The small moment between her and Candie, with Candie’s eyes on her was agonizing. She figured Candi would turn her done and then she’d get pissed and end up saying things that would hurt her best friend all over again. No matter what Candie didn’t to her she was still her best friend and Tansy knew when Candie was desperate and when she needed someone to be her friend and when she needed to be put into her place and it was clear that Candace needed her. If Tans was being completely honest she needed Candie just as much. It felt like years since she’d seen Candie, considering she’d practically seen her every day of her life since they were kids.
It was painfully clear that everything had got to shit, if ever anyone had wanted to see Candie and Tansy at their worst it was at that moment. Reed and Candie were on the outs, that was obvious by the fact that she was sitting all alone outside an apartment complex that Tansy was smart enough to know was where her and Reed had been stay for the past four months. Candie finally took her hand and she helped her up before wrapping an arm around her waist and pulling her close, holding her up as if she could feel that any minuet she could completely fall apart.
When they finally got back to Tansy’s house no one was home and Tansy didn’t bother turning the lights on as they headed into her parents’ bedroom and she started the bath water. The bathtub was huge and Tansy could remember all the times her and Candie used to look the door and spend our talking until the water got cold. Tansy flipped on some music before grabbing some bottle of liquor and a few packs of cigarettes. Finally she slipped out of her skanky outfit and climbed into the tub. She didn’t bother to look at Candie until she lit herself a cigarette and flipped the water off.
“I’m sorry about me and Donnie.” She breathed out a breath of smoke as she spoke. “I don’t know what the fuck I was thinking.” She said trying to lie to herself, like she didn’t love him, yet the only thing running through her mind was what he was doing or who he was with. There had been plenty of girls waiting for her to fuck things up with Donnie so they could swoop in and get with him.
“I’m just fucked up you know.” Tansy said honestly. “I’m not mad at you or Lux.” She shrugged taking a drag of her cigarette. “I didn’t love him, we weren’t even good together.” She sighed. “Not like you two were.” She Tansy flashed her friend a smile. “I just wished you would have told me.” Tansy looked away grabbing a bottle of liquor and taking a swig from it. “Candie, I love you. I hope you know that.” Tanys said flicking her eyes back to Candie.
The truth was Tansy was tired of fighting everyone. She was exhausted from all the shitty problems she created for herself, the holes she’d dug way too deep to climb out of and when everything was falling apart around her, she at least wanted her best friend by her side. She wasn’t sure Candie would forgive her though, not only had she fucked her brother, but she’d managed to get Donnie to take her side instead of Candies and now she was fairly certain she’d fucked him up so badly, she was almost scared to see him again. She’d initially done the same thing she’d done to Collin to him.
Lux and Lea had fucked for a long time. It was hot, kinky, fucked up sex. The kind of sex him and Candie had, the only difference was it was empty, there was nothing but lust that drove it. With him and Candie it was more than that and he hated that he was thinking about her the entire time he was fucking Lea. At one point he’d accidently called her Candie and had to make up for it. It drove him nuts because he was pretty fucking sure that he wasn’t the only thing on Candie’s mind when she was screwing some other guy.
Why he finally rolled off of Lea, she was bruised up beyond belief and he was still dangerously high. Her lips came down between his shoulder blades. “Shit. You really know what you’re doing.” She breathed against his skin and he smirked wickedly. He grabbed her jaw roughly pressing his lips to hers, comparing the taste of her lips to Candie, kissing her hard wanting to erase Candie from his thoughts, but no amount of drugs or fucking Lea seemed to be working and it was pissing him off.
He stood up slipping his jeans back on and she looped her fingers though his jeans pulling him close as her lips roamed his waistline, trying to seduce him back to bed. She was the kind of girl that he’d never fall for and their never be any strings attached, yet she was easy to take his anger out on and have mindless sex with and that alone was worth keeping her around. He was pulled from his thoughts when the door flew open and a huge guy who looked like he just got out of prison burst through his bedroom door and he raised a brow, wicked smirk on his lips.
“Lea what the fuck?” he screamed and Lux rolled his eyes, as he lit himself a cigarette and Lea jumped up quickly slipping her clothes on. “You fuck my girlfriend?” he spat taking a threatening step close, but Lux didn’t move, just smirked arrogantly at the guy as Lea ran over to him begging him not to do anything.
“She said she didn’t have a boyfriend.” Reed shrugged and before he knew it he had the guy on the floor beating the shit out of him, it took Demetri and two other guy to rip him away. Reed whipped the blood from his busted lip as a few guys escorted Lea’s boyfriend out. Reed’s eyes fell on the tatted blonde. “You going with him?” he asked looking over her and she shook her head causing him to smirk as she closed the distance between them kissing him.