Snippet #1595518

Deidre walked into her room with a sigh, leaving her door open. She was sorta sharing with a girl and a guy...which she found strange but not bad. she liked the company of men more than women anyways, but not for the usual reasons. Men were usually simple in emotions and usually had simple answers women just didnt see. She felt better connected to them than girls....that and girls just really didnt like her. she almost smiled at the thought, but was clutched with the overwhelming lonely-ness. her first thought was Oxycodone or Paxil....something to numb the ache.
"Everything will be fine Deidre...you dont need the drugs...it will be okay..." she chanted to herself as tears sprang to her eyes and her shoulders hunched as if she was trying to protect herself from the world. she rubbed her eyes quickly and started unpacking, though she felt herself crying she couldnt stop. her form shook with sobs she stiffled and her vision blurred with the constant falling tears. Her hands where clenched so tightly she felt her tails biting into her palms.
"stop...stop...stop..." she muttered to herself as she tried to gain control of herself.