Analise Von De's Story

Analise
She walks on to the boat among the other tourist wondering why she got chosen for these vaction. I don't get it. I didn't even sign up for this. She thinks as she walks to the bow of the boat and sheids her eyes from the sun. She holds her letter in her hand and can't think except about the art there must be there. Just a week ago she was looking at her bills looking for her heating bill and all of a sudden she sees this pink letter for a free 6 month trip to San Valentines. All she did was roll her eyes and toss it away until she got another one. Stupid letter. Fine, I'll go. She thought as she started to pack.


She taps her fingers on the rail trying to stay still. Never being on a boat except for the time she went to see the satute of liberty with an ex. Don't remind me. She thinks before started to speed up on drumming on the rail. She always hated being stuck in one place for too long like hm, an island maybe. She looks at the other passengers wondering if any of them got the same letter. She looks at this girl and sees the same pink letter. She walks over to her and smile. "So, you got the same letter?" She asked as she showed the girl her letter.

Jessica was soon distracted from the sands beauty the city of san valentine taking command, it struck her as exuberant and fasinating, she wondered what type of people lived here on the island, she wondered what she might find hidden within it forests or deserted beaches. Hopefully their was airconditioning in where they were staying, whereever that was, she actually wasn't quite sure maybe she should have read the fine print on the letter a bit more, she should probably do that, but the need to take a photograph of the city took first priority in her eyes.
Grabbing the camera that hung around her neck she altered the lens to fit the quality and snapped away at the veiw she saw. She must look like a pretty infatuated tourist with it but she didnt care because technically she was, not to mention she took pictures of everything she saw anyway.

"Maybe it was a random selection frrom the government using our adresses?" Jessica commented thinking about of who could have sent them here, thats when another girl showed up her suitcase rather large and her blonde hair sparkling in the sun like it was a miny sun itself.

Analise was quick to reply as Jess tugged her own suitcase through the sand which was proving to be a difficult task the heat sinking into her skin making her decide to take her leather jacket off to reveal the sleevless blue sundress she wore over black leggins and flats. She only wore it to cope with the cold on the boat, and was definitely donning the leggins when she got to the hotel.

"Thats a good idea, im always getting lost on my own" Jess gave a slight laugh though it was probably only something she understood at her own expense since she had been reported missing twice. "Do you know which hotel we're staying at? I'm a little unsure, there seems to be quite a few around here looking at the town" she decided that when spotting the many tall buildings that were newer to the rest, they screamed hotels. "I wonder what type of rooms we'll have, I hope the view is good, gosh i'd love an overlook of the oceon if anything. Maybe they will even have chocolates waiting on our pillows" she giggled a little excited, she never got treated like this and was going to enjoy it to the full.
"Im Jess by the way, and thats Analise its nice to meet you" she gave the blonde girl a smile after realising she hadn't introduced herself yet. She hoped she could remember both of their names though, she was never good with names.

She walks off the boat and looks around. She stops the second she sees a familar face. 'No way,that's not him. i'm just going to look away.' She thinks before turning around pretending not to see anything. She looks at the old looking hotel in front of them. "Um, this is me taking a guess but I think this is our hotel." She saids as she points at the hotel. She starts to walk towards the hotel as she rolls her sutcase and holds her carry-on on the cement sidewalk they have on the beach. 'I didn't see anything, my mind must be going crazy from the sea water.'She tells herself as she begins to walk with her sandals hitting the cement making a flopping sound.


((By the way does everyone know their ex?))

Ana lise walks into the hotel with one earbud in her ear blasting the 'Hey,Soul Sister'. She walks up to the front desk and sees Nicholas. She looks to the ceiling You just love to test me don't you? She tries swallow the lump in her throat and countinues to walk to the front desk. "Hi, me and my friends need rooms. I think we made reservations. "I don't know for sure but um we have a letter. It's some where in here....Oh! There it is."

She looks in her bag looking for the pink letter, trying not to look at Nich- NO! Not even going to say his name "Oh,here we go." She saids as she hands the receptionist the crummbled up pink paper. No way is he here for that letter too. No way in Hell!.....Right? "Oh, here you are. One bed second floor. All of you are on the same floor as each other as well. Here is your key, ma'am Saids the receptionist as she handed her the key. "Thank you." Analise saids with a smile and starts to walk towards the stairs. "I guess I'll see you guys in a little while." She saids as she smiles and waves good-bye.

She goes to her room and starts to unpack. She puts everything away very neatly before putting her black bowler hat on the wooden desk set to the side of the room. She heads to the restroom to re-do her hair and fix her make-up (Don't Judge.) before going to look around town with her new friends. Man, have I ever heard of STRANGER DANGER? Guess not

After a few minutes she forgot her bag with her money and iphone in it. "Oh. I can't believe I forgot my-" is all she saids before seeing her luggage was open. She looks around in her room seeing if anyone was in here. She shakes her head thinking she has finally went crazy.What the hell is going on with me She raises her eyebrow and walks in the restroom seeing her her make up was still there. She looks back at her black bag "What the hell?" She saids as she walks to her bag and closes the bag. She rushes to the lobby wanting an explanation.

She walks to the lobby and sees Nick again. "Really?" She saids as she walks to the front desk. "Excuse me but someone was in my room and I'm not sharing a room with anyone as far as I know." She saids as she puts her hair behind peirced ear for the third time in a few seconds. "Can you tell me if i'm suppost to be sharing a room with anyone." She saids with a smile

Well, the room is for a Miss.Von De and a Mr. Choi. The receptionist saids as she looks at the rooms. "Oh my God." Analise saids in a hushed tone with a surprised looks on her face like she isn't breathing. "Thank you, ma'am." She smiled and walked away sitting on a couch in the lobby far away from Nick and who ever he was with. She looked over her shoulder,she exhales wishing she had the courage just to go over their and give him a piece of his mind.

[i]I'm gonna do,it's been three damn years,I need to do this for closure." She got up and walked over the Nicholas and Matthew. She looked at Mattew. "Excuse me for interrupting but I really need to talk to him." She told him,pointing to Nick before turning her attention to her ex-boyfriend. "Can I talk to you for a minute,Nicholas?" She honestly wasn't asking,she was telling him but when Ana needed something when she was with Nick she said it quietly not wanting to compain. But,that girl was long gone and she was happy about that. She crossed her arms tightly around her chest for the secong Nick would have something smart to say or just to shoo her off.

Nick wasn't surprised to see Analise come to the reception desk only to find out that she was rooming with him. What he was a bit taken a back by was her straightforward angry tone. She was never this way when he knew her. She was always the shy pretty girl when they dated. Now her face held little trace to the girl she once was. "Can I talk to you for a minute, Nicholas?"

Matthew tried to save him. "Well he was going to run and grab lunch with me. We're just waiting for a friend. We'll be back soon though. I'll send him your way when we're back though. Just write down your room number and I'll be sure to drop him by." Nick looked up at him surprised. He wasn't used to others helping him out with his girl, or in this case ex-girl. Most of his friends just threw their hands in the air, turned the other way, and let him deal with his pretty relationship issues.

