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bella. 
Wednesday 2nd September - 5:18 PM – Jamie's House – Outfit
※ Mood: Concerned - Quiet - Envious
※ Listening To: Car Radio - Twenty One Pilots
※ With: Jamie
Wednesday 2nd September - 5:18 PM – Jamie's House – Outfit
※ Mood: Concerned - Quiet - Envious
※ Listening To: Car Radio - Twenty One Pilots
※ With: Jamie
Bella simply grinned in appreciation of his talent and ability as he took over with the song and she sat turned her head whilst she was sat in her chair to look at him and she really looked at him this time, the way his expression was fixed and focused, his eyes locked on the keys but the quirks in his face that gave away that passion he had for music- it was that moment set in her mind that made her realise two things, one that she could never let Jamie stop playing music- she'd never let him abandon that talent even if he wanted to and two, he was genuinely the person she cared most for in the world and she almost felt guilty for thinking it because surely that should be her family- her parents and step-sibling but she couldn't bring herself to care that much about them, not the way they treated her and made her feel. Even her step-dad, he was a good man, never shouted, never hit her- never even swore in front of her but he didn't help either. He just stood down and let it all happen until his son came into the picture- he'd defend him.
Just not Bella.
She shook the thoughts from her head because she was happy here, with Jamie and his keyboard, with nothing else but the music. She was happy and she was content and everything else she wanted to leave behind just for a little while.
When he finished the song, she looked at him in disbelief shaking her head and smiling widely in a way that was so rare for her, you could see her pearly white teeth, perfected by braces as a child and lines in her cheekbones and the light rushed to her eyes- a genuine smile, something pure, guilt free and real. It was real. That was what made everything so important to Bella- that moments like this when she wasn't covering herself with any kind of façade, they were true and they were genuine, it's what she lived for.
As she grinned immaturely at her best friend she sighed slightly.
"When did you get so good? Seriously J," She laughed just looking up at him with this inability to help the excessive amount of smiles reaching her face. She couldn't quite help herself but to when moments like this came to be. "For as long as I can remember- you've been amazing at this and it still knocks me out every time, seriously," She told him in a sincere but light hearted tone and she meant what she said to, it did take her breath away how flawlessly he could play a song on first try and how he just knew when to come in and mix everything up again. She envied it too but more than anything she admired it.
Just not Bella.
She shook the thoughts from her head because she was happy here, with Jamie and his keyboard, with nothing else but the music. She was happy and she was content and everything else she wanted to leave behind just for a little while.
When he finished the song, she looked at him in disbelief shaking her head and smiling widely in a way that was so rare for her, you could see her pearly white teeth, perfected by braces as a child and lines in her cheekbones and the light rushed to her eyes- a genuine smile, something pure, guilt free and real. It was real. That was what made everything so important to Bella- that moments like this when she wasn't covering herself with any kind of façade, they were true and they were genuine, it's what she lived for.
As she grinned immaturely at her best friend she sighed slightly.
"When did you get so good? Seriously J," She laughed just looking up at him with this inability to help the excessive amount of smiles reaching her face. She couldn't quite help herself but to when moments like this came to be. "For as long as I can remember- you've been amazing at this and it still knocks me out every time, seriously," She told him in a sincere but light hearted tone and she meant what she said to, it did take her breath away how flawlessly he could play a song on first try and how he just knew when to come in and mix everything up again. She envied it too but more than anything she admired it.