Snippet #2412630

"Truth is i am a little parched"
"I'd have to agree with you on that one. He smiled. I know where the food hall is, so i can take you there and we can get our self's a drink He said to her and started to walk to the main stair case. Deriz Walked down the stairs, not fast just like he walked any other time. Once he got back to the ground level, he made a right and headed to the hall, At the end of it was the food hall. Fairly big, he walked inside and stopped about a foot in the door. Than he said to Lilly "Here we are, they have plenty to choose from. I'm sure you'll find something you like. He smiled in her direction. He walked up to the big cooler and looked inside. "See many options.. He just took a water, i'll meet you at a table. than we can chat. He said as he walked to a table near the exit, not that far but it was a good place to sit and chat with someone.

As he went to sit, he noticed the table was a little wobbly. He figured it wouldn't matter much so he tried and leveled the table out. He managed to fix it a slight bit. Deriz shrugged, "Guess they need a new table.... Anyway, he set down is bottled water and opened it, taking a quick sip before setting it back down. He tightened the cap and thought for a moment how his sister wouldn't drink anything but water. They'd have to force her to drink some other stuff often. The food hall, also reminded Deriz of his sister she loved all food halls, mainly because she liked how they had so many choices. She also liked how they had the tables. He pushed those thoughts away. He didn't want to look to upset in front of Lilly. He had to stop thinking about her so often, it not good for you to think about the bad things in your life. Its not really that healthy, he believes.

He just remembers the night like it was just a few hours ago..Though he got to the school last night not in the morning. He just remembers waking up to screams the fear in his sisters eye's right before the stabbed her. It broke his heart seeing that happen to someone he always tried to protect and he failed. Now that's a big thing in his life he cant help but think it was his fault to her death if only they hadn't have stopped to rest. She would still be here sitting right next to him. He blames himself because he knew something bad was going to happen if they rested. Something did happen and it was bad, so he blames himself for not trusted his instinct.Now ever time he has a bad feeling he's following it, he wont push it over. He wont loose someone he loves again. He already lost his parents and now his sister, Deriz just hopes it wont happen again. He even fears even getting close to someone like he was his parents and sister. He might try and push love away but he knows Love always finds away, so he might as well keep his heart open and not closed.

He stopped thinking about last night. Even if it was hard, he slipped his hand through his hair fixing it. He wanted things to be great not bad and loose everything. Deriz took a deep breath and waited for Lilly. He looked over at he smiled and waved. She couldn't tell, but the smile was fake. Though he tried to make it look convincing that he was happy. He often does that a lot when he doesn't want people to be concerned with him all the time. You only make that mistake once in your live. He grabbed his water and uncapped it took a quick sip and than recapped it and put it down. He was thirsty but he didn't want to waste it all in one swig.