"Thanks, man. But, this won't take very long," he told Matthew trying to make his voice reassuring. "I'll be right back." He took Analise by the hand and pulled her towards the wall corner far enough so Matthew couldn't hear them talking and they wouldn't draw too much attention to themselves if they got a little loud. Letting go of her hand, he looked down at her small face. "Never heard you say that before, babe," he smirked. "What happened to the shy girl? I mean the red suits you," he was grinning like a fox. He had never seem Analise sound so angry, pissing, and demanding. "I thought you never wanted to speak to me again. Or does that change too?" He lifted his eyebrow, waiting for a responce.

As Nick took her hand,she could swear she fel a very faint,very small tingle go through her body. She honestly for the frist time in years was speechless. When he pulled to the wall corner,she backed up alittle so she could look at him in the eyes,seeing he was seven inches taller than her. "Never heard you say that before, babe," She watched him smirk as he spoke,adding to the already mountain high amount of anger she had. "What happened to the shy girl? I mean the red suits you,I thought you never wanted to speak to me again. Or does that change too?" As he raised an eyebrow,she let out a shallow laugh and rolled her eyes. She looked down at her shoes before shaking her head and chuckling a bit. Same old Nick,All I have to say is you really haven't changed since you ripped my heart out and feed it to the dogs,have you? She put a long strand of her ruby red hair behind her periced ear. "That shy and quiet girl you knew is long gone and she's not coming back." She felt so strange,she never was this angry at anyone not even her parents. "And that thought of yours,about me never wanting to speak to you again. Is surprisingly right,I didn't want to speak to you ever again and I still rather slam my hand in a car door than be stuck with you for the next six months. But....It'll be a cold day in Hell before I let you get your way anymore." She couldn't even believe herself as she kept speaking with every hateful word. And out of now where she poked him in the chesy before speaking again,"And one last thing,Never in your life call me babe. I am not your babe nor will i ever again. Hell,at this point I don't even know if I was your only babe before."

She rolled her eyes and exhaled before just walking away before it got too out of hand. It wasn't just his fault,it was her too than the realationship didn't work. She walked out the front door and just sat down on a bench a little far from the hotel. She exhaled deeply and just kept hearing exactly what she told him in her head. For some reason she felt her heart give a tight squeze and for no reason. He deserved it,didn't he? Why do I feel this way?! Everything I told him was right,wasn't it?! I mean yea,it was maybe a bit harsh but what he put me through he had it coming. Wait,why do I even care what he thinks about me,he's Nicholas Choi he doesn't need any other girls to be completely nice to him. And i'll be dead before I apoligize to him."

Getting tired of waiting for the others,Ana gets up and streches her back. She always hated sitting still for too long but,surprisingly Nick didn't come out yet which she was kind of happy about. She didn't want to feel weak in her knees like always,yea he had that affect on her. Even at this moment just remembering how he used to look at her made her just want to find him and apoligize,but her newly develpoed hard head wasn't about to let that happen,she started to have a battle between what her heart wanted her to do and what her head was telling her to do. So,she chose her head. Her heart gave her nothing but pain for the last few years so why would she trust it now? Exactly she wouldn't.

"I'll say i'm sorry later." She grabs her bag and starts to walk down to the beach watching all the couples pass her,she couldn't help but feel envious. As she started to walk down the beach she sees Nick walk out the doors not far behind her,she looked at the cement keeping her head down and picking up the pace a bit. She sees a small store and heads inside before Nick cold see. Needing to pass time,she looked at the swimsuits,seeing that of course she forgot to bring one. She grabs a blue two piece and slips int the dressing room before trying it on. As she looked in the mirror,she tlted her head to the side thinking. Nothing in particular justthinking mostly how she was going to last six months sharing a room with Nick without wanting him back or just to kiss him one more time before forgetting about each other forever. The thought broke her heart just thinking about it,they were together for two and a half years and he just threw that away without giving her a reason why. Honestly that's all she wanted,a reason,closure so that she could at least ry and find someone else. She slips her clothes on over her swimsuit and clears her throat,putting her nimble fingers through her long,wavy,scarlet hair. She walked out the dressing room to the cashier buying the swimsuit and giving them a two dollar tip. She waled out and looked both ways seeing if she saw Nick,thank good she didn't. She walks down the beach and grabs a spot near the back just in case Nick tried to flirt some girl or something she wouldn't see.

She rolled her eye at her own stupidity,"How do I forget a beach blanket!" She asks herself before sitting on the warm sand and exhales.

After what feel like an thirty minutes or so of laying on the beach Ana decides to see what's taking Jess and Blair so long,then she started to wonder if the same thing happened to them. She prayed it did so that she wasn't alone on this and so if she needed to vent her feelings she had two friends who knew exactly how she felt. She slipped her skinny jeans and green flowy shirt back on over her swimsuit before walking to the hotel letting the sand go through her feet. She prays to God that Nick isn't in her-his-I mean,their room so that if she wanted to she could go relax in the room with the peace and quiet. Before entering she stops thinking that it might be good to put her sandels back on,you know just a thought. She sits on the banch sliding her shoes back on and fastening the back of them. "I just don't get why I feel like this. Why do so much about him,I man yea he still a person and when worse comes to worse i'll be there for him but I still don't know why I want him back." She walks to the front desk not seeing Nick anywhere in sight,she exhales in relief.

She rung the small bell for someone to help her,at the ding sound she chuckles. She is eighteen after all,she should be able to act like a child. After a minute the receptionist comes at and shaked her head at Analise,probably wishing these complaining young adults would just suck it up and deal with it. "What can I do for you miss? And before you ask there are no more rooms and we may not put them in a closet." the recptionist tells her. Analise rose an eyebrow and cleared her throat. "Um,no. I was going to ask if I could just get a few more pillow and blankets for my boyfri-I mean my friend." Ana could feel her face getting redder and redder as the seconds went by. The receptionist smiled and called for a bellboy,a few moments later a small blonde boy came out with a thick blanket and two large pillows before smiling at her and walking to the elevator. "Wait real quick." She called after the bellboy,she looked at the receptioist. "May I have a piece of paper and a pen please?" The olde lady smiled and handed her a white piece of paper and a purple pen.

Nick,
You're welcome for the blanket and pillows. Just because i'm pissed at you doesn't mean I still don't care.
,Ana

She wrote the letter in cursive and signing her name a little bigger than anything else. She folded it on top and put it on the sodt,white pillow. The bellyboy scirried off on to the elevator. "Thank you." She said before heading out of the hotel to the side leaning on one of it's white walls blasting her music in her ears with both ear buds in.

((Last post of the might from me. By the way the cute little flashback was for fun. You can do it if you want but it doesn;t interfere with the story what so ever. Sorry it's so long, I get alot of inspiration for Rping at night for some strange reason. Weird.))

As Ana stood looking at the beach it started to remeind her of when she live in California and was in the middle of her relationship with Nick.


