by Chanel's unusual quietness, she guessed that the girl was in a similar state as her, and would probably want to just go back to her own apartment immediately. That was fine with Cara, since she knew she could easily send Ryan across the hall later in the day with the leftovers. It was a Friday, which usually meant that Makayla would work at night, so Cara knew that there was a possibility that she would be in Chanel's apartment later on, anyway. Even though she was feeling passive aggressive towards Makayla, it wasn't to an extent where she was going to retract her offer to look after Holly when it was needed and she wasn't busy. Not only did she know that that would really increase Makayla's struggle, but she also didn't mind looking after Holly. It was tiring sometimes but Cara liked feeling like she had a purpose, and taking care of Holly for a few hours at a time made her feel useful without feeling too stressed out.

On the way inside, Chanel brought up Nick, which made Cara smile, even if it sort of was a guilty one. "You're literally too much," she said first, finding it impossible to suppress her giggles at the way Chanel had worded that. "But no, I didn't even say like, one word to him. Between Makayla and then Roman stealing him to go get the lemonade, I don't even know what happened. I don't think he even came back after he left with Roman. Like, just my luck that Roman came back and Nick didn't."

"The world is out to get you, I swear." Chanel continued up the stairs with her, grabbing Cara's arm in the next second as another thought came to my mind. "Oh. My. God. I did not tell you what happened yesterday with me and him. So, like, I was at your door with all the food. But my hands were crazy full and I couldn't knock. So I was literally knocking with my forehead and then Roman seriously saw-- Is that Nick?" Chanel said when they got closer to the figure on the stairwell. Her attention redirected too quickly, and her mouth moved even quicker, before she was able to completely take in the scene before her. Had she taken a few more seconds, she probably wouldn't have been as chipper as she was now. "Hey, Nick. Did you get my text mes...Wow. That's a lot of juice for just one person," she said once she finally took in his presence on the steps and the bottle of alcohol in his hand. Chanel had a tendency to talk without thinking, and essentially pointing out how pathetic someone looked didn't make the matter any better, but she didn't she any harm with her words as she looked at him.

Even Cara would have imagined that had she had the chance to talk to Nick outside of the apartment, where she didn't have to worry about Brooklyn hearing, she would have seized it. However, the second that Chanel paused in her story about Roman and asked if the figure on the stairs was Nick, Cara felt her heart skip a beat. She had wanted to talk to him... but she didn't want to now. Her nerves were suddenly getting the best of her, and it wasn't even because she had promised him not to tell anyone about them and she knew she had done wrong by telling Chanel about it... and Makayla... but mostly Chanel, now. She didn't know what else it was, but it made her want to run up to her apartment at lightning speed and not talk to him. The fact that he had a bottle of alcohol in his hand might have played a role in her suddenly being turned off. She was attracted to the bad boy side of him that she saw, but there was a fine line between being someone who seemed dangerous enough to give her an adrenaline rush, and someone who just looked... hopeless. That was what he looked like. He expression seemed blank, his posture poor, and something about his body language made him look somber. It gave her bad vibes, so much so that Cara didn't even slow down as she walked towards the stairs, not even when Chanel had said something about a text message. "I have to go... do something. I'll text you later, Nelle!" Cara said in a borderline frantic manner as she hurried up the stairs. It hadn't seemed like Chanel was settling at the bottom of the steps to have a conversation with Nick, but Cara didn't even want to wait for a one word exchange. She wanted out of there, and fast.

