"How the fuck did I become the bad guy?" Donnie glared at her and even in the darkness she could feel the burn of his eyes and it made her shiver. "Whatever Tans, you and I both know I'm better than him. I've been taking care of you, cleaning up the mess he's made of you for years now." he hissed and Tansy wasnât entirely sure why the fuck everything had flipped on Donnie, all she knew was she wasnât even high but she was confused as fuck. "But if you still want him, I'm tired of this shit, do what you want, you know you'll only feel like shit once the high wears off."
She couldnât watch him walk away, for the first time in a long time she felt completely out of control. Normally she was the one in control, everyone else was merely a puppet. Yet like always Collin had managed to get in her head and make her believe something that wasnât true. She couldnât breathe watching him walk away it was like being choked. She started after him only Collin caught her arm and she called out for Donnie, but her voice was muffled by Collinâs hand coming down over her mouth.
He spun her around to face him and he raised a brow as he whipped tears from her cheeks. âYou can cry?â he smirked wickedly, before pressing his lips to hers and slipping her some kind of drug. She tried to pull away to spit it out, but he refused to let her go until she swallowed it. She felt the effect almost instantly, she knew then it was something strong.
âYou canât keep me druggedâŠâ she breathed having a hard time focusing. âCollin what the hell did you give me.â She said placing her palm against her head. He didnât answer her though just grabbed her arm and lead her back towards the party. Finally he stopped at the edge of the party, where they stood sat up a little higher from the party so you could see everything. Collin wrapped his arms around her waist, resting his chin on her shoulder.
âLooks like it didnât take him to long to move on.â Collin whispered as his lips moved upper her neck and it wasnât long before she spotted Lauren and Nena talking to Donnie, Nena flirtatiously running a hand along Donnieâs arm. Tansy couldnât help the tears that fell, because she still had her brotherâs words from earlier in the back of her head. âDonât cry baby.â Collin breathed against her skin. âWe should celebrate us being together again.â He smirked against her skin. Tansy shook her head, but she couldnât get any words to come out and the drugs made her to submissive to fight back.
He felt her grab his arm. The electric spark between them was undeniable. It would always be there and he hated that she wasnât like other girls, he couldnât just forget her like he wanted to. When she spun him to face her, he couldnât meet her eyes it was too painful, he had to look past her, he had to focus on something else entirely, like how heâd spotted Kaleb looking for Candie and that only pissed him off. Candie had said something, but he hadnât really heard her.
She lend up placing her lips to his and that when his attention was pulled back to her, but he didnât kiss back. "I need you, please." she breathed against his lips and he rolled his eyes only getting more pissed off. "I'm trying Reed. I'm not used to relationships, love, and trust." she spoke against his lips and he pushed her back into the car parked next to his a little harder then he meant to.
If heâd have been a little more sober, he might have chosen to take their discussion home, but he honestly didnât care. Sheâd humiliated him, several people had seen her go off with Kaleb knowing full well she was Luxâs girlfriend, but that didnât seem to phase her. He knew his words would be harsh, this time though he doubted their argument would end in hot, kinky make-up sexy it wasnât one of their lets-just-fight-because-were-bored fights. It was real and it was raw.
âYeah? Did you need me while you were fucking my best friend?â he spat harshly taking a threatening step forward, it was clear that he wasnât just anger he was hurt, which was rare, he wasnât entirely sure any of his friend had ever actually seen him genuinely hurt and upset the way he was. âDo you need me when you fucking every other guy?â His jaw clenched. âIâm sorry I canât be Kaleb, because Iâm actually trying to take care of you babe.â He spat. âItâs nice that youâre trying Candie, but stop lying to yourself. You donât want us. You want to fuck around, you want the world wrapped around you finger and I canât give that to you.â He said taking a step back because he could feel temper getting out of control and he didnât want to hurt her.
âAll I am is a fucking bore to you babe and all your love is ever going to be is a lie.â He shrugged. âBut, before you get the chance to break my heart, let me do you the honors. Weâre fucking over.â