Flashback
A 15 year old Analise and a 17 year old were laying on the beach,big surprise they always could be found on the beach on a Friday night. They were holding hands,not even noticing everything else going on around them. She was focused on him and only him,she made her feel like she wasn't just that little girl who couldn't get anyone because she did. She had the best possible person for her and she knew it. She was laying on his shoulder,just watching the sunset,if there was anything she loved more than Nick it would be watching the sun say it's final good byes before disapearing. Analise always loved just laying there with her head on his shoulder,it made her feel so comfortable and safe,he was protective of her and at times maybe he did go a little far but she didn't care,to her it showed that maybe he actually did love and care for her. She remembered as she said softly,"It's so beautiful,isn't it? refering to the sunset before looking back up at Nick. What he did was always different,sometimes he shrugged and sometime it was like he was completely distracted by something not even answering her quickly but when he did speak,he said something that made her cheeks turn the cute color of rosy pink they always did,"Yea,it's ok I guess but I honestly don't look at it because all I have to do to see something beautiful is look at you." Looking down,Ana would just think how much she wanted to say that she loved him,but she never knew if he felt the same way or not. So,like always she just kept her mouth shut and smiled before lightly kissing him on the lip.

Quietly she couldn't take it anymore,so she whispered something she doesn't know if he heard or not. She whispered,"I think I may love you." quietly to herself,it was always barely a whisper before he said it to her then she started to say it out loud,letting the world know how she felt about 'her other half'. The last thing she remembered was him leaning down to kiss her,as their lips were about to meet-
End of Flashback

She shook her head,reminding herself that Nick was the bastard that broke up with her a day after he told her she was beautiful almost like everyday and then the next day it was over like he planned it or something."Ugh,what did I ever see in him?! Other than his looks he's a complete jerk! She kept telling herself,knowing as much as she told herself that she wouldn't believe it completely. She had no idea why that memory even came to her. She decided not to think about it. She just got up and walked to her room forgetting all about the 'Nick and her sharing a room' thing,She needed to rest not having a full seven hours of sleep in almost three months because of all the school work and all the paintings she gets payed to do. She walked to the elevator holding it seeing a few small kids and their familes come out,she loved childern and how innocent they were when it came to "love".She walked to to her room,seeing the blanket and pillows on the ground. She grabbed them before sliding the room key in and hearing the little beep She set them all on the small coffee table in front of the black flat screen tv. She decided to change,heading to the drawners she opened the wring one and saw Nick's headphones. She smirked and also rolled her eyes. He would put his headphones somewhere stupid."

She closed the drawner and opened the one next to it grabbing out a outfit and walked to the restroom.She closed the door behind her and slipped on her new outfit,leaving her swimsuit on under. Walking to the bed she layed her head down on the white pillow and just listened to the things going on around her from the ocewan crashing on the beach to the childern giggling and their parents telling them to keep it down. She could feel herself start to drift off as her hat felling in front of her face and her mouth opened slightly letting her be able to breath through her mouth. After a few seconds she was put of it,completely asleep,breath softly and slowly.

Nick wandered around getting annoyed that he couldn't find Analise anywhere. He walked up and down the beach line on the other side where Analise laid. If she was avoiding him, she was doing a great job. He cursed as he felt annoyance creep up on him. He started to stomp back to the hotel with a pissed on look on his face. Nick didn't even bother to glance at Matthew, he honestly forgot about him. He was focused on Analise. No matter what she said or what he had done, whenever he thought of her everything disappeared. He would blank out completely when watching her enjoy sunsets and the beautiful shoreline that he let melt into the background. When he looked at Analise, she could be certain that it was her and only her Nick was looking at.

Nick needed music to calm his nerves. He decided to take the stairs since the elevator was crowded by children. Little ones with annoying high pitched voices and an endless amount of questions. He jogged up the stairs giving him time to relive the past. After daydreaming about the tid bits of actual possible love he had with Analise he shook his head and paused in front of his room door. "You're over her. You've been over her," he breathed. "Fuck it," he cursed and shoved open the door. His face softened instantly when he saw Analise sleeping on the bed. He gently shut the door behind him. He ignored the pillows staring at Analise's calm figure on the bed. He walked over to the chair and angled it so he could gaze at her face from a distance. He couldn't stifle a chuckle as she breathed lightly from a slighly open mouth and her hat hiding her eyes. Nick wanted to go over to her and close his mouth over hers, but that would be more of a bastard thing to do then breaking her heart once. He would be teasing her. Again. "Why did I let you go?" he asked, no longer angry but regretful. He groaned at the ceiling. "Did you really love me? Do you still?" he knew his questions would be left unanswered and the answer he wanted would be impossible. "I might have..." he whispered and mentally slapped himself. He leaned forward with his elbows on his knees gazing at Analise with the same longing look of hunger that he wore when she kissed him.

Ana turns to her side facing away from Nick as she flutters her eyes opens. Her pupils go really tiny as the sun shines in her wide hazel eye. She lets out a soft and small yawn as she streches her hands above her head. As she streches her small arms they hit the headboard with so much force, she lets out a little yelp. She covers her mouth as she sees Nick right there. She rolls her eyes and rolls out of the bed. She fixes the blanket before she walks to the window. She looks out the window and just watches all the comotion going on just below them. She exhales and sees it sunset.

"Wow,it's even prettier than it was in Cali-" she saids before hearing she said it out loud. She finally looks at Nick and messes with her nails. "So, did you see the blankets? Well probubly because they're right there but anyway you're welcome and I think i'm going to go down to the beach." She saids as she puts on her black boots and grabs her bag. She walks to the door kind of quickly and stops right as her small palm touches the knob. "I'll see you later, Nick." She saids as she opens the door, looks at him and shows a very small smile. She closes the door behind her and looks at the celing. "I hope that gets easier for now on." She comments as she walks down the stairs because there was a lovey dovey couple kissing in the elevator. Which made her feel awkward.

She walks down to the beach and sits on a stone bench. She just looks at the pink and orange sky as the sun saids it's finally good-byes. She looks at her phone and looks at her contacts. She chuckles as she looks that she never deleted Nick's number or ringtone. She goes to edit to change the ringtone from You and I by Park Bom" to one of the generic ringtone. She also changes the relationship from "Boyfriend" to nothing. She puts her phone away and wonders why she never even changed that. "Man,it took me years to do that. Wow." She saids as she brings her knees to her chest. She taps her fingers on the bench and just watches to sun go down.

Ana sees Blair walk down to the beach and decides to see if she's ok. She walks over as sits in the sand next to her. "Hi,Blair. Everything going ok for you so far? " She asks probubly already knowing that answer was going to the hell no but see asks anyways. "For me, I think it's safe to say Love and this so called Cupid suck. Same for you?" She saids as she pulls her knees to her chest. She moves her boots around in the sand happy that she didn;t wear her sandals. She looks at Blair and sighs "This trip sucks already and it hasn't even been a day." She comments as she cracks her neck and looks up at where she thinks her room is at hoping that she could go back soon without Nick being in there. I feel like I should be on Dr.Phil right now. But thats what friends are for venting you feelings.

As Analise waited for Blair to answer she looks at sky which made start thinking about why Nick ever broke up with her in the frist place.

