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{{{OOC: so sorry guys i broke my hand}}}

Marcey--

Marcey woke up in her dorm. The light floated gently in through the window, scattering along dust particles floating in the sky. It took a moment for her surroundings to click in her mind. All she could remember was the searing pain in her stomach, and passing out. She remembered the loud noises and screaming, hearts pounding, voices raising, rooms spinning- the memory of it started to make her sick. She tried to sit up, but the pain rippled through her. Just kill me already She silently cried as she closed her eye, tears swelling to fill the cracks.

"Thats what I was thinking" Declan's voice broke the silence. Was she hallucinating? She opened her eyes and he was there. Sitting on her roommates bed, staring at her as she lay helplessly.

"You aren't real" Marcey tried to convince herself, the thought of him was too much to comprehend.

"You need me to be real, Marcey. You need me to be alive. To be fine. But I'm NOT" It sounded as if he was screaming in her face, she felt the taste of his anger radiating directly above her. "And it's all your fault.." His voice faded, and without even opening her eyes, she knew he was gone. Ignoring the pain, Marcey curled over, screaming into her pillow trying to muffle her guilty conscious.

She could feel her temperature rising, her wound opening up as she kicked and cried. "I'M SORRY" She screamed, throwing her hands into the air trying to fend off the guilt that was biting at her. "I'm SORRY" She cried, desperation hung from her words. She wanted someone to hear her, to understand her, but she knew no one ever would. She heard noises in the hall, loud, loud noises echoing, the tension only raising her voice. "DECLAN COME BACK PLEASE I"M SORRY JUST PLEASE!" She couldn't see through her tears, she just needed to be held. "I am so sorry.." The pain became to much, and she passed out again.