She started her car and she was fully intent on leaving and she was honestly pissed off enough that she was debating telling Jaxon, Eli, and Tommy and letting the Saints and the Bloods finally fucking fight it out. It was inevitable the two gangs were just waiting for their moments to attack. She didnāt realize Ben had moved and when she glanced up he was gone and on his way over to her door, only she didnāt get a chance to lock it before he opened the door and jerked her out of the car roughly. He slammed her into the car, causing her to let out a frustrated and pained groan. She was sore from her fight earlier that day with Tommy. He closed the space between them and the heat was undeniable.
"You don't want the ring?" he spat and she held his eyes, her breathing was heavy and she stayed silent for the moment. "Fine, but it doesn't change anything." she rolled her eyes, trying to shove him away but it was no use.
"You'll always be mine. Don't even try to lie to me and tell me you don't feel the heat between us." she hated the arrogance written all over his face and she hated it even more that he was right. "I know you're afraid to stand too close to me because you're afraid of it. Of the fact that you still fucking love me. You can marry Tommy if you want, baby, you that'll never change.ā
He pressed his lips to hers then and at first she was too frozen by the way heād called her his, like she was a possession and that was her first red flag that heād changed for the worse. Then she realized his lips were pressed to hers and he kissed her hard, a hand fisted in her hair holding her there so she couldnāt push him away even if she wanted to and she tried, because she knew exactly what he was doing. She knew if he continued, heād have her again.
Eventually though she couldnāt fight him anymore, her need to feel his arms wrapped around her and the taste of his lips, was too much for her to fight. She took a fist full of his shirt and pulled herself closer. She also knew him well enough to know that fighting him would only make him force her to kiss him that much longer. They were both stubborn and if she gave him what he wanted heād let her go. But, once sheād finally given into him, he had her and it killed her. Because, sheād stopped fighting he loosened his grip just enough for her to shove him away. She moved her body quickly so he couldnāt trap her against the car again, however she knew even if she tried to run from him heād catch her.
āFuck you.ā She breathed but it was weak because all she wanted to do was kiss him. āYou donāt know anything!ā She yelled frustrated with herself for giving into him and she was frustrated with him acting the way he was. She ran her fingers through her hair frustrated with the entire situation sheād gotten herself involved in and she wondered why sheād even gone there in the first place. āYouāre nothing but a spineless coward.ā She spat āAnd your wrong,ā She said holding his eyes. āI donāt love you.ā She lied, pretty convincingly, but as convincing as it was she knew heād be able to see right through her and it would only piss him off.
She kept her distance from him, if he wanted to fight her sheād fight him, but she knew heād win and even though she knew heād win whether it be with cruel words or his lips, she didnāt care because she wasnāt about to let him get away with how badly heād fucked her up, with a simple kiss. If he wanted her he was going to have to fight through hell and back to get her back. She was going to make him fell the way heād made her feel for the past three years without him.
He knew he had her just by the way her breathing had changed. If she hadnāt have wanted to go through with it even as high as Lijah was, he wouldnāt have forced her and thatās why he kept his eyes on her. He was watching her for any sign of discomfort and heād step away at the first sight, because it was different with her. With other girls he couldnāt give a shit if he hurt them and left them feeling like shit, but Jae, he didnāt want to hurt and that scared the shit out of him, because all he knew how to do after Sabrina had died, was hurt girls. Veronica was the prime example of that.
"Fuck." she breathed, placing a hand on the back of his neck and he smirked. "I don't care." he probably should have though his plan through a little better, because heād already fucked one girl in the same bathroom and he wasnāt too keen on giving Jade the impression that she was a cheap whore, but he had no choice they were already there, trying to take their affair somewhere else would only kill the mood and cause them to rethink what they were about to do. "Just fuck me. Hard."
He kissed her hard then, breaking their kiss only to pull off her shirt and toss it aside before his lips went right back to her. There was a magnetic pull between them that heād never felt, not even with Sabrina, though he wouldnāt admit that. He continued to rub between her legs knowing that it was driving her wild while his hand slipped into her hair and tilted her neck, making it longer and his lips ran along her skin, kissing her teasingly along her neck in no particular way, just letting his lips touch all the spots he knew would make her entire body tingly.
He brought his lips back to hers then and kissed her hard, he finally moved the hand that was rubbing between her legs, to her back and he slid his hand up her spine before undoing her bra and tossing her aside. He pulled off his shirt then and spun her so her back was facing him as he moved her hair kissing softly, yet still rough and passionately along her shoulder blades.