Snippet #1323952

Jeremy-
Ruby introduced her sister. I waved at Ruby and Lizzy. "Sorry." I mouthed at Ruby. Why? Because I should not have tried to talk to her. "Just let her live her life..." I thought. Two people were missing from the group. "Wonder where they are." I muttered looking at my crossed arms, then at everyone else. "Should we go check on them?" I asked. "I mean, We are all suicidal. Maybe they just jumped the gun." I sat up from a slouched position and put my hands on my knees. "Now I am a little worried." There was a silent pause. "Actually. I seriously have to go." I said remembering I had to do something at home. "So either we get this show on the road or you will have to fill me in later." I did not mean to be rude but I had to go. Standing up I spoke aloud "I'm very sorry to all of you." I took a seat and Looked down at my brown speckled arm. "Can we start the meeting?" I asked. Now I was frantic. I was late for my grandmothers arrival and she would take a good look at me and then the rest of the week would be misery. I started to pick. Nervously I scratched and picked. After a minute blood began to show. I stopped because I did not want these people to know. I could not help it though. My hand wanted too badly to claw. It did. Blood came. When I was relieved seconds later I slid down the red sleeve of my shirt and covered the marks. It had been only a minute so I was hoping no one had noticed what just occurred. Shit. That was so stupid. Then I looked up. "I gotta go." I stood up and headed for the door.