pageofcups
The inner child as represented by the Page of Cups can at times act exactly like a child. While sometimes full of wonder and happiness, they can also fly off into tantrums and into the world of their imagination, leaving all reality behind.
COMBAT....
MAGIC.....
POPULARITY
NOTORIETY.
FIFTEEN (15)
FEMALE
DILUTED BLOOD
DORM #
Lilina has always been living in her own little bubble; believing in a skewed version of reality. Constantly living with a false sense of superiority, she carries herself with a specific amount of pompousness reserved only for accomplished mages. Walking around as if she were some stoic protagonist in a novel, Lilina approaches others and often offers her assistance - a good thing quickly spoiled once they constantly hear Lilina’s off-handed remarks of their supposed inferiority. And while Lilina believes in her false personal superiority over others, she tends to over-exaggerate these emotions to cover off her deep insecurities.
Lilina tends to blanket all her negative traits from others (an exception being her delusions). A bundle of emotional insecurities underneath a seemingly chipper and confident individual, she is rather known for her over-exaggerations. Internally, Lilina tends to overthink even the smallest things - becoming a bomb of flurrying emotions ready to explode. Thankfully, the majority of the time Lilina soothes these emotions by falling on her blobs for false reassurement. With all these thoughts, alongside her constant losses during the aftermath of each her challenges against major arcana, most sane people in her shoes would rethink their situation. They would throw away their false senses of grandeur, and live life as best they could. Lilina, however, still desperately claws towards this illusional perfect self she’s created - digging herself deeper into a hole with each time she bounces back to her cheery self.
After temporarily throwing these negative emotions away, Lilina stays with the base Lilina everyone knows and are annoyed with. In first encounters Lilina always shows herself to be a rather nice individual to be around. She has a constant chipper attitude, is rather nice, and as previously described she lends a hand whenever it’s needed. With this trio of positivity, most strangers have a friendly perception of Lilina - until it’s spoiled by her cockiness. And while she’s easy to become happy, she can become deadpan just as fast. Whenever people question things such as if she deserves her ego, Lilina can turn rather serious. While not intimidating (even when she tries), a Lilina with the opposite of a smile is often worrying.
Lilina tends to blanket all her negative traits from others (an exception being her delusions). A bundle of emotional insecurities underneath a seemingly chipper and confident individual, she is rather known for her over-exaggerations. Internally, Lilina tends to overthink even the smallest things - becoming a bomb of flurrying emotions ready to explode. Thankfully, the majority of the time Lilina soothes these emotions by falling on her blobs for false reassurement. With all these thoughts, alongside her constant losses during the aftermath of each her challenges against major arcana, most sane people in her shoes would rethink their situation. They would throw away their false senses of grandeur, and live life as best they could. Lilina, however, still desperately claws towards this illusional perfect self she’s created - digging herself deeper into a hole with each time she bounces back to her cheery self.
After temporarily throwing these negative emotions away, Lilina stays with the base Lilina everyone knows and are annoyed with. In first encounters Lilina always shows herself to be a rather nice individual to be around. She has a constant chipper attitude, is rather nice, and as previously described she lends a hand whenever it’s needed. With this trio of positivity, most strangers have a friendly perception of Lilina - until it’s spoiled by her cockiness. And while she’s easy to become happy, she can become deadpan just as fast. Whenever people question things such as if she deserves her ego, Lilina can turn rather serious. While not intimidating (even when she tries), a Lilina with the opposite of a smile is often worrying.
PAGE OF CUPS (REVERSED)
O1. seven years
O2. undecided
O3. friends in small sizes
KNOWLEDGE
POWER....
CONTROL..
Lilina’s personal magic comes in the form of a simple conjuration; she gives an upwards flick of a wrist and a white blob poofs into existence. In contrary to the spell name, the sizes of these blobs vary - determined by the amount of mana used. The current maximum size of these creatures are the size of a school desk, while the current minimum size comes in the form of a tennis ball. When first learnt this ability, each blob was strictly Lilina’s minimum. Believing the specific size was its maximum at the time, “friends in small sizes” was chosen. The practical applications of these conjurations are to simply be used as cannon fodder, or to be used as Lilina’s de-stresser.
Within a combat scenario their primary purpose - as stated previously - is to be used as cannon fodder. Lilina summons a bundle of 3-5 medium-sized blobs, before either hurling them towards enemy projectiles or hiding behind them. They operate similarly to sponges when attacked with a spell; they soak in the mana of an attack, before drooping into a pool of slime. Currently the durability of these blobs are extremely low, breaking when touched with one attack. Inside the world of a videogame, these blobs would possess one HP.
