Collin had ended up blowing Tansy’s vein, it bruised almost immediately. She shoved him away hard and that pissed him off enough he slammed her into the wall, taking her breath away and pinning her there. He pressed his lips to hers hard, grabbing her arm and digging his thumb into her skin above her blown vein. She let out a pained noise begging him to stop.
“I won’t tell you again babe.” He spat, pressing harder into her skin. “Act anything other than ecstatic tonight and I’ll be joining my brother in prison and they won’t find your body.” He threated, his voice dead serious. “And I swear to God Tansy, if I catch you with Donnie…” he trailed off with a smirk on his lips that scared the shit out of her.
He released his grip on her and she swallowed back a flood of tears. Her arm was burning and throbbing. She wanted to cover the bruise, but Collin told her there wasn’t enough time and laced his fingers with her, before leading her out to his car. Collin had broken her down even worse then she’d been before, now she was terrified she’d never get away from him. She slid into the car and he shut the door before climbing into the driver’s side and starting the car. She kept her eyes out the window rubbing the bruise on the inside of her elbow that was still burning and throbbing. She could feel his eyes on her.
“I’m sorry baby.” He breathed. “You know I love you, you just make me so fucking crazy.” He breathed against her neck as his lips trailed her skin. Collin could control Tansy simply by drugs and he’d kept her sober for the past twenty four hours, which was part of the reason she was so fucking scared and part of the reason they’d gotten the called on them. Sober she couldn’t handle Collin, high she could be worse than him which is why they got along.
“Yeah, I know.” She shrugged, turning to him with a smirk on her lips, now that the drugs were setting in. “You can either fuck me or drive.” She said holding his eyes and he laughed sitting back in his seat as he made his way towards the school.
Their drive to the school consisted of her hands down his pants and a dangerous make-out session. When they parked at the school they drank a bottle of liquor before snorting a few lines and finally heading inside. The Music was obnoxiously loud and of course it had to be some kind of rap song because that’s all they knew how to play at their school dances. However by the time Tansy and Collin were actually inside, they could both careless because they were too high and laughing about nothing in particular. Collin had succeed in getting her high enough to believe they were actually happy again.
She laughed as he pushed her up against the wall and kissed her hard. “Mr. Bryce, Miss Everett. Don’t make me write the two of you up.” Tansy pulled away from Collin only to glance up and see Mr. Peterson a teacher she’d had a short fling with her freshman year and she raised a brow.
“Of course. Sorry Peterson.” She winked at him before pulling Collin towards the dance floor.
Reed was agitated. He waited impatiently in the car for Lea and when she finally got in the car he made her feel like shit. He felt bad, because she didn’t deserve it, but when he was stressed and had drugs in his system, he was impossible to even talk to. They argued the whole way to the dance, or more so he yelled and she apologized over and over again, trying her hardest not to cry and mess up her make-up. Sure he could break up with her, but he didn’t want to be alone and he didn’t want to let himself fall in love. Not to mention if she was pregnant Lux would take responsibility. Sure he was a total ass hole ever since him and Candie had broken up, but he was still decent enough to take responsibility for his mistakes.
When they’d finally got to the school she was one more word away from completely falling apart and Lux sighed leaning over and grabbing her jaw a little rougher then he meant to. He was going to say the exact words that would get her to forgive him and fix things between them in a matter of seconds. It was scary how good he’d become at controlling people. He’d promised himself he’d never become Collin or Kaleb, but that was exactly who he’d become.
“L, baby…you know I’m just fucked up.” He breathed holding her eyes. “I’m stressed, I got a lot of shit to deal with you know that and you possibly being pregnant isn’t exactly something I was expecting.” He sighed pressing his lips to hers and kissing her. “Let’s just forget it and have fun tonight.” He said before getting out of the car.
Before Reed had only gotten in bad moods when Candie fucked with him or when he was high, now he was always in a bad mood and he never apologized, it was like he didn’t know how anymore. Lea was good to him, in fact if he could ever manage to get over Candie they might even be happy together, because she treated him better than any girl had ever treated him. She’d never once cheated on him or threatened to leave him and she took all his bad with the good. He honestly felt bad for her, because he knew that deep down she knew he’d never really love her.
“I know and I’m sorry.” She breathed as she laced her fingers with his. “Did you take your medicine?” She asked as a reminder went off on her phone.
“Yeah.” He smirked, lying. He hadn’t taken his medicine in close to a week, but he didn’t want her to know that, because she’d call his grandfather or the doctor and he honestly at this point was trying to kill himself, because he was tired of being without Candie.