Flashback about 2 years or 3 years ago
She couldn't hear anything,all she could see were the movements and emotions they made. As Nick sat her down,he grabbed her small hand and just smiled at her like nothing was wrong. Yet,he looked like something was wrong,like he felt sick to his stomach. She wasn't positive but there was something different about him. She smiled at him anyway before moving closer to him,to sit on his lap like she always did. But,he moved away and lost the faint smile he had on his face. Ana lost her smile now knowing something was wrong,he was never like this to her before. Most of the time he was the one who pulled her to his lap not her having to move herself but she didn't think muxh of it,at the end of the day she still was with him. She watched him exhale before speaking,she quickly lost her everlasting smile she had whenever she was with him. At frist she thought it was a joke,a sick sick joke but then again Nick didn't really joke about breaking up with her or anything. After he told her that she just tried to convince him to not leave her saying she would be a better girlfriend,that she always be there for him even through she was most of the time.
then he said the one thing she never thought she would hear,Look Analise,I just don't think we're good together anymore. I'm sorry.

At that point she was at the brink of tears but something in her changed and the new part of her wasn't going to let Nicholas Choi,the one guy she honestly was completely head over heels for see her crying again after what he just did. She just watched him walk away before grabbing his wrist and stopping him. She was going to speak but couldn't all she did was look at him and then her the ring she had on her finger. She slipped it off her left ring finger and into Nick's hand,it meant nothing to her anymore. She closed his hand and didn't even look at him as she talked,[i]"I-I,um,I wish you the best Nicholas. Um,here give this ring to the lucky girl who gets to love you. I......I wish you nothing but the best possible life. Bye. She saw him nod slightly and say something to her but at this point she wasn't listening to him,she let go of his hand and just watched as he walked away from her with her heart and trust for anyone else. Once she saw his motorcycle pull away she just pulled her legs to her chest and just started to balling her eyes out hoping that one day she would be perfect enough for Nick to want her back,he wanted nothing but the best and that's exactly what he deserved. And that wasn't what Ana could be. The last thing she said before changing herself was."Nick,please don't leave me. Please. But,she knew it was too late,she would be moving back soon anyways and long distance realtionships never work out,but she sure of hell was willing to try but now she didn't have to. As the weeks went on she began to change and fall for something else,Art.[/i]

She just exhaled and felt the urge just to go up to her room and ask him why. Why wasn't she perfect enough for him and why he left her after two years of being together,it couldn't be because of college because she already had a plan to graduate a year early and to go to the same college as Nick. And if it wasn't that what was it? "What could I have possible done? How can someone go from saying that you're beautiful and that they love you one night and then the next morning just leave you?" She needed to know this,she knew Nick would never want her back but as long as he was in her life and didn't absolutly hate her,that was completely fine with her.As she started to think she started to remember of the not so good memories of them,like when Nick was a bit over protective of her around his guy friends mainly. Then she started to wonder,was it really worth it having someone like that in her life? Now,she wasn't so sure.

"It's....... complicated..I guess. I mean I hate him for hurting me but I still care for him a little. Seeing him again just broke my heart." She saids as she scraches her head hoping that made at least a little sence. "Ugh why does this trip have to be so mind-boggling?" She slumped down hiding her face in her knees. This is insane. Maybe I should get on the next boat out of here.She thinks a she lifts her head up and looks at Blair. "By the which one of those other guys are your, you know ex? Because I saw two with Nick." She asked with a questioning look on her face. She started to think of ways to discribe Nick,she never could. It was too diffcult,h had so much anazing stuff about him that she just couldn't explain in words but she tried. Beautiful eyes,a face that looked like it was carved by the heavens,and a personality that may have scared a few people but I liked it. He made me feel safe,protective even if he was just a little oppersing at times. She knew it was true but everything else about him was just too much for words to explain,she started to wonder? Did she have the same affect on him? Probably not through,she wasn't the prettiest girl she knew or had the bes personality but Nick liked it so she didn't really care what anyone else thought.

"Exactly, I try to hind myself from him and then all of a sudden bam after almost three years here he is again." She saids as she looks up to the sky. "Handsome guy, blue eyes, brown hair, around 5'11" Blair said with a smile "Aw he sounds adorable." She saids in a joking voice with a smile on her face knowing she should try to lighten the mood. "I can barely be in the same room for six minutes, how will we last six months?" She adds knowing Blair was probubly think the same thing in her mind. She looks at the ocean wondering if he should go for a night swim or if she should swim to the next cloeset island.

"Sure, I need just a few more hours away from any guy I,you,and jess know." She saids getting and grabbing her bag off the ground. "So, if you don't mind me asking how old are you?" She asks as gets the sand off the bottom of her shorts. She cracks her fingers and looks at Bair "Where do you wanna go and it can't be a bar. I'm only 18." She saids as she smiles.

She syarted to thin about moving on,she just couldn't do it. If she had to spend the next few months getting over Nick fine,but she wasn't about to flirt with another guy when the best person for her could be waiting right in front of her. She looked at Blair and cleared her throat. "On second though,I think i'm going to take a rain check. I mean Nick's probably going out to meet other girls and I don't want to bump into him. Besides I think I just need to take it easy and figure all this crap out." She messed with her fingers as she did so,she wasn't good at making excuses. She looked up at where she could swear her room was,just feeling like she could see Nick from all the ay up there. She looked at Blair and waved before heading back to the hotel. She was too young anyway,she had too much in her life for a guy. At least that's what she kept telling herself over and over again.

Walking in the elevator shes a few couples arguing and decides it's best.....for everyone for her to take to stairs. She quickly tip toed u the stairs to her floor. Getting to her room door,she got her room key out and just as sh was about to slide it she couldn't.She sighed and sat down on the floor,trying to think of what to do. There was no way she could last six months in the same room with Nick without feeling her heart being crushed every morning and every night. She messed with the ends of her red hair,a habit of her's and just started to think. She looked at phone seeing if she had enough bars to see when the next boat off the island was. Of course of all times,her phone just died."Great." She saids under her breath before hitting the wall. She felt a sharp pain in the back over her head and started to wimper a bit,but she held it in. She hated seeming weak especially if Nick could walk down that hall at any minute. She bit her tonuage and just held the pain in wishing she could just cry about it,but she hated to cry. It made her think of how much she cried over Nick,which was a lot.....a lot a lot.

Nick stayed in the room staring out the window, blocking his entire existence and thought about the last time he saw Analise. The day before that his cousin, Jonathan, had asked why he liked Ana. Why he smiled whenever she came into a conversation or why he didn't bother to explain to his parents where he had gone off to when he spent the night with Analise. Nick didn't have an answer. All he could muster up, with his extensive college vocabulary was, "Cause, Analise is..." he never finished the sentence. There were never words for what she made him feel. Jonathan's taunting voice crept into is head again, just like the day that he broke the news to Analise. "You're never going to be good enough to her. She will follow you like a dog, just like your pathetic mother."

