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Ali DeGari

Leave me alone...

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a character in “Cherry Oakes (3 SPOTS OPEN)”, originally authored by TheSpaceInBetween, as played by RolePlayGateway

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|{Full Name}|
Alistair DeGari
{"Short De, long Gaari"}

|{Nickname}|
Ali
{"I answer to pretty much anything anyway"}

|{Age||Birthday}|
19||Feb 12
{"I'm probably wont be here that long so I'm not counting"}

|{Ethnicity}|
Italian
{" I am not that guy from that show"}

|{Sexuality}|
Pansexual/Omnisexual
{"I've been alone for a long time so I'm pretty much open to anything, wow that sounds so desperate"}

|{Disorder}|
Depression
{“I don't see the point of talking about it, so don't even try”}






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|{Personality}|
{Reserved | Caring | Private | Jaded l Loyal}

" I suppose if you can find me in a good enough mood I'm a good person to be around. I would push another person out of the way of danger if I feel that it was needed. I enjoy the company of others as well as time to myself. Even though I'm never really alone. I'm loyal to people that need my help or advise I will gladly giving it to them. I suppose since everything started I just haven't felt motivated to do anything. What's the point? I mean really. Even if you try something to make other people happy, they shut you down in a second. Nothing is ever good enough! No matter how hard you try...My advice? Just give up, stop trying."


|{Quirks || Habits || Oddities}|
▪ He always has a look of thought on his face, like he is planning something all the time
▪ He plays with his hair when he stressed
▪ Taps his legs when his is thinking/ distracted

|{Talents || Strengths || Skills}|
⚘Ali can play the piano very well, although he doesn't like to admit it, he also sings but that is very rare⚘
⚘Ali is able to hide things very easily, sharp objects, pills, you name it Ali can hide it⚘

|{Flaws || Weakness}|
⚘His temper tends to get the best of him especially if the staff have been on his back for a while annoying him⚘
⚘His crippling nightmares and flashbacks cause him to stay awake most of the time only sleeping when he absolutely needs it⚘
⚘He curses and mutters in Italian, often forgetting where he is⚘


|{Fears}|
ø Rejection ø
ø Small spaces ø


|{Secrets}|
✤He is terrified of getting close to anyone, mainly fearing that he will harm them. Making him isolated and alone.✤
✤He has a fear of enclosed spaces and will attempt everything he can to avoid going into one✤

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l{Hair/Eye Colour}l
Deep Brown and spiky/ Ice Blue eyes

l{Height/Weight}l
6'4"l 190 lbs

|{Style}|
Ali tends to wear smart casual clothes, that give him a modern style. He wears long sleeved shirts that hide his scarred arms he prefers to wear jeans than trousers since it's more of a comfort thing.

|{Skin Tone}|
His skin is tanned lightly naturally but it looks like he has spent a good amount of time in the sun.

|{Body Type}|
He is tall and intimidating, he is very muscular especially in his top half his chest is like rock and his abs are almost solid.


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Specialties | Talents:
Ali is strong so can fight off the staff, most times anyway. He can hide things very well mainly in hidden compartments in his clothes that look like folds.

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|{Likes}|
|▲Summer|▲Watching the stars|▲Music|▲Being Alone|▲Italian Food|▲Exercising|▲The smell of Rain|▲Reading|▲Writing|▲Painting|▲Playing Piano l

|{Dislikes}|
|▼Pressure|▼Sleeping|▼ Stressful situations|▼Crowds|▼Talking about his problems l








|{History}|

Ali had a normal life, he was happy but around the time when he reached 17 he just didn't care anymore. He realised that everything he did wasn't appreciated, not by his parents not by his school no by anyone. So he stopped going to school and spent most of his days sitting in the park or staying at home in his room. He started to cut then only the smallest cuts that looked like dots really. They eased the pain of being ignored by everybody, if everyone was going to ignore him and pretend he didn't exist he would make sure they knew he was gone. He overdosed on sleeping pills but was found in the nick of time before he could die, yet again he parents blamed him for being stupid and young and following the crowd. He stopped for a while hardly cutting unless something deeply upset him. But again he couldn't see the point of doing anything, he locked himself in his room for weeks, hardly talking and shutting him self off from the outside world, yet again no one seemed to care.

his second suicide attempt didn't go as planned either he can still remember the cold water stinging his skin as he pulled his head under, his arms cut with a breadknife he had bought and hidden. He was so close he could feel every bit of pain he felt edging away from him. His parents decided that going to Cherry Oakes was the best plan since they couldn't help him.

He still cuts himself, cutting on places that the staff don't think to check, like feet and thighs. He doesn't want to stay here and he has made his point to the staff getting into heated arguments and threats that often leave him to be restrained.

One day it'll end...but how? Rope, Knife, Pill, Leap?




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So begins...

Ali DeGari's Story

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#, as written by Polka
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Shuffling the papers on his desk, Greg sat down to another typical day at Cherry Oakes. Well... Typical being the questionable word.

Today was the first day back after the incident that had occurred. After the press got word it was important that the normality of the institution was upheld.
He began by taking out two case files from a large steel cabinet.

The first file he pulled was from a young male patient who suffered from depression. From what he gathered Ali, that was the patients name, was not fond of personal contact, though he was yet to have a one on one with that particular patient. Running this particular facility left Greg very little time to spend time with the patients, meaning he only had time for the extreme cases.

He placed the file neatly down on the table and jotted a few dates down for a potential therapy session.

