"Ya'll wanna get some booze for a celebration? We got the drugs that the doctors gave us. If ya take two doses of all of em' at once it's like cocaine." Jake shook his head vigorously and spoke just as frantically "Me no use drugs! Jake is a good child! Jake's parents will kill Jake if he uses drugs! But...Jake's parents are already dead... Who will kill Jake then?" Jake mumbled, mostly to himself now. Ignored the others, Jake allowed himself to remember that day again and in a moment of being sane, Jake actually felt regret for what he had done. Oh gosh, he was a monster! And he even felt happy when he did that. 'Forgive me, Father, Mother... I'm sorry...' Jake thought as a tear ran down his pale cheek.
"Ah, hello again...It's good to see you all again" A calm voice said, bringing Jake out of his depressed state. "Sebby!" Jake wailed and tackled Sebastian, hugging him closed "I killed my parents! And I was happy! I'm a monster! I'm not a good boy at all!" Crying, Jake soaked Sebastian's shirt and mumbled, loud enough for everyone in the room to hear "And now I will start seeing him again and I will be bad again... I don't want to..." Looking up, Jake noticed the presence of Malory for the first time and gave her a teary smile before noticing that Harmony had gone from the room "But... do I want to be bad again? I don't know..." He mumbled and looked around with a slightly crazed look in his eyes. Directed his stare at Jack, Jake asked "Jackie, do I want to be bad again?"