Nick heard the loud whimper and jumped up to the door swinging it open. "Analise, what the hell are you doing?" Without thinking he slid his arms around her thin waist and lifted her up, carrying her to the bed. He dropped her gently with the same mind set he held when they were in the middle of their relationship. He shut the door and let his eyes follow around her body. "Are you alright? You sounded hurt," his eyes were piercing, yet kind. He had forgotten their current situation. Analise made him forget like that.

Analise held the backof her head as she started to feel a sharp pain. She bit her lip to stop from crying and making a scene. She had no idea where Nick was and honestly she didn't give a damn,but for all she knew he could walking down the hall any minute now. She was about to get up just as Nick swung open the door. She was about to just roll her eyes and think of na smart ass comment but before she had a chance,she was in his arms. She was so confused and infuriated. She hated being treated like a child,she was of legal age now meaning she could take perect care of herself."Nick put me down right now. But he didn't listen,it was like he was blocking her out,which just added on to her anger. He finally set her down softly on the plush bed. Once he closed the door and walked closer to her,she started getting a bit nervous about what he would say. She was afraid he would ask why she siting down in the hallway in the frist place but instead he said something that completely surprised her,Are you alright? You sounded hurt."

She kept her head down,looking at her black boots as she shrugged her shoulders. She knew he hated that,he was the type of person who like a straight answer not a shoulder shug or an 'I don't know'. She swallowed the lump in her throat before answering him. "Yea,i'm fine. I just wasn't expecting it,you know?" She kept her head down. A few seconds she couldn't do it anymore,he kept acting like he cared for her and it took her a while to find out,it was just a game. A game he played with millions of girls and will play it with a million more after and during this vacation. She looked in his pericing eyes,feeling her eyes get even wider.

"Look,why do you even care? I mean yea,i'm a person and we all known how much you like to help people but there's no need to baby me. I'm eighteen years old now,aka old enough to care for myself. But of course you never did care about me and that's the part that keeps thowing me off. So why do you care about me all of a sudden?" She couldn't be in the same room as him right now,she just needed to get away from him and everything that did with Nick.

She got up still a bit wozzy and walked to mirror. She couldn't look him directly in the eyes,she knew he would see something that she hated letting anyone see. And that was saddness,fear,and weakness,a few thing she knew Nick could use against her.

Nick was going to scoff and say something that would throw Ana into another fit about how much of a jerk he was, but he bit his tongue. He made a fist and let her wobbly stand up. He watched the back of her head and let out a loud sigh. "I'm asking myself the same question. Why do I still care about you? I can't find an answer." He walked back to the chair where he had sat and watched her taking her short nap. He leaned back and rubbed his wrist. "You know I hate seeing you hurt. And in my mind, I don't care if your fifty-three, I'm still going to worry about you. I'm still going to treat you like a baby. Cause, that's just me." He looked up at her face with her red hair covering her eyes.

"But you don't care about me, do you? I don't blame ya," he smiled drily, "I'm that bastard who ruined you. You don't want me. You don't deserved my ass. And I'd be dreaming the impossible if I deserved anything like you," he stood up and started to walk to the door. With his hand on the door knob, he whispered, "The crazy thing is, I still want you," he scoffed, "But maybe that's just Cupid talking," he twisted his hand on the knob and opened the door, shutting it behind him. He walked slowly down the hall wishing Analise would run after him like she should have the day he made the biggest mistake of his life. Well, he shouldn't blame her. It was his fault anyways.

"Fuck my love life," he whispered rounding a corner towards the elevator.

Once Nick started talking,Ana looked away from the mirror and looked him in the eyes. Both of theirs were the same,empty yet still filled with anger and frusteration."You know I hate seeing you hurt." She rolled her eyes quietly said under her breath."Oh here we go.". And in my mind, I don't care if your fifty-three, I'm still going to worry about you. I'm still going to treat you like a baby. Cause, that's just me.". She just kept looking at him and didn't believe a word that came out of his mouth. But,once he said that she didn't care for him,it all went downhill from there and it went down quickly,"I'm that bastard who ruined you. You don't want me. You don't deserved my ass. And I'd be dreaming the impossible if I deserved anything like you,"

Hearing this Ana could feel the tears wanting to burst out. Is this really what he thought or was he talking out of anger. As she thought about she started to think. It has to be the frist one,he has nothing to be angry about,he may say he still cares about me but if that was true why would he break my heart? Just as everything started to become blurry and she just wanted to burst out crying,Nick said something that took the breath out of her

"The crazy thing is, I still want you." After that she didn't want to hear anything else,she didn't need to. Nick may have been a lot of things but when he said something he meant it,at least to her. As he left very part of her just wanted to run after him,but for some reason her feet wouldn't move.

Letting a few tears go down her small face,she can't do it anymore. She needed to get Nick back in her life,that was all that was on her mind at the moment and she wasn't the type of girl to give something up without a fight. She rans out the door just as Nick was entering the elevator. She ran as fast as she could and just as the doors were about to close,she pushed the button and they reopened. Getting in she looked at Nick with her big eyes,even bigger than usual.She always hated her eyes but she couldn't do qanything about them.

She exhaled and pushed the emergancy stop button. "Look,Nick. We are not done talking about this and I'm not starting this elevator until we do." She went in front of the buttons just in case Nick tried to get pass her and start the elevtor.




"Wha-I. How,how could you think I don't care about you? Nick,you could be the biggest bastard in my life and I still care about you because you're someone in my life tha-that I do want to be in my life," She looks at her feet not wanting to see Nick's emotion on his face for all she knew he could be pissed,digusted,or not having any emotion at all like when he had his amazing smile on,she could never tell what he was thinking. She exhaleed trying to stop from daydreaming again. "And you didn't ruin me,I mean yea i'm different bu-but I um,I'm better than I was before. That girl you knew wasn't me,well it was but that's not the girl I wanted to be." She could feel her legs become like Jello,she had to hurry before they collapsed under her.

"Do,you really think I wanted to be like my mom? Being stay at home mom who never complained and always did what she was told. You should know because your mother is just like mine and we both know deep down we hated how our father treated our moms. So,when you said that you ruined me,no you didn't. If anything you saved me and I should be thanking you. S-so that's what i'm doing. Thank you Nicholas Choi for helping me find myself. And one more thing,you're right I don't deserve you,so i'm just going to get my stuff and go because I-I just can't do this for the next six months." She swallowed the lump in her throat as she let the elevator go to the next floor. She exhaled and made a run for it closing it behind her not wanting Nick to run after her.

She rans down the hall and just fell to the floor letting all her tears come out,she could feel herself shaking from fear,she never felt more terrified in her life of doing something that should have been happy. But as she cried she couldn't help but be happy and terrified at the exact same time just like the time Nick kissed her for the first time.She never seen herself angry and happy at the same time as well. She got up and breathed in and out before heads back to their room. She opened the door and just sats on the bed where she and Nick just were minutes before.

She imagined Nick right there looking at her with his beautiful caring eyes. She exhales and just smiles now knowing that she still wants to be with him but doesn't know if she just lost her chance of having him back,but hoped that he felt the same way,she now noticed that she never fell out of love with him. She just hid it up and lied to herself so she culd try and move on but that never happened and she was actually glad she didn't because Nick was the frist love of her life and always will be and that wouldn't change.

