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No answer. It was probably better, he needed some time to calm down. The library seemed like the obvious choice. He made his way there, doing his best to avoid everyone. He sat at a table near the back, pulled out an empty ledger, and began to write. The day had been hard on John, and this was his way to stay level headed. But one fact stayed in the back of his head. She had kissed him.

Love under the age of 30 was forbidden to him. Yet, if he had ever felt anything for anyone, he loved her. Which was why he couldn't put her through his life style. But he did want her. His life, before this, it was lonely, friendless, and loveless. He wrote his feelings down in his ledger, hoping it would help him disconnect from them. It didn't. He was at a difficult impass. Normally, he would have left, everything. However, he couldn't. This would probably be the most important few days of his life, it was easy to be cold when you had nobody.