The second file was a young girl with an eating disorder. Another patient he never got round to meeting personally.
He typed a number into the phone next to him.
' Can you get Samantha for me. I need her to arrange potential meeting times for some patients'

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Ali sat in a rather uncomfortable chair his feet propped against a table he was watching the nurses unpack his things, of course they wouldn't find anything. Nothing that could be used to self harm or harm others. His razors were very well hidden, in the spines of books that could only be pulled out by the cloth bookmarks that most of Ali's books had, he had to keep up apperances that he was coping well with knowing that the world was out to get him. Smaller razors were hidden in the fold of jeans, in the soles of his shoes and after a few days he was sure he would find a new hiding spot in his room, perhaps in the bed or behind the dresser. The list was endless.

He watched as they looked through his art supplies, checking his paints and brushes as well as his drawing pencils, they took away his sharpener off course. They seemed confused when they pulled out a set of dumbells. " I'm afraid you can't keep these.." One of the staff members began. Ali stood up quickly striding over to the staff member " What did you say?" " I said I'm afraid you can't keep these in here, but you can use them when you can go outside. You will have to talk to Dr. Lipman, to see if you can have them some where else"

Ali couldn't help but chuckle to himself " you really think I'm going to ask a random person for my weights back when I have brought them from my own pocket. But hey I'll conform to your doctors rules for the short while I will be here" Ali pushed passed the nurse grabbing his sketch book and pencils as well as his iPod. Swearing in italian as he left.

He walked around the house for a while getting a feel for the place, finding a room with a window seat he sat down putting on his music he began to draw.

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' No need to worry Samantha. I just need a few meeting arranged with new patients. I have a pretty hectic schedule with the press... I might need you to do the initial background reading on them... you know basic questions, getting to know them? I trust that won't be a problem for you. Of course any problems just throw them my way'

Samantha sighed a sigh of relief as he so casually waved off her first late in a while. She nodded, listening as the doctor spoke.

"So.. you want me to go and get to know an 'Ali DeGari' who is supposively suffering from depression, and a girl named 'Roseabelle Young' who has an eating disorder, doctor?"

Samantha scratched the back of her neck with her pencil, as she had scanned the folders and his notes. She knew Dr. Lipman favored her a little more than the other staff, as she was the one most constant in his office.

"No sir, it shouldn't be a problem." She muttered, standing up, and brushing her pants legs off, then heading to the door. "Be back soon." She sighed, and left, shutting the door quietly behind her. Samantha went straight to the front desk where she learned Mr. DeGari was in the process of being checked in, and they were just taking Ms. Young to her quarters. Then, she looked up, and saw a girl, sickly thin, trailing the walls, as she walked weakly. Samantha walked towards her, a warm smile on her face, as she held Roseabelle's case file.

"Hey, you're Roseabelle, right? I'm Samantha, and will be here to help you." She smiled, and stopped a foot away, in case the girl tried to retreat to her room.

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Samantha soon decided to look for her next patient. She started at his room.

Knocking softly on the door, she squeaked it open. "Mr. DeGari?" Nope. She walked around, until she found what seemed to be an empty room. "Mr. DeGari? There you are." She smiled, and started to walk towards him, but flashed her head down, as if she didn't or hadn't noticed his tears. "Is it alright if I ask you a few questions regarding your stay here? Please?" Samantha looked up then, and had a happy smirk to her face, and tapped her fingers nervously on the files.

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Ali folded his arms against himself pulling his hood over his head, he rubbed his forehead and looked over as a young woman approached him holding a clipboard. Oh great another person to bother him with pointless questions, he would play along for now and answer he dumb questions. Keeping his arms folded he nodded.

" Sure I'll answer your questions, Io non ci sto lungo comunque ( I'm not staying long anyway)" he replied looking over at her, she was about his age but she was much shorter than him. Although everyone was shorter than him, except for men they were evenly matched.

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Ali couldn't help but laugh at her question, he didn't know how this question was relevant to his so called " recovery process" at this place. He didn't do relationships really, they didn't seem to suit him. He was friegtened that if they got into a serious relationship and if Ali tried to kill himself it would affect everything. Relationships were pointless the sooner they begin the sooner they end.

" Is that really on there? Why do you need to know if I'm in a relationship or not? Worried that someone from the outside is going to send me stuff that I can kill myself with? Well you don't need to worry about that...I haven't been in a relationship for years. Next question" he said leaning against the window running a hand through his hair.

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"Neither have I.." She frowned at his negativity, but she could relate, so she wasn't getting emotional like she usually did. "Um, next question... Are you concerned with the other patients while you are here? Things like a patient hurting himself, or killing himself." She asked, looking down at her clipboard. Afraid she'd cry if she made eye contact with him. He seemed very.. uncaring. But maybe it was just the disorder talking. Maybe the real Ali was nice, and gentle. Loving, even?

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Ali didn't notice the young girl comment about her not being in a relationship either. Obviously she was trying to get on good terms, he had seen it all before, people trying to relate to him to get him to open up to them about his problems. He smirked to himself and scratched the back of his neck as he listened to her question about him being concerned about other patients harming or killing themselves.

Shaking his head he replied " I've only just got here, I haven't even seen anyone else here except for staff. So how can I be concerned about people I haven't even met yet?" He swung his legs down on the floor holding up up his hand spreading his fingers out. " right let's get this over and done with." He pointed to his thumb " Number One I have no allergies or dislikes to food I just choose to eat healthy. Number Two I do want to die and I don't plan to be here that long. Number Three I exercise around two to three hours a day mainly depending on how I feel, so I would appreciate if you stayed out of my way. Number Four I don't like people getting into my business and I won't get into yours and Number Five don't try to get on my good side cause you be clutching at straws. Now if you'll excuse me" Ali stood up grabbing his music and his drawing pad he walked out of the room finding his own room shutting the door behind him. He lay on the bed his music in his ears as he finished his drawing.