So this was it...he had finally found James. It had taken him long enough. It ended up that the boarded up house was his and that it was just across the street from the alley. "You wait here Lilith, I'm going to go take a look." He said as he crept up to the door with his rifle raised. He knocked on the door "James you there?" no answer "James?!" Freelancer called again, but only dead silence replied to him. Well shit, guess he had to do this the hard way, hopefully he wasn't dead. He looked at the door, if he kicked it in it could take a few tries and he could catch a bullet in the process, he didn't want to but he would use a door charge. He took his pack off, unzipped it, and retrieved a small, round disk. He pulled down a key shaped device from the back and inserted it into the lock of the door then stood to the side and pressed a button on the front of the disk. It was time to get this mission over with.
BOOM! the charge went off, sending a confetti of wood and metal flying inwards to the house as the door flew open. Freelancer charged in with his rifle at the ready. The Agency said he had to unharmed, that just translates into not dead so he wasn't afraid to take out a leg or arm if he needed to. He cleared the living room while he shouted "NSA come out with your hands up and no one needs to get hurt!" he cleared the kitchen and dining areas. There were some dirty dishes in the sink and some dirty ones on the table. Someone must have been here recently, Freelancer thought. He cleared the rest of the house, ending with James room. Freelancer started to pace around the room, growling with anger "Goddamn it! Son of a bitch!" He kicked a dresser and sent it falling over on it's side "Where the fuck are you huh!?" He shouted to the empty room. He had gone through a a thousand missions with a million setbacks but he was absolutely through with this one. He was so sure that this would be it. He stood with his hands on his hips and bit his lip trying to calm himself down. That's when he noticed a picture on the wall, it looked familiar. Freelancer got closer to it, and he immediately recognized it. It was him and James with his old squad during their early days in Afghanistan. He looked at the picture of the six men grouped together with beers in their hands and smiles across their faces. They were huddled in front of a Humvee with their fatigues on, just screwing around acting like idiots. Oh those were the times. He took the picture off the wall to hold in his hands, and that's when he felt something hard on the back, he flipped it over and saw a metal plate with an engraving on it.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kpV91wWecPM To our fallen brothers, gone but never forgotten. it read at the top and under it was a list of five names
Charles C. Holland Jacob R. Black Jamal F. Freeman Jack T. Thompson all names he knew so well and at the bottom one he had known his whole life
Richard C. McCarthy a name he would forget the day he was recruited by the Agency. A dead man among the living, not literally thank God. Freelancer stroked his hand over the name...his name. Then he read the words in quotations at the bottom
"Marines don't die, they just go to hell to regroup." Freelancer smiled, it all seemed so long ago, back when he was in the best years of his life. Nothing but him and his squad against the world it seemed like, just screwing around trying to live another day. He felt like crying, but he wouldn't he had been through too much to cry over this, he told himself that at least. Some days he longed for that old life back, to be able to see his parents who were both dead from cancer now. Died thinking their child was a war hero. He shook his head, they never had any idea of the terrible things he had done, unforgivable acts and sins that he committed in the name of "Freedom" and "Democracy". Serving the people who caused this hell to break loose today...what had he done with his life? This was the first contact he had, had with his old life for many years, and now all the memories he had tried to keep locked away ere rushing back like a stampede of angry bulls. Had he made a mistake by joining the Agency? Had he...he looked at his hands...so much blood on them...some people he killed deserved it but...he reached back into his backpack and shuffled through the items of targets, his old boss, his partner...Misty...sweet Misty. He pulled the necklace from the bag and looked at it with regretful eyes. She was just a women doing her job, and because she knew a little too much for the governments liking...he killed her...her and all of the members of her team. She said she loved him and...he killed her...cold blooded..no remorse until now. He set the picture down and thought of Darcy...no wonder she used me, he thought...who could love a monster like this. He looked at his hands again, thinking of the dozens of people he has killed, maybe even hundreds, Christ he didn't know anymore he had killed so many. He was a murder, a man with a license to kill just in the name of security and peace. Suddenly he noticed Lilith watching him in the doorway with Jake at her side. She asked something but Freelancer ignored what she said and just replied
"He isn't here...I'm going to go make a phone call...you stay here." he said as he pushed passed her and walked outside, he still had to find James, for the good of mankind. As he pulled his phone and dialed 3 he thought of the quote from the back of the picture, he would be going to hell alright...but none of his friends would be there to greet him...they were somewhere meant for heros.