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Luther listened to her talk and smiled softly as she continued. He was glad she felt that way with him, because honestly he felt the same way about her. Then it hit him that she couldn't feel this way about trash and it was all because of the money. Luther turned around and smiled down at her, "I am going to be honest and real right now... and if I hurt you I am so sorry. Barynn... I have grown to like you more and more each passing day. The way you look so... innocent when you are talking about your work or just experience life on the surface. It drives me crazy. I am sorry I didn't... talk about it after. I never meant to confuse you." He said softly. "This... is me being greedy. I can't take you in a relationship, Barynn. I am mere trash and you deserve better. Just because I am helping people now doesn't mean I did before. I was... I used people as much as they used me. I have killed my father... though it was merely to save me and my brother's life. I have killed army sized people.... for the sake of saving people but it doesn't make up for what I did. I have blood on my hands and... doing all that with you... I don't deserve you. So I will try my best to find you a man who is suited for you, Barynn. I promise." He said. Luther spilled everything, including his heart and he hated himself for it because he left himself wide open.