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The universe seemed to be against Nick today, because minutes after Brooklyn left him on the stairs, Makayla and Holly came through, and then Cara and Chanel. The first two weren't very bothersome, with Nick offering them a polite nod and setting the bottle down so as not to give Holly anything to talk about later on, but Nick was disappointed that Makayla wasn't interested in smoking. He didn't feel like he needed to smoke with her, per se, but he didn't feel comfortable talking to her in depth when they weren't smoking. It would feel awkward and uncomfortable, even with the alcohol in him, and so, he knew he would have to wait to ask Makayla if she thought that Chanel might have suddenly befriended Brooklyn until some other time. Makayla declining a free smoke session was unusual to begin with, so Nick doubted that she would actually fulfill her desire to go days without smoking. He'd hit her up again later on that day, thinking that by then, she would have tossed sobriety to the wind. The second pair that came into the stairwell was what really reminded him of his bad luck. He had dealt with Brooklyn, and now, the last person he wanted to deal with was Cara. Again, he knew that he only had himself to blame for this mess, but he was in too deep with this love triangle and he didn't know what to do or how to handle it. He was beyond relieved when she kept walking, leaving Chanel standing in front of him, but the relief lasted for just a few seconds before he realized that she was going back up to the apartment that Brooklyn was in. He couldn't imagine that Brooklyn would continue to keep Cara out of the loop, and knowing Brooklyn, her bringing Cara into the loop likely meant that he was going to see paramedics running up the stairs in a couple of minutes. What kept him sitting down and reaching for the bottle once again was partially that he knew he was being dramatic, and partially that he knew that him being there when Brooklyn confronted Cara would probably only make things worse.

"Yeah, I guess it is," Nick answered after another slug of the whiskey. It might have looked like a lot for one person, but it sure didn't feel like it. He set the bottle down and processed what Chanel had started to say before Cara left, and glanced at his phone. He was only seeing her text message now, and after putting it back in his pocket, he looked towards her again. "How much do you need?" He didn't sound hostile or angry, not even hesitant or suspicious. He was, since Chanel still seemed like the only possible person who could have told Brooklyn about all of this, but he wasn't going to miss a sale over it until he was sure it had been her. He probably sounded tired and a little out of it too, but he didn't even need to speak for that to be made apparent.

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Chanel only got a start of what she was going to say before Cara hurried up the steps. She had begun to follow her, but was still confused enough by her quick exit that she remained standing as she watched her leave. If she hadn't had any intentions to talk to Nick, she would have gone with Cara, but even if she did decide that Nick could wait, Cara was already gone. Her moment of daftness resolved itself when she turned back to Nick with a strained smile. Duh, she thought to herself. She couldn't say she really knew too much about the relationship--or lack thereof--between Nick and Cara, but now that the circumstance of the scenario was setting in, she had half the nerve to leave to. Part of it was because she didn't peg Cara to be the one to get flustered and scurry. Chanel knew that earlier Cara hadn't said that she was completely doting over him, and even to her it seemed like Cara was just caught up in surface infatuation. Which, at least for Nick's case, was not a hard thing for one to find themselves in. But seeing Cara leave so suddenly made Chanel question, just for a second, whether Cara actually did have feelings for him--feelings deeper than she was ready to commit to. Or, and much more likely, Chanel's hopeless romantic side was revealing itself.

She couldn't let herself get too carried away in the idea, though, but only because she had already started talking to Nick. She'd nag Cara about leaving Chanel in 'such an awkward situation,' even though Chanel wasn't feeling too weird. Inevitably, there was an air of tension about her that came from knowing something she had to pretend not to know. She wasn't too worried though. If there was one thing she was good at, it was bullshitting. Her previous excursion had her drained, but around familiar people and in familiar territory, she felt a bit rekindled, and for Nick, she probably seemed like the same old Chanel. Not the one who'd grown oddly quiet over the course of the afternoon.

After having begun to follow Cara, she backtracked down a few steps until she was on the platform and in front of Nick. She pondered for a second before shrugging. She considered splurging a bit, but ultimately decided against it. She didn't even need it that badly despite her stash being good as empty. "I dunno," she began. Chanel was close to thinking for even longer just so she could continue to look at Nick. Even if he did look pretty sad sitting here alone with a bottle of whiskey, he still looked damned good. The thought process really only showed how incapable Chanel could be at sympathizing with other people, but to her, it wasn't her fault he was handsome. "Maybe like a gram or something? Yeah," she added to herself more than anything. Chanel bounced on her feet some and readjusted her pursing, shuffling through it as though she were looking for something. She probably should have stuck to minding her own business, but she told herself that it would be rude not to inquire. And if she was on the road to being a better person, then she should definitely get into the habit of being concerned of others' well-being, even if it was more so to suit her own needs. "You okay? You seem kind of...well..." Instead of finishing, she gestured her hand to him, waving it up and down as though she were displaying something to someone. "This."