Nick froze as Ana started to rapidly fire explanations. He couldn't do anything except let her talk it out. Not that he could speak. Shock had overwhelmed him as he stood still as a statue, absorbing all of what Analise had to say. He couldn't believe what she was telling him, yet those were the exact words he wanted to hear. She understood his reasoning. He had helped her become a stronger person, yet she was crying as she ran out to leave him in the elevator. Before he could chase her, she closed the elevator on him. He could almost feel his heart being crushed at the door's ding as it closed. He wanted to beat himself over the head. By now, his breathing was heavy. As soon as the elevators stopped at the next floor, he bolted for the stairs and ran faster then he ever did at any of his track mets. He charged down the hall and opened the door to their shared bedroom.

Adrenaline was rushing through his veins and his pulse was running double time. He couldn't even get a word out as he faced Analise with one hand on the doorknob of the open door and the other on his heaving chest. The sudden speed and movement almost shocked his trained body. He managed to shut the door behind him and lean on the wall, trying to get his breathing under control. He tries to walk towards her, but instead wobbles. He stands tall and faces her with sad, pleading eyes. "I-," he couldn't speak. "I loved you. And I wanted you. No matter what you say, I'm horrible for saying that. I am not messing with your heart. And I didn't mean to rip it out of you or shatter it," he took a breath and steady his feet. "Let me fall in love with you again. Cause Analise back then, wasn't the Analise I wanted. I wanted you to be strong so I wouldn't have to worry all day about you. Every second I wasn't with you, I was crazy. I thought about you and the worse possible things that could happen. It drove me nuts," he put his hands around his face and let them drop to his sides. "I wanted a woman who wasn't my mother. I watched her cry herself to sleep. She had no freedom, Ana. None. That was exactly what I imagined you if you stayed the way you were with me. I couldn't bare to have that."

Nick closed his eyes and tried to bring reality back. San Valentine was making him dream again. "I-," he froze again. "Let me make it up to you. Let me fix it. Let me fall in love with you. I know I'm asking for the impossible, but this is Nick talking. I am asking you, for a second chance," he had his hand out to her slightly, pleading. Never in his entire life had he begged for and wanted something so bad. One day. Just one day and I'm bumbling like a fool. Either I am terrible at this or Analise is just that good.

Onve getting back to their room,Ana opened the door and grabbed her suitcase. She couldn't do it anymore,she couldn't take seeing the one guy who made her feel so.....different,but in a good way. He made her feel like she was walking on ari,like she didn't have a single imperfection about her. But,not being able to call him as hers,she couldn't be around him. He deserved happiness and as long as she was here that couldn't happen,she was in his way,like always. Maybe that's why he broke up with her,she was a distraction. She knew how much college meant to him and maybe she was just getting in the way of that. All these thoughts started to go through her head as she started to pack along with memories of them just being together,not doing a thing just being happy for being together. She smiled at the thought,she choked down the lump in her throat as she pulled a necklace out of her bag and looked at the picture inside. It was one of her kissing Nick with her hand placed softly on his cheek. One of her favorite,they both looked so happy but now looking back at it just brought pain od the realationship she would give anything to have back.

She heard the door open and before she couldn't speak. She watched him put his hand on his chest before leaning on the wall,she never saw him like this. She was about to help him but he was already walking towards her,she didn't know what to think. She looked at him and saw something in her eyes that she rarely ever saw,sadness,like he lost something he couldn't live without. Yet,he hasn't lost anything as much as she knew. As he started to talk and small smile appeared on her face as she gasve her something she has wanted for years,a explaination. I loved you. And I wanted you. No matter what you say, I'm horrible for saying that. I am not messing with your heart. And I didn't mean to rip it out of you or shatter it," She couldn't believe it he actually did love her,maybe not as much as she loved him but still he really loved her. "Let me fall in love with you again. Cause Analise back then, wasn't the Analise I wanted. I wanted you to be strong so I wouldn't have to worry all day about you. Every second I wasn't with you, I was crazy. I thought about you and the worse possible things that could happen. It drove me nuts," She couldn't breath after that,did he just say what she thought he said or was she finally going insane.

"Let me make it up to you. Let me fix it. Let me fall in love with you. I know I'm asking for the impossible, but this is Nick talking. I am asking you, for a second chance," She wasn't crazy,he said it again. She started to feel the tears come down her cheeks as she just stood there. She chuckled and looked at him praying that he wasn't messing with her. "You loved me? You really did love me?" Is all she could say before seeing him have his hand out to her slightly. She smiled and just ran up,hugging him. She smiled and grabbed on to his shirt before burying her head in his chest for a moment. She nodded and smiled up at him. "Ok,ok Nick,i'll give you a second chance. I don't know why in Hell you would want to be in love with me of all people but if you're willing to make that mistake then i'm up for it." She let go of him,not wanting to seem like a child she was at the second. She pulled away but their feet were still touching,she cleared her throat before speaking again. "Wh-What changed your mind about me or what changed your mind about wanting me back?

Nick held Analise tightly. He couldn't believe she was in his arms again. It was like the heavens opened up and said, "Nick, I forgive you of your sins. Welcome to paradise. Here is your angel."

Nick just smiled at Analise. "I never changed my mind. I was just confused. Everywhere I turned I saw you and yet you were never there to begin with. Every time I saw a little fire in your eyes and it vanished like nothing, I died a little inside," he touched her cheeks, damp with drying tears. "Nick was lost for three years. I'm back now. And we're back now," he chuckled a little letting himself bask in the moment. It felt like plates inside his body shifted and moved into the right places and what happened before didn't matter. What counted was the now.

"This relationship is not going to be easy. But I'm willing to work for it," he wiped her other cheek free of tears, "even if you're not."

She could understand his reasoning,why he did what he did. He didn't want to be the one that made her cry herself to sleep,he hated seeing her be the way she was. She hated it too,she always had a small spark in her eyes as she either sung,drew,or painted. But once,she was with someone,anyone she would let that fire just die down,knowing that it didn't make a difference,at the end of the day she till end up like her mother. A stay at home mom who just cooked,cleaned,and watched the kids. As he began to wipe away her tears,she smiled. He always knew just what to say to make her feel better,weather he meant to or not.

A lot of her,just wanted her to kiss him,right then and there. But,it was too soon,she may have said she would give him a second chance but that doesn't mean she would forget about the past. It happened and that wasn't going to change anytime soon. She honestly didn't know what to say,she was speechless. In just one day she got back Nick,the person she thought she would spend the rest of her life with. As she started to hink about that it made her chuckle and made her wonder. If we were together for the past three years that mean we be together five long years. I just wonder,if he would have proposed or not. Probably not,seeing that we're so young,but hell my parents got married right after high school but then again where that lead them? Her stomach start to growl,her face turned red before she walked to the small desk to look at the menu.

