"āA wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left."
-Marilyn Monroe
-Marilyn Monroe
"Isn't it beautiful? Like a movie star's name." Candace Allegra Carmelo
| Nickname |
"Got a sweet-tooth baby?" Candace typically goes by Candie among her friends. Sometimes, her twin brother will call her CC, and the ocasional boyfriend has called her Candie-Cat or Candie-Cane, but that's about it as far as nicknames go. For the most part, it's just Candie.
| Age |
"I'm the older twin by two minutes." 17 years-old
| Gender |
"Why don't you come find out for yourself?" Female
| Role |
"Oh please, like you haven't heard of me. I'm the slut." Girl One
"I love marking up my body and making it mine."
Piercings
When it comes to piercings, Candie doesn't have many. She's got her bellybutton pierced, as well as three earlobe piercings in each ear and one cartilage in her left ear. Other than this though, she's not a big fan of body jewelry.
Scars
While most of Candie's scars are internal, she's definitely got several external scars as well. Her left hand has a scar slicing through it from making a lunge for a knife to protect herself from her father and accidentally grabbing it by the blade. Along the left side of her ribs, she's also got scarring from a car crash she was in with her mother. She's got a small scar sitting just under her jaw, from her father as well as another, just under the tattoo on her upper thigh, from the same person. Every scar holds its own set of painful memories for Candie and, as such, she does her best to hide them any way she can, because she doesn't want anyone asking about them and she doesn't want to have to see them herself and remember where they came from.
Tattoos
When it comes to tattoos, Candie has several, most of which she got from a tattoo artist she was sleeping with for a while. Her first, is a small tiger sitting on her middle finger. Tattooed on the edge of her right arm, as in the picture to the left, is the word "Joy". She's also got a black crecent on the inside of her left wrist. Her fourth tattoo runs up the inside of her right arm, reading "Flowers only last so long." Wrapping around her upper thigh, she has the words "Appetite for destruction." Resting on top of her collarbone, she has one that reads "I'm a mess, I confess.". Her seventh tattoo is on the inside of her right hand, on her palm, lyrics from the song Hemorrhage reading "Don't fall away and leave love bleeding in my hands". Right on her pantyline, she has the words "Fuck off." Tattooed. Finally, she's also got the words "I will conquer." tattooed on the back of her neck, under her hair. All this makes for a total of nine tattoos, all of which she loves and are deeply personal to her.
"They don't call my Kinky-Candie for nothing baby."
ā„ Rough sex
ā„ Partying
ā„ Drinking
ā„ Being a bitch
ā„ Tansy
ā„ Her friends (most of them)
ā„ Donnie
ā„ Shopping
ā„ Meaningless sex
ā„ Fucking with people
ā„ Flirting
ā„ Cats
ā„ Tea
ā„ Bad boys
ā„ Cigarettes
ā„ Attention
ā„ Music
ā„ Dirty dancing
ā„ Danger
| Dislikes |
"Go ahead, get on my bad side, I fucking dare you."
ā Being called a slut
ā Little kids
ā Her mother
ā Schoolwork
ā Being alone
ā Winter
ā Being told what to do
ā Being ignored
ā Rejection, she doesn't take it well
ā Stupid people
ā Assholes
ā Cheaters
ā Liars
ā People who think they know everything
ā Rules
ā Dogs
ā Having to be nice
ā Doctors/hospitals
ā Being used
| Fears |
"Fear is like love. It doesn't exist unless you let it."
ā Losing Donnie ā Her brother Donnie means the world to her. He's the only person in the world who knows everything about her and she honestly couldn't imagine life without him. He's her safe place to land when shit hits the fan. Without him, she'd fall apart.
ā Being alone ā Candie hates being alone. To her, nothing is more insufferable than loneliness. She honestly doesn't care who she's with, it could be some random person off the street, she doesn't care, anything is better than sheer loneliness.
ā Being forgotten ā As the bitchy queen-bee type, Candie has a fear of being forgotten or over looked. She's always got to turn heads, hold everyone's attention. She's not so vain as to want everyone to love her, she just wants everyone to notice her, weather it's with hate, jealousy, or admiration doesn't matter, as long as all eyes are on her, she's happy.
"When a girl is born pretty, she figures out pretty early that love is nothing but a sick, fucked up game and if she doesn't learn to cheat, she'll lose." Candie, on the outside, is probably the most confident person you'll ever meet in your life. She's the kind of girl you either hate or love, there's no inbetween, but the thing is, she doesn't care. All she wants is your attention and by taking the time to hate her, you've given her it. Guys want to fuck her, girls are jealous of her.
She's the queen bee. If she's not on top, she'll find a way to get there, no matter who she has to hurt. This paints her with a bad reputation in her school and community. She's the slut of the school, sleeping with both boys and girls alike, not caring who spreads wild rumors about her and making no moves to stop them once they start because most of them are true. Her wild, random affairs have earned her the nickname Kinky-Candie. Of course, unless they have a death wish, no one dares say this to her face, but everyone knows her by it.