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Nick felt hollow. The anger and rage was slowly seeping out of him, but it didn't leave him feeling sad or hopeless in that moment. He just felt nothing. Like he was empty or didn't exist. Had Chanel not still been there, talking to him, the mood would have only been solidified because he could have really felt like nothing more than a ghost. Part of him wanted that right now. To not exist. To say he was feeling suicidal would be a stretch because he wasn't looking to kill himself, but he definitely didn't want to be alive when this was his reality. His entire world had just come crashing down on him, and no matter what that voice of rage in his head told him, the only person that he had to blame for all of this was himself. If he wanted to kill any part of himself, it was definitely whoever it had been that had possessed him on that night that he had slept with Cara, because it definitely wasn't who he was now. Cara was an incredibly attractive girl in more ways than one, he wasn't going to deny that, and yeah, had Brooklyn never been in the picture, he might have considered tapping that, but Brooklyn was in the picture. She was in the picture before that night, on that night and after that night, and no matter how hard he tried to tell himself that they had been on a break and he wasn't technically dating Brooke that night, he knew it was a bad excuse. How many other times had they gotten into a screaming match, "broken up", and then ended up in bed together hours later? This fight had barely been any different, and yet Nick reacted in such an impulsive and moronic way, that there was no way to excuse his act of infidelity.

He should have expected Chanel's followup question when he didn't respond immediately to her request for a gram. He made eye contact with her for the first time since she and Cara had came into the building as he responded, shaking his head slightly. "I know that Cara already told you about her and I, but I guess one of you told Brooke, and now she knows and my relationship is over." Though he still was in a self-pitying mood, at least a bit, his voice didn't hint at him trying to blame her for telling Brooklyn because he didn't even know if he should believe that now. He sounded empty, maybe defeated, if anything. He didn't have it in him to try to even lighten things up by saying that Brooklyn was probably up there murdering Cara now, because there was a chance that that wouldn't even be a joke. It was one of the reasons why he genuinely wanted to stay on these steps for the rest of the night, and maybe even pass out there after finishing his whiskey. "I guess I should have seen it coming. It was my fault for doing it in the first place, and I guess I had more to lose than Cara anyway, so I can't blame her for telling you guys. I just... I don't know." He didn't feel comfortable really opening up to anyone, and he still wasn't sharing his most inner feelings right now, but it still felt strange to be telling this to someone who was really just an acquaintance. At this point, he was convinced that she already knew all of this anyway, even if she didn't play the direct role in it that he somewhat believed she had, so he didn't think that he had much to lose. While he did not want to deal with whatever he had convinced himself was unfolding upstairs, he didn't think he had any other option. He was going to have to deal with it at some point, and now, when he had money on line, seemed like as good of a time as ever. "I can grab that for you now, if you want. Just a gram, you said?"

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Chanel could feel her heart skip a beat when Nick mentioned being aware of Cara saying something to her. For a second this took her off guard. How the hell did he know? Cara couldn't have said anything. She literally told her about it less than twenty-four hours ago, and had barely spoken to Nick between then and now--at least as far as her knowledge went. Nick proceeded to talk in an almost lifeless state which was actually more alarming than she would have expected it to be. He wasn't very rambunctious and emotionally charged as she was. In fact, she would say him and Roman favored each other and it kind of made sense as to why they were friends. Chanel thought Roman was a total scrub, and that Nick was a gorgeous gift from heaven, but it was that bias that probably clouded the intersection the two of them had. Had this been Roman on the steps, she wouldn't have cared, and she knew that for a fact. But for some reason, she wasn't as affected by Nick's sight either. Not on the surface, at least. She didn't say anything until she began to follow up the stairs behind him. "Yeah, a gram," she said before her mind went back to her initial thought.

