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"i just need a chance to rest where the demon doesnt focus on me. it would all be down to luck" he replied and then thought about her chocie to go back and nodded "wise. personally i feel we should go forward to preserve more lives but we would probably stand a better chance if we retreat. as for the demon it only got a hold of me becasue i was exausted from trying to protect you all. and i failed as you can see" he noticed she was crying over the fact another would die even though he looks like he survived. he gave her a hug and petted her hair softly before sliding a hand down her side and takking a dagger, he moved swiftly and knelt down infront of the large sleeping grey warden and in one swift movement not seeming to blink he sliced the large mans throat from side to side covering his mouth and making a "shh" sound. the mands life ebbed away painlessly and beldur wiped the blood on his leather armour and handed it back "now my will is more focused and gathered i will be able to resist any attempts the demons make. but to be more effective at it i just need a break from it. chances are i wont get one.... wake the others up" beldur said as he handed her dagger back his voice remaining blunt and cold. he then stretched adn cracked his fingers looking voer to the now burned carcass of the brood mother. the dakrspawn trapped inside got out and walked a few steps before falling over dead. blood just adding to the sticky floor. "hmmm. i cannot leave their bodies within easy reach of blood mages. chances are they woud be reanimated...so" he muttered his incantation and waved his arms in the ritual like nature he always did as he changed into a spider. he climbed the wall and lowered himself down lifting the bodies up to a place that was impossible to get to and webbed the corpses to the wall even the big man he then cralwed down the wall and shifted back "besides carrying them would only slow us down. and when the blood mages find out these two havnt spoken in a while they will come looking." he looked at vin and he had a small frown on his face "this is why i didnt want you fighting vin. it would ruin you and turn you into me. if i could have i would have come here alone. and you and the others would be alive, well fed and in the safety of lothering. perhaps im a fool for bringing you all into such danger.... perhaps i should leave you lot to rebuild the order while i fight this alone. i like the sound of that. that way you are all alive and i can protect you then"