Snippet #1299021

Wednesday January 20, 2010

It's one in the morning, and I just got off the phone with Sean. Have I said that I loved him before? Well if not, I really do love him. We've been talking for about weell since around 9:00. My mom came in to check on me a few times, she even talked to Sean for a while which is strange. I knew my dad loved Sean since they both liked the same thing, but I didn't think my mom thought much of him. At least until tonight, she told him she loved him like her own and was happy we were together. That made me tear up a little. Haha but my tears ended of course when my mom handed me back the phone and Sean was singing 'Single Ladies' lol. I don't think I've ever laughed so hard. Aww, mom just brought me cookies, it's 1 but she's up making cookies, I love her to death. Hmm seems I have a missed Text.

Hey Babe, Just wanted to say that you are amazing. I can't wait until we get married and have kids. Don't know what i would do without you by my side.

I had to save that text message. It was so beautiful, he always makes me smile. Well I should be getting to bed, I have school in a few hours. UGHHH!!!! Goodnight Journal haha

♥Future Mrs. Everett

It was Twelve o'clock that day when Joan was woken up by her mother. Nicole stood over her daughter shaking the life out of her. "Joan wake up! Honey wake up!" Joan opened her eyes as she felt a tear hit her face. "Mom, whats wrong? Is dad alright?" Joan always worried about her father, he was a police officer, and it was never an easy job for anybody. In that instant Joans' life was turned upside down and crushed when her mom said those fateful words. "Sean was killed this morning Joan, " Her mom said as she held onto Joan so tightly. "No! Mom, no! there was a mistake Sean is alive see!" Joan grabbed her phone and saw the last text message she had received from Sean,

10:30am Some one is shooting baby, I love you. Forever and always

Joan screamed and pushed her mother out of the way. Running down the steps she was greeted by several officers who tried to detain her. "No! Let me go, I have to find Sean I have to!" She yelled. In her Black and white pajamas Joan ran out the front door, barefoot and destined for the school. There was a blockade down her street but she slipped through the officers. In tears she made it to the school in under three minutes. Passing by Mrs. Lindes' house she notice her car was gone. As she reached the school grounds her father caught her and held her as Seans body was seen being wheeled away. "No!!" She yelled.

"Sean!" Joan yelled in her sleep. Sitting up she saw her pillow was soaked. She had cried so much and began sweating somewhere in the middle of the night that her pillows became soaked. Sitting there she pulled her knees to her chest and cried. "Sean" She whispered as her father came into the room and hugged her. "Joan, it's... it's going to be alright" He said in a reassuring tone. Even he knew that nothing would be the same in his daughters life.

Lifelessly Joan gathered herself enough to take a shower and get ready for the day. Giving each of her parents a kiss before she left Joan pulled on her Black sunglasses and the pink hat Sean had gotten her, and ran out to her car. On the dashboard there was an apple and a bagel attached was a note.

"Please eat this" Joan rolled her eyes and was on the verge of throwing the food out when she saw her dad looking at her from the window. Crap Taking a large bite from the apple she smiled and pulled out of the drive way. She hadn't eaten much since the summer, and she lost a ton of weight.

Pulling up at the school Joan checked her hair and makeup and stepped out of the car. Her door barely tapping Mrs. Lindes car. "Why do people park so close to the freaking line!" She mumbled under her breath as she spotted the teacher and rolled her eyes as she made her way towards the school entrance.