Snippet #1147867

[OOC: Alrightty:P ]

I thought for a moment. Why didn't I think I was pretty? I wondered too. But I didn't think it was me thinking I wasn't pretty. I think it was the fact that no one had ever actually noticed me being there, much less my appearence.

I wrapped my arms around my knees tighter and watched Blaine. He looked truly interested.
I tilted my head on my knee's so my face was facing away from Blaine and I was gazing at the wall.

"I guess, just waking up to find your not important. To know you won't be important to anyone, and that your simply just not." I paused. "Knowing that no one thinks of you when they go to bed at night or wake up in the morning. That your just another mouth to feed."

An image of mom and dad hollaring at eachother was playing in my head. God, they were always fighting.. always fighting..

"You just don't think of your appearence. You don't need to. No one's going to notice the effort I put into my hair today. Or what necklace I wore. If my outfit matches or not. No one cares. No ones going to care."

So why should I care?