He slid his hand up her spine, setting every inch of her skin that his fingertips grazed on fire. It was the most amazing feeling in the world and he was the only guy that could make her shiver when he touched her. She was so numb to anyone elseās touch that it was a mix of pure adrenaline, fire, and electricity. He unclipped her bra and tossed it aside before his hand slipped into her hair, taking a fistful of her blonde hair, bringing her lips to his. She moaned against his lips the second they touch and she could feel herself falling in love with him all over again, like it was the first time theyād ever been together and she loved every single second of it.
He flipped them quickly, but smoothly and she loved the fact that he was in control. Sheād missed that, more then sheād ever thought. She held his eyes as he smirked down at her even then as she held his eyes she could tell heād changed and it made her heart beat even harder and faster. The seconds his tongue slipped past hers though, that fear was demolished. Heād always been able to do that to her, hell if he asked her to sheād probably slaughter her whole family for him. She was a whole other person when she was with Bones. She was fearless, dangerous, and she honestly scared herself. But, she loved that he made her so crazy and unpredictable
He kissed her deeply and it was hard to focus on anything else because her head was spinning so wildly. His hand drifted down her body slowly, making her completely insane as his rough hands ran along her chest and continued down her body, fingers lightly grazing her ribs making her tremble. Her body was on fire and it was a feeling she couldnāt quite explain and she knew no matter who she ended up marrying whether it was Tommy or another Saint, the feeling Benji gave her could never be replicated. His fingers slipped into her panties making her moan deeply and her breathing quicken. She hadnāt felt his touch in what felt like a lifetime. She ran her finger nails down his back knowing full well itād leave marks on his back and the thought made her smirk, like she was marking her territory.
She moved her fingers around to the front of his boxers, slipping them off quickly because she wasnāt sure how much longer she could play along with his teasing. She wanted him so badly it was killing her to wait. Her fingers traced his shoulders and the muscles on his biceps, taking in every inch of him because if he left again, she wanted to remember everything, her memory of him had started to fade over the years, she wouldnāt let that happen again. She kissed him hard, biting his bottom lip playfully as she pulled away.
āYou done playing?ā She breathed against his lips, as she smirked up at him holding his eyes.
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Theyād went the rest of the night and into morning. Theyād exhausted the liquor supply as well as the rest of the drugs that not only Benji had, but the ones Harley had found in her car. At one point sheād gotten so impossibly high off of both the drugs and the sex that sheād tried to start a fight, but heād only interrupted her with his lips on hers. He didnāt let her get away with shit and thatās what she loved about him. They kept each other in check. She felt more than incredible and for the first time in three years she wasnāt numb and that alone felt better than anything else in the entire world.
She didnāt want the night to end because she knew when it did, theyād have to be apart and after the night theyād spent together she wasnāt sure she could be without him. She hated that in a matter of one night she was completely helpless without him again. He had her again and that was what she hated more than anything, he was in control of her because sheād been stupid enough to let him back in after all the time and after finding out exactly who he was. Saying their relationship was dangerous was an understatement.
She felt like shit now, because sheād come down for the high of last night and now she was suddenly realizing the mistake sheād made. She sat on the porch lighting herself a cigarette, debating on whether or not to leave him, considering heād just dozed off and she couldnāt bring herself to even try and sleep.
She grabbed him by his belt loops and pulled him close and the heat between them was incredible, heād felt it between them before, heād always ignored it though and it had never been so intense until theyād kissed. He knew that heād break her heart, heād break her, because he was so fucked up. He knew he was dragging her down and when their secret finally came out, whether it was tomorrow or five years from then, Jaxon and Harley and even Markey would kill him. But, no matter how stupid he knew it was to even have kissed her back on the beach, he was too selfish to let her go and as long as she wanted him and probably even longer than that, heād be obsessively addicted to her taste and the way it felt to be with her.
"Don't be stupid Eli." her lips were enticingly close, driving him wild. Her lips pressed against his jaw making him groan as she continued down his neck and then moved down his chest. "I know you want to share the bed with me." she breathed a smirk on his lips that was familiar to him.
He thought about reaching out to her and pulling her back but he didnāt, he lit himself a cigarette and watched her as she untied her shoes. She was trying to pretend that he didnāt have an effect on her, but he knew better. Heād spent a lot of time getting to know Harley when shit had happened to both of them and as much as the two denied it they were practically twins, that was honestly the only reason he could see right through Jaeās act. He took another long drag off the cigarette before putting out on the desk and walking over to the bed.
He grabbed her arm and pulled her up roughly, wrapping an arm around her waist. He fisted his hand in her hair and held her so tightly that if she moved, sheād break at least one bone. He held her eyes before pressing his lips to hers hard. He kissed her roughly, slipping his tongue past her lips to deepen the kiss. After his family was killed Elijah had turned into a monster, quite literally. Only no one aside from Jaxon had really ever seen that side of him, because he kept it suppressed for the most part, only he kind of wanted Jaydon to see what she was getting herself into. The was a reason that Eli spent so much time away from Veronica, because he was scared heād snap and kill her and that was why he left on long trips, because he could feel himself on the verge of snapping.
He pulled away from Jade holding her eyes. āYou think you know a lot donāt you Jadi?ā he asked and his voice was dark though he knew that it would take a whole hell of a lot more to scare a Delgado girl. āYou should know what youāre getting yourself intoā¦Iām a Delgado and Iām your older brother.ā He said honestly. āBut, Iām also a Youngblood and a murderer.ā He shrugged, like it wasnāt a big deal.
He pressed his lips to hers again, hard and rough. One hand slipping up under her shirt to unclip her bra while his other hand slipped past her panties, rubbing her between the legs roughly. He unclipped her bar before moving quickly to slip off her shirt followed by her bra tossing them away, as he backed her up into the wall and pinned her there as he kissed down her neck and across her bare chest, making it completely obvious that he knew exactly how to drive a girl wild.
āIf you trust me as your brother thatās one thing, because thatās family.ā He breathed against her skin. āBut donāt trust me as your lover babe, causeā Iāll only let you down.ā