"Should I tell a secret that doesn't belong to me?"
"Asuka," Snow spoke as slowly opened his eyes to the world again. He had found himself in Sora's arms and immediately spotted Asuka curled up in a ball, trembling. He wiggled himself out of Sora's grasp and flew to his master, nudging her ever so slightly as Sora had just did. Asuka, get up. You need to get up now, he begged as he watched Asuka unravel herself. She stared at the blank eyes of Sora, and for a moment, she had forgotten who he was.
When the words left his mouth, however, a certain spark broke the hold that seemed to have taken hold of Asuka and she narrowed her eyes at the male. Asuka, don't, the words of advice went unnoticed as Asuka found the strength in her legs to stand again. She took a wobbled step towards Sora, eyes still glaring at the pure-blood.
"I don't know what you are referring to, but I," she stopped as she brought her hand up to her mouth, wiping away the blood that still stained her lips. It was Haruka's blood, that she was sure of, however; that hold on her, it wasn't her when she bit Haruka. She hadn't meant to scare her roommate, and now she was sure she could never look at Haruka the same. She glanced back at Sora and sat in the same spot she had curled up in. Pulling her knee's to her chest, she hid her face behind them as her eyes seemed to glaze. Snow, what should I do? I can't tell him, she thought as Snow flew over to Sora's shoulder, landing gracefully like a snowflake.
If you don't, I will. You can't handle this alone Asuka. You need help, or else your hunger won't be satisfied" she heard his reply. She smiled a bit at his authoritive voice and shook her head. She tilted her head to the side so that she could see Sora a bit, debating whether or not to tell him her secret. I assure you he has already figured out you are not quite human Asuka, Snow continued as she sighed in defeat. She turned to Sora before returning her attention back to the forest. Her inner turmoil would have to be put to rest eventually, and if this was the only way, then perhaps...
"Have you ever felt like something wasn't quite right with you?" she began as she stared out into the forest. Of course she knew it was a frivolous question, but she had to ask it anyways. "I am sure you aware of Snow already. He...he's mine. He's my familiar. I created him about five years ago, but that is not what I want to say," she began. Her voice held it's tone, unwavering or cracking as she continued.
"I...I am not like you, but I am not like them either. But if I'm not human, then what am I?" she found herself speaking more to herself than to Sora as her voice died just above a whisper. She hated this feeling, the feeling of being weak and having to lean on someone. Especially since the only person around was the one man she always argued with. Something about his demeanor though caused Asuka to speak to him as if they were long time friends. She shook her head of the thoughts as she turned to Snow and Sora.
"You are something entirely different Asuka. You need to choose a side, the right side," he spoke before flying off. Asuka knew the meaning behind Snow's words, however; would Sora? She laughed to herself before she stood up. The smile she once held had now returned to a frown as she turned to Sora, a strange glint in her eyes.
"Snow seems to trust you, but I don't. Who was I kidding to think that I could actually tell you something...something so intimate that you wouldn't understand," she found her voice rising as she spoke each word. She was being defensive now. She didn't want to drag this man into her own world, although she already unwittingly had. "Do me a favor and don't pretend to care Tsukino," and with that she walked away, a lone tear falling from her eye as she made her way towards the school building. She couldn't sleep in her dorm room, not now anyways. Instead, she made her way to the only solace she received from this place: the music room. She went for the one thing that could make her feel better, the one thing she knew she could trust.
Her music.
Snow only shook his head from his perch before allowing sleep to consume him.
You ignorant child.