Candie is not only infamous for being easy, but a bitch as well. She can cut you down with just a mere glance and moves with an intimidating confidence that's nearly impossible not to envy. The thing about Candie is that she's manipulative. She knows how to get what she wants when she wants it. She's got the world wrapped around her finger and intends to keep it that way. She craves power and control, loving having an influence over others, being able to push people around.
Candie can completely destroy you, all she has to do is whisper a few words to the right people, and suddenly, your entire life has turned on it's head. She does this almost carelessly, liking to play with people's hearts, push their buttons, and test their emotions. This makes her seem heartless, like she enjoys hurting people, when the reality is, she's just fucked up.
Any love she's ever really received in her life has been twisted and wrong and it's broken her beyond repair. To the point where she can't love. She prefers to fuck around and hurt people before they hurt her, keeping an ever-composed face on as she ruins people's lives and breaks their hearts, pretending she doesn't give a shit about anyone. In reality though, every boy she lets use her for sex destroys her a little more, making her hate herself that much more.
No one ever sees this though. No one but Donnie really knows that she's a bitch because she's been broken and if they do know, Donnie's the only one who really understands just how badly she's been wounded and this is only because he's been by her side through it all. He knows all the dark places she's been, making him the only person impossible to fool, because she's an expert liar. Looking at her, one would ever even guess that she's been broken and taped back together so many times that she's finally given up. There's nothing she can't make you believe. It's her most important game, making the world think she's strong.
"Sure, I've been loved, but in all the wrong ways." Candie has a fairly dark past that she carries with her every day of her life. It's the reason she is the way she is, the reason she craves attention, searching for love in all the wrong places and destroying it every time she comes a little too close, afraid it'll destroy her.
Financially, Candie's family has always been stable. Her father was a doctor, her mother a lawyer. Her and her twin brother Donnie never wanted for anything, they were given anything they desired and more. Life, for the Carmelo children, should have been perfect.
But it was far from that. Their mother was fairly distant. Sure, she bought them whatever they wanted, but she rarely spent more than an hour a day with them, preferring to spend any free time she had with their father, almost completely ignoring her children, leaving them to be raised by nannies.
At the same time, their father was a little too interested in Candie. From a young age, he raped and molested her, always leaving her feeling like it was somehow her fault for being too pretty. This went on for years with no one noticing and Candie making weak attempts to protect herself, but keeping it a secret because she was terrified of what might happen if she told someone.
Not even Donnie knew what was going on until she was fifteen and made another attempt at self-defense. This time, she reached for a knife, accidentally grabbing it by the blade in her frantic efforts to get a hold of it, and turning it on her father. His scream of pain as she stabbed him in the thigh was what brought Donnie and her mother running into the room and the truth from her lips.
After that, her father went to prison and things changed drastically in their household. Their mother was still distant, but she was no longer the same, confident, driven woman she'd been with their father. She fell into a deep depression at finding out what the man she'd loved had done to Candie and what was worse, was that she made sure Candie knew she blamed her for it.
Their mother lost her job and started drinking a lot, bringing home random boyfriends, most of which took the same kind of interest in Candie her father had, cornering her and raping her. Now, even being in the same room as her mother is painful because not a second goes by where she stops glaring at her, making it clear that she hates her for ruining their family and her mother's boyfriends still violate her. Only this time, she tells no one, not even Donnie because the last time she told the truth, it completely destroyed their family. Instead, she let's it happen because she's terrified of being the cause of another disaster.
In order to avoid running into her mother or one of her boyfriends, Candie spends a lot of time away from home, partying all night or spending the night at the houses of random guys, fucking around because that's all she feels like she's good for anymore is sex, but she can't avoid home all the time. Donnie still needs her to come home sometimes, and he's so good at reading her, she's afraid, if she stays away too long, he'll put the pieces together and figure out what's been going on.
Her promiscuous reputation has gotten so bad that she's even started fucking her life long bestfriend's boyfriend behind her back, just because she can.
Carmen
Lana Del Rey
Darling, darling, doesn't have a problem
Lying to herself 'cause her liquor's top shelf
It's alarming honestly how charming she can be
Fooling everyone, telling them she's having fun
She says, "You don't want to be like me
Don't wanna see all the things I've seen."
I'm dying, I'm dying
She says, "You don't want to get this way
Famous and dumb at an early age."
Lying, Iām lying
The boys, the girls, they all like Carmen
She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes
She laughs like god, her mind's like a diamond
Audio tune lies, she's still shining
Like lightning, ohh, white lightning
Carmen, Carmen, staying up til morning
Only seventeen, but she walks the streets so mean
It's alarming truly how disarming you can be
Eating soft ice cream
Coney Island Queen
She says, "You don't want to be like me
Looking for fun, getting high for free."
I'm dying, I'm dying
She says, "You don't want to get this way
Street walk at night, and a star by day."
It's tiring, tiring
The boys, the girls, they all like Carmen
She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes
She laughs like god, her mind's like a diamond
Audio tune lies, she's still shining
Like lightning, ohh, white lightning
Baby's all dressed up with nowhere to go
That's the little