Snippet #1918115

A frown formed on the young mans lips. He hadn't a clue what to say in a situation of this magnitude. "It's just a baby" Jess seemed to choke out the words but her voice faltered. Zack's stomach began twisting, he felt like he would vomit the next time he opened his mouth. His hands were visibly shaking now, he noted, then shoved the free one into the front pocket of his jeans. He felt the sweat from his clammy hands stick to the material.

"Look, I'll come with you...if you need me too. I don't wanna fuck shit up anymore than I have." Zack sucked from the glowing stick again. He was sincere but he wasn't sure if he could go through with this to be honest. He couldn't think about this shit right now. He needed to escape, but he felt like a deer caught in headlights. He promptly shifted his gaze to the ground. "I was on my way somewhere actually. I don't wanna leave right now, but...I can't...right now...I just need some time, to think." He caught the sight of the city bus appearing down side of the road. "Look, I'll see you later" was the only thing he could think of to say before quickly dashing of towards the bus stop near-by.

The sweat began to drip from his face as his long legs carried him as fast as they would allow. It was warm outside this time of year, but Zack always wore an extra layer. He started to regret his decision as stopped at the bus stop right as the bus pulled up to the curb. The boy was panting hard now, his hair damp underneath his hood, the cigarette still burning brightly in his hand. He quickly tossed the smoke and quickly boarded the bus not bothering to look behind him. Fuck, what a stupid thing to do, Jessa probably though he was a coward. No wonder she didn't want to keep the baby, it would be the spawn of a lowlife coward. Zack made his way to the back of the bus and slumped in a vacant seat resting his head on the cool metal bar. A baby, why me? Why now? "Fuck!" Zack's voice echoed. A few surprised heads turned to stare at him but he didn't care. How was he supposed to react? All he knew was he felt like he was going to collapse.

It was only about four blocks away from where the bus had departed but Zack made his was to the doors and quickly exited. His destination wasn't far from here and his stomach couldn't take the motion from the bus. Zack hurriedly made his way down any alley near-by and proceeded to empty the contents of his stomach into a garbage can. The smell of vomit filled the small confines of the alley way as Zack's legs struggled to hold his body upwards. Panting was the only thing he could do before slowly wiping his mouth with his sleeve and wobbling behind old apartment buildings. There was only one thing on his mind now and he wasn't going to stop for anything to get it.