"Let's just say that, a man is in the hospital for a long time because of me." Leland said, knowing that she wasn't giving a straight up answer to him. She liked it that way, mostly because it wasn't any of his business, but throwing people a bone never hurt anyone before. Hopefully he wouldn't make it a habit of prying into her personal business after this. "As for my dear cousin, Leave it to me to put him in solitary, then do what you need to do." She tilted her head to the side at him, "Though I don't know what you need to do that involved lacross getting in the way." She muttered under her breath. She really didn't know what he did to set him off to the point of nearly mauling him since as of recently she had heard that Lacross had calmed considerably (even if it wasn't believed by her personally), she couldn't help but feel... uncomfortable around him and was a bit tense because of it. It was only a matter of waiting and watching him once the deed was done.
"You mind walking me to my room, it's in the west quarter, but as you can see I'm a bit lost." she said, wishing to go to bed now. Such a late hour, possibly some time in the morning. Sleep always kept her morning best away.
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The night air started to chill the bones of the beast as he watched the merriment of the other rebels outside. Most saw this as freedom from the mayturm and her tyranny over this place. However, something else was at work to him, something wrong. He physically shook from it, deciding to go back inside to warm up seeing that is furs where wet from the him being in the grass and the dew having settling in the fur.
The halls were as black as night to all who's eyes hadn't been adjusted to the night as his was. He could see every crack in the wall, every unpainted pipe that stuck out of the walls. Every sound that was made by those halls made his eyes the turn to where it was coming from, the feeling of being watched was...more than unnerving to him. Silence made him nervous, something felt wrong to him. Nothing was right here to begin was. Death was still around since Molly had passed on, possibly visiting more of those who couldn't take the asylum's "treatment."
Then it him, his head felt like it was on fire. He looked out one of the near by windows to look for some kind of indication of the time. "N-not now! Please! I haven't made it back yet!" He silently screamed in pain to himself. He could feel it, the animal wanting to come back to take him over and fighting him for it.
give in! it is no longer your time! it screamed and howled at him from the darkest part of his mind. He staggered as he walked, heaving and panting like the animal that he was becoming again for the morning hours.
One would call this a mental relapse, the very thing that he strove not to let anyone witness. The pain was unbearable, like hot needles peaking through his skin as he hung onto the walls. No one could see it on his physically, no one would ever see it. It made him who he was, the being that was human only in body and closely disciplined mine. That threatened to shatter right there and he didn't have the time.
"No, Please! Not yet!" he managed to stammer out before dropping to the floor on all fours. He could feel himself fading, but still fought the beast as he moved on trying to get back to his room. Gods forbid anyone dragged him away.