She looked of the choices but could still feel someone looking at her,she looked up and smiled at Nick,showing off her white teeth. She never did that often,only around close friends would she give a real smile. "Will you stop staring at me and come here?" She smirked,and laughed a little. "and about it being a challenge,since when I like something to come out on a silver platter? I mean I took a juinor class as a freshmen,remember?" She rasied an eyebrow,as she remembered that was the one class they had together. Yea,it was hard to balence it all seeing that they had school work,work work,and since they both were in a sport that took a lot of time but somehow they made it worked. It probably help that they were conjoined at the hip most of the time,well at least to her she hated being apart from him,when he was with her it felt like the more out going and out poken side of her was back.

Nick laughed. "Simple feats," he smiled and gazed at the menu behind her. He wrapped his arms around her waist and swayed a little, leaning his head on her shoulder. "Hmm, what do you want? For a change," he asked dreamily. Usually, he would call the shots for movies, food, and the like.

OOC: Sorry it's so short. Busy day. This was all I could get.

As Nick wrapped his arms around her she chuckled a bit,she felt completely and utterly safe but still she felt afraid that if Nick would to feel how skinny she was he be absolutley disgused. She knew that even if he was,he would never tell her that,but even more of her thought maybe he didn't care. She sighed putting her hands on top of his,she looked at them and saw how much larger his were compared to her. She couldn't stifle a chuckle,but once Nick put his head on her shoulder she could feel her cheeks turning the cute color of rosy pink the always did when she felt embaressed or flattered. She looks at him and smile before kissing his cheek like she used to. "Hm,what do you want? For a change." She couldn't believe it,he actually was asking for her output and what she wanted for a change. she starting to like the new Nicholas that was in front of her,he was compassionate,thoughtful,and still had the same protectiveness that drove her insane but it also made her feel like he cared about her and her well being so she didn't mind. She looked at the menu,most of them sounded good except for the things that had strawberies in them.

She finally just looked back at Nick and shruged,atleast he knew how to make a discion,something she needed to work on. "I don't know,I am starving so everything sounds good." She put her hand under his,squezzing it tightly like the way you do when you're scared or just plain afraid. Why are you so damn nervous?! Calm down,he doesn't give a shit about what you look like or if you can't make a decion so calm the hell down! She mentally scowled herself. [b]We can try and compromise,seeing that we bith kind of hard headed and know what we want now. Just one thing,no strawberries no matter how much you like them."[b] She chuckled just thinking how much they have changed,not as people but as a couple. It's going to be more equal now,not one perrson leading the other and she was going to love everyday of it.

"Alright," Nick said and took Ana's hands kissing the back. "How about we order some pizza or hot dogs if you'd like? Maybe a box of popcorn and soda along with a horror movie. So when the monster comes out of the dark corner," he leaned forward and down to lightly kiss her lips. "I can make everything alright. How does that sound baby?" He chuckled playfully, kissing her lips gently making a soft sucking sound as he did. He raised his eyebrows as he pulled away waiting for her to reply.

He had her in his arms again. What more could he want? Maybe he should thank Cupid. The flying unpotty trained bastard made his dreams come true. He grinned at the idea.

OOC: I'll be gone for a day or two. Just to let you know. I haven't left xD

When Nick kissed her hand,she couldn't help but smile and chuckle a bit. she didn't really think much about it until Nick started to lean towards her,just like always she could feel herself start to freak out. It was kind of like them redoing their first kiss,which completely made her freak out. So many things went throught her mind,Oh my God,oh my God,oh my God.....Calm down you idiot,it's Nick! You have kissed him many times before.....yea but that was three years ago,what if he doesn't feel a spark and then he leaves me because- All those thoughts went away as he spoke to her making her feel safe and like he actually cared for her,"I can make everything alright.How does that sound baby?" She smiled and let her eyes look into his. "I'm not a child." She said right as he started to lean towards her,she let her eyes close slower and her smile start to fade a bit. Once their lips met,she instantly felt a tingle throught her body and once he pulled away,she had a stupid smile on her face. She turned so she was facing him and wrapped her arms around his neck,having to go on her tip toes to do so.

"That's sound absolutly amazing as long as you're right there to protect me." She kissed her softly on his lips placing one of her hands softly on his cheek. Pulling away she looked down and bit her lip before giggling a little. She pulled away from him and grabbed her room key and purse before walking back to his and giving him a quick kiss on the cheek. "Remember,I only like cheese pizza/" She smirked before heading out the door. She walked into the elevator and started to slide down the wall alittle. Best day ever.

Nick's eyes lingered to the door where Analise left him. He sighed and picked up the telephone to order their dinner for the night. After ordering a medium box of cheese pizza, soda, and popcorn, he asked who the bill would be going to. The lady on the other line reply by saying Mr. Choi's bill. Nick smirked and hung up. "Cupid," he laughed and walked over to the window, "you pay for this hotel room, but once I get my girl back, you slack on the money. Nicely done, my friend." Nicely done," he started to unpack his clothes since he didn't plan to leave anytime soon.

He changed from his beach shorts and shirt into comfortable sweats and a black wifebeater, showing off his toned biceps. A small wait later a short blonde man knocked on the door and delivered a box of pizza, a couple cans of soda, and two medium bags of buttered popcorn. Nick paid him and even added a respective tip while in his exceptionally great mood. He set the food down on the coffee table and sat on the couch waiting for Analise. Briefly, he changed his online status from single to in a relationship with Analise Von De. He grinned at the immediate comments and likes, but ignored them. He smiled and sat on the couch eyeing the food.

Nick smiled and made room for Ana on the couch. He laughed at the mention of online statuses. "I'll check that later." The movie started and he saw Ana pull her knees to her chest. "Scared already?" He leaned forward and tucked his arm around her shoulders. "Come on. Come closer. It's only going to get scarier," he lifted her small body so that she sat on his lap. At first the position was awkward, but he scooted side ways and let her move around. "You okay? Or is this weird?"

On the television screen, a short blonde girl ran into a large empty mansion. She screamed and twirled around happily. "This is my house?!" she asked her father who came in lugging three suitcases all marked "Ally" on them. The little girl pounded up the steps and stopped midway to looked back at her father who just laughed. "Yes, Ally. This is our new home," he pushed the suit cases closer inside the house.

OOC: Sorry I've been gone! My computer was acting up. But I'm back now! On and off probably, but I haven't left.

After a while the movie started to get a little boring to her so she decided to use that as an excuse so she could lay on Nick's shoulder. She looked up at him and smiled before yawning and streching her arms up. She moved closer to Nick and moved all her hair to one side to keep it out of her way. Once she started to fall asleep,one moment the one regert she had once she broke up with Nick started to come back to her which was hard for her to forget. She hated what she did and knew if Nick knew he would go absolutly insane because she knew how much he dislike his cousin.


Analise was at the last track meet before her and her family was moving,she didn't want to be there at all because it was just a week after her break up with Nick. But,she had to support her brother no matter what and of course he had to be good friends with Nick so he joined track of all sports. After watching her brother finish she quickly looked at Nick who was getting warmed up but looked away quickly not wanting to meet his eyes because she knew it would just cause her to start crying her eyes out. Her brother came up ti the stands and told her that after he changed that he would take her home,she nodded and walked out to her brother's car.