When they got to the top floor, Chanel grabbed Nick's arm, pulling him some to stop him and face her. "Hey," she said calmly. Chanel knew freaking out would be a dead give away that Nick was right. But she still couldn't work out what he knew and how, so she figured playing around that would be the safest bet. Just as he had no reason to believe her, she had no reason to believe him. "Look... I'm sorry about whatever's going on between you and...whoever. But Cara didn't tell me shit. You've known her longer than me, so you should know better than I do that she wouldn't go blabbing off to some girl she just gets manicures with. We're not close like that. I only found out a few seconds ago--when you said something." Lies. Nothing but lies, but it didn't feel weird telling them. If anything, she liked it because it was one of her strong suits. She could feign innocence without batting an eye. It was much too easy to fall into this state again, and normally she tried to keep herself from doing so, but being around Cara's friends had in a way recharged that part of her that she had kept compressed. And if today was a day of indulgences, then she figured why not this too? "Cara has never said anything to me, so I don't think she would have said anything to Brooke either. Honestly, I don't know who did."

Makayla, she thought. But she wasn't going to throw Makayla under the bus. That was too close to home, literally. Chanel still had her reputation at stake, and she still did like Makayla. Maybe she'd save that blackmail for another time, but here, it wasn't necessary or appropriate in her mind. She shrugged as she glanced away and rolled her eyes nonchalantly, more so speaking outside. "I mean, I guess I can think of one other person who's close enough to Brooke and out to get Cara, but..." She looked back at him and shrugged again. In her eyes, she thought she was being clear as to who she was hinting to. And if Nick thought she was talking about Roman, he'd have been right, but if that ever came back to her, she could honest to God say that she'd never pointed a finger. "I don't want to name drop. Especially when I don't have any evidence, which I don't think you do either, right?" She said as she passed him, turning around to walk backwards. She laughed some to take the edge off of her words. "But whatever. Who knows. Your secret's safe with me though." She winked at Nick as she got to the door of her apartment. "Just text me when you've got the stuff, okay? I'll be here."

With that, she entered her apartment, greeted by the smell of a hefty aroma coming from the kitchen. A smile was already in place, but as she looked to see the source of the smell, she smiled wider. "Woah," she said. A quick glance of the room let her know that it was a full house. She didn't mind company, although she couldn't say she was particularly pleased to be seeing any of the people in the room. She didn't want to have to talk to Makayla in private, and she felt there was something awkward between her and Kacey. Not just because of Chanel being drunk last night, but because she was sure that something was happening between her and Colton, who Chanel had definitely flirted with the night before and who was definitely a few feet away on the couch. She didn't show any of that on her face as she went to the fridge and grabbed the water pitcher. "Smells like a restaurant in here." It wasn't above Chanel to ask for some of the lasagna, but she saw the leftovers and favored that over the former. There was just something homey about leftovers at this time, so she began helping herself to that instead. She reminded herself that she should still talk to Makayla, but maybe now wasn't the best time. She still just wanted to smoke and be left alone for a bit. She supposed she could make conversation, so as not to seem odd for not really being chatty, but she was grateful for it appearing that Kacey and Holly and Makayla were talking, so remained quiet and texted Cara.

To: Cara
Your boy just tried coming for me. He was like 'oh har har i know cara told you about us and now brooke knows and she's made at me'

To: Cara

I was like ???????????

To: Cara

But for real. I was like lol except not. I kinda low key implied that it was Roman because that literally doesn't hurt anybody, and i didn't want to tell on Makayla. Especially not after last night, you know?

To: Cara

He's so cute. I like him better when he's not moping with a bottle on the stairs tho