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Caddie seemed a little surprised by Billie's reaction to her explanation. She'd never really though of her situation as especially unfortunate....not that she had a whole lot to compare it to, she couldn't actually remember any other sort of life.

She shrugged her shoulders.
"I don't mind, I guess. It kinda uh...hurts sometimes...but it could be worse right? Yeah...it could be worse."

Life with Beckett was not exactly pleasant. It ranged from neutral to horrific from an objective standpoint....but for Caddie it offered her stability and a level of certainty in her life. She liked having some sort of structure to her life, and Beckett provided that for her...but at the expense that she was stuck as the subject of vivisection at the hands of the doctor. She knew what to expect.often what she had to expect was bad...but she'd gone through it all long before and had become used to most of what Beckett did to her.

"Don't really want to make trouble....get into fights...like some people do." she added after a moment, beginning to toy with the bandages on her hand in an absent-minded fashion.