Snippet #796728

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I had no words to say at this point. What COULD I have said, anyway? I had gone out and hunted for her, and she couldn't even say thank you? I just stood there as she went to the kitchen to get a steak. Then she started talking about how I didn't owe her anything. I still felt like I did. Then she talked about how there would be a next time that we fight. Without a word, I turned around and went through the door, still carrying the deer and rabbit, head hanging. I felt like I had let her down. I wanted to make that up as well. I went outside and disposed of the two remaining animals, then went back inside, but didn't bother to go into Simone's apartment. Instead, I sat outside against the wall, head in my hands. I then got up and walked outside. I punched a tree and yelled, "What am I doing wrong?" Then I slid down to my knees, buried in thought and emotions. I would have to make it up to her now. I just had to. She said not to, but I would try anyway. I walked back inside and went back into Simone's apartment, and just sat down in an unoccupied seat, saying nothing. I was just thinking.