It was there where she made her mistake,it was there where she saw Johnathan. He asked her if she was ok,he must have knew about the break hell,everyone knew and everyone asked her if she was ok or told her that he was an idiot. She started to tear up and just nodded. "I'm fine,thanks for asking Johnathan. She smiled at him shyly,it was strange,Nick always told her when he spoke to her just to act like she didn't hear him but now she wasn't with Nick she could do what she please. After a second,she started to let the tears fall down as she sat on the curb and hid her face in her hands. "It's just so hard,I mean I was with him for two years and I thought that we were doing fine in out relationship but I guess it wasn't perfect enough for him because he just threw away that two year relationship like it was a piece of paper." Johnathan sat next to her and put his arm on her back trying to comfort her. "You don't deserve that Analise,you're a beautiful,inteligent girl and Nick's an utter idiot bastard for leaving you. She looked up at him and smiled before wipping her tears,no one was allowed to wipe her tears away other than herself and Nick no matter what. "Thanks,you really are making me feel better,but are you sure you want to say that about your own cousin? He just looked at her and chuckled before shrugging. In the heat of the moment,they started to lean into each other. Ana wanted to pull away but she was angry and confused about the whole break upbut why was she so surprised with the rumors she heard about him and why he broke up with her. One about him being with two others girls other than her and they were in college,another about him cheating on her with her best friend and one of his exes,......before you judge,she didn't know until she was way too head over heels for him,but the worst one she heard and the hardest to imagine was him gtting another girl pregnate just because Analise wouldn't give in. She didn't know what to beileve for the two years she lived in California she was known manly as one thing and that was "Nick's freshmen or sophomore girlfriend" and when he left her she didn't know who she was anymore except for "that damn idiot who thought Nicholas Choi actually loved her". Ok so,she was mostly angry until her lips met with Johnathan's that's when she started feeling confused and like a bitch. As they kissed her eyes weren't even close,after kissing Nick so many times no one else's was ever going to be so......intoxicating,it was like a drug to her and with him she felt like she was in the air,being so much shorter than him sometimes he would lift her up and she litterally was on air. But,with his cousin she didn't feel anything like that,hell she didn't feel anything at all. After a few seconds Ana pulled away and started to shake her head. "I-I can't....I can't do that to Nick. I mean yea,we're not together anymore but that doesn't give me an excuse to kiss her cousin. Johnathan just scoffed and got up before speaking the words she already knew. "Maybe if you were a little more mature and a little less needy,that son of a bitch wouldn't have left you because without him you're nothing. Right?" Analise just bit on her lip trying to stop from crying but then something in her snapped.Wait a minute,I don't need to take that from anyone,espcially him! But,before she could say anything he was already walking to his friends. Just then her brother walked up and drove her home,she couldn't help but think that she had to tell Nathan but Nat was already pissed off for hurting his sister and if something was to happen what if he just let that slip out? So,she always kept it to herself and hoped that if Johnathan told Nick at least let them be out of the state.


She opened her eyes and looked up at Nick,knowing if this relationship was going to work then they would have to be honest with each other from now on. And if she had to start,so be it. He mustn't know if he's axting so calm,lik i'm still that innocent angel. Please don't hate me or leave me,it was a mistake at least let me explain before breaking up with me.......again......No,i'm not going to tell him,it was in the past no need to tell him- "Nick......babe um,there's something I really need to tell you. It's kind of important and you deserve to know if his relationship is going to work. She exhaled and looked at him,bitting her lip and tighening her grip on his hand

Well there you have it young lovers. This was just the first of many days that ended up being the best mistake these young couples have ever made. They got the love of their lives back,the girls learned to just go with it and put the past behind them and let the future happen.

------3 months later-------
Matt proposed to Blair and surprisingly she said yes. They got married on the island with just them,a preacher,and Analise&Nick. Ask for Nicholas and Analise,well they loved each other just as much but Ana being two years younger she was only in her second year in college and wanted to wait. So they did,she made him a deal if they made it to three years togerher she would marrry him in a heartbeat. As the moths lingered on the couples became super close and almost like family,seeing that they couldn't tell their family about this it was their little secert.

-------Back Home----------
Matt and Blair moved in together just as they got home and are expecting their first kid of two. They both have really matured over the years which is a good sign. Another good thing,they're actually compromising with eah other. I mean,it's not that their both hard heaed it's just they're so different. Now,they're expecting their second and last child. Not even I know if it a girl or a boy yet,but I guess I need a mystery once and a while too. I do know that they named their oldest Carmine Frank Scarpa. Really cute.


Now ask for Nicholas and Analise,they couldn't bare being so far apart from each other,so Ana asked Nick to move in with her and three weeks later he did. He finshed his last year of college at Columbia with Ana. Of course they had a litttle trouble seeing that her dog,Pete was used to sleeping in the bad with her,but now he has his own little bed right next to theirs. Two and a half year past and they couldn't take it anymore. Ana caved in and married Nick not being able to wait another year. They got married,and even more surprising Ana made up with her parents and her father walked her down to her new life with her future husband. Now,Analise is expecting her first of six children,Isabelle Choi. and yes,that is how they are going to spell it.


As you can see these two couples end super well,I never have helped so much in my life that the couples come to San Valentine almost every year on their aniverseries,but i'm not complaining. Well,that's it for now. Hopefully,their kids don't end up here but the apple doesn't fall far from the tree. But I highly doubt that since their parents have warned them about the mistakes they made.

Matt & Nick-for leaving the person they loved but both for very good reasons. That just came to bite them in the ass,but hey if they didn't who knows how the girls migh be or eve if the couples be together.

Blair & Analise-for not running after the loves of their life,being to hard-headed to even try and change their minds.

With these mistakes fixed....maybe let's hope I never have to hear the last names Choi or Scarpa EVER again. But,if I do well,let us find out.

p.s:Hey who knows maybe just one day i'll help you get that one ex that you may have been madly in love with but until then i'll think I need a break.

Love, Cupid

Hey People,I know that this Rp is over but I am so bored and started to read it. I started to see,'Oh my God,we are awesome at causing drama and romance!'^_^. So a few songs came to mind as I read the two stories and here they are:

Blair and Matthew's Song(s):

• Holding Out For A Hero-Ella Mae Bowen She Will Be Loved-Maroon 5
  Payphone-Maroon 5
  Part Of Me-Katy Perry
  No One-Alica Keys
  Forever-Chris Brown
  Everytime We Touch-Cascada
  Hey There Delilah-Plain White Tees
  The One That Got Away-Katy Perry
  
  Main Song:You Found Me-The Fray

Nicholas and Analise's Song(s):

• Since Your A Man-Gummy
  Wedding Dress-Taeyang
  Tattoo-Jordan Sparks
  Christina Perri - A Thousand Years
  Just A Dream Cover-Christina Grimmie and Sam Tsui
  Halo-Beyonce
  No Air-Jordan Sparks ft. Chris Brown
  1234-Plain White Tees
  Marry Me-Train
  You And I-Park Bom
  
  Main Song:Heaven-Ailee