The secondary purpose is used for soothing. When faced with self-doubt or external criticism, Lilina would often times summon a small blob afterwards, engaging in a one-sided conversation - similarly to a pet-owner playfully talking to their pet, before pretending the responses they give are spoken from the animal’s mouth. Without a strong reality check from others, Lilina’s “therapy” can be quite dangerous when mixed with her willful ignorance. She would pretend the blob is regurgitating her own opinion as a false confirmation - whether it be an objectively good or bad one - to live separately in her perfect little world where she herself is right, with blobs backing her in that world, while the others are liars attempting to knock her down.
Within a combat scenario their primary purpose - as stated previously - is to be used as cannon fodder. Lilina summons a bundle of 3-5 medium-sized blobs, before either hurling them towards enemy projectiles or hiding behind them. They operate similarly to sponges when attacked with a spell; they soak in the mana of an attack, before drooping into a pool of slime. Currently the durability of these blobs are extremely low, breaking when touched with one attack. Inside the world of a videogame, these blobs would possess one HP.
The secondary purpose is used for soothing. When faced with self-doubt or external criticism, Lilina would often times summon a small blob afterwards, engaging in a one-sided conversation - similarly to a pet-owner playfully talking to their pet, before pretending the responses they give are spoken from the animal’s mouth. Without a strong reality check from others, Lilina’s “therapy” can be quite dangerous when mixed with her willful ignorance. She would pretend the blob is regurgitating her own opinion as a false confirmation - whether it be an objectively good or bad one - to live separately in her perfect little world where she herself is right, with blobs backing her in that world, while the others are liars attempting to knock her down.
lilinahistory
One of five children to a pure blooded mother, Lilina grew under a competitive household. Whether it be Lilina and her fellow diluted blood step-siblings or her pure blooded step-siblings, their shared mother loved each child equally - yet the rivalries still continued. With the pure blooded children this was less prevalent, though with the diluted bloods this was extremely so. Each attempted to seize the most of their mother’s attention, each worried with the thought of, “What if she suddenly forgets us?” This hypothetical forgetfulness never took place, though this was one of the bases for Lilina’s competitive edge - her victory over her siblings growing her ego as well.
Lilina grew as a child constantly wanting to come out on top. The child constantly bickered with her siblings, and often framed them for her own former mischievous behaviour. She originally lived life as the superior (diluted) child of the bunch, enjoying an uncommon amount of affectionate praise from both her parents. This sense of accomplishment stayed with her as she was thrusted into Aurelius Academy at the standard age of eight, believing she will find the same amount of victory as she was accustomed to. There, however, things began to go downhill.
With the prototype version of her current cocky attitude, Lilina held herself at a higher standard over other children. Originally not many brought this up, as they were either too young to understand the concept of a “cocky asshole” or they simply didn’t want to make a little child feel bad. As Lilina eventually grew towards the age of twelve, however, she began to garner some hate. In the beginning this took the form of a few comments towards Lilina - in which she promptly ignored. Noticing how it wasn’t getting to her head, friends became more and more direct with the girl until it progressed into a loud argument. After this first fight, Lilina was left anguished. Eventually finding comfort in her blob conjurations however, she began to feel better. Though to the dismay of others, her same cocky attitude persisted.
Presently Lilina is the same as she was before her first fight: big ego, yet nothing to show for it. She still receives the same amount of negative attention as before - perhaps more - though Lilina has learned to block the majority of it out (whether that be good or bad).
Lilina grew as a child constantly wanting to come out on top. The child constantly bickered with her siblings, and often framed them for her own former mischievous behaviour. She originally lived life as the superior (diluted) child of the bunch, enjoying an uncommon amount of affectionate praise from both her parents. This sense of accomplishment stayed with her as she was thrusted into Aurelius Academy at the standard age of eight, believing she will find the same amount of victory as she was accustomed to. There, however, things began to go downhill.
With the prototype version of her current cocky attitude, Lilina held herself at a higher standard over other children. Originally not many brought this up, as they were either too young to understand the concept of a “cocky asshole” or they simply didn’t want to make a little child feel bad. As Lilina eventually grew towards the age of twelve, however, she began to garner some hate. In the beginning this took the form of a few comments towards Lilina - in which she promptly ignored. Noticing how it wasn’t getting to her head, friends became more and more direct with the girl until it progressed into a loud argument. After this first fight, Lilina was left anguished. Eventually finding comfort in her blob conjurations however, she began to feel better. Though to the dismay of others, her same cocky attitude persisted.
Presently Lilina is the same as she was before her first fight: big ego, yet nothing to show for it. She still receives the same amount of negative attention as before - perhaps more - though Lilina has learned to block the majority of it out (whether that be good or bad).
PYOSIMROS
AZUSA (SLIME TAOSHITE)
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