"Maybe I should remind both of you that you, Colin, put Tansy in the hospital, among other things." He spat bitterly and Tansy had to admit it hurt that he was bringing up shit like that, sheâd tried to forget that night, but she knew why he was doing it. "I think it's pretty safe for me to worry about her when she's around you Colin, which is why I'm not leaving you here with him Tans." Tansy still had turned to face him but she could tell by his voice that he wasnât leaving. "I'm not leaving unless you come with me babe."
Tansy had a tendency to get really defensive when people brought up the past and she knew thatâs not how Donnie had meant it, but it still hurt. Back then it had been both their faults in all honesty, not that Collin had a right to go that far and as far as she could remember that was the one time he wasnât there for her because he had his head so far up Nenaâs ass, the same way she couldnât be without Collin and the more his words settled the more irritated she got with him. She turned then closing the distance between them and she knew her words would be cruel, but she didnât really give a shit. Being around Collin always turned her into a super bitch high or not.
âFuck you.â She hissed shoving him. âDonât act like you know what happened that night because you werenât even there.â She shrugged. âYou found out from my brother. So donât throw that back in his face and donât bring it up again.â She glared at him.
âYouâd put her in the hospital to.â Collin added from behind her and she was suddenly aware of how close he was, like he was protecting her. âDonât act like your so much better than me Dontae.â Tansy kept her eyes on Donnie. âYou saw what he did to me, donât think for one second if his temper got out of hand, he would take it out on you babe.â Collin breathed.
He pushed off the tree whipping the blood from his mouth as he continued back towards the party. He was so fucking down with them. He could have gotten over her and some other guy, he couldnât get over her and his best friend, whether theyâd been fucking for the last four months or not didnât matter because it still hurt like hell. He was exhausted with his life, he was sick, and for all he knew he was dying. He wasnât sure sheâd care that much if she found out in the first place. He could hear her calling after him, but he didnât stop because he didnât want to hurt her, he was scared he loose it on her in front of everyone and end up really hurting her.
He pushed his way through people making his way over to the car. Someone grabbed his arm and when he turned to face them it was Baylee. Still distraught, yet the second she saw him she realized something was wrong although over the deafening sound of the music he couldnât hear what she was saying, he assumed however she was just asking him what was wrong, he slipped out of her grip fairly easily and continued towards the car.
He was a fucking idiot to think he could actually have a girl like Candie. He was honestly more upset with himself then with her. He was upset at the fact that he thought they were happy and that he thought she actually loved him. Heâd done absolutely everything to stay faithful to her and fuel both of their daily drug habits. He was well aware that Kaleb didnât love her, hell most guys she was with didnât love her, but he did and it hurt that she knew he loved her and she was willing to throw that all away because she was bored with them.
He wasnât stupid he knew Candace way to well, she was bored of them. He was a working stiff and he wasnât as fun or reckless as he used to be because he actually had responsibilities and she wasnât ready for that. She still wanted to fuck around and be careless. Finally heâd managed to get to the car fully intent on leaving her there and going home and getting fucked up till blacked out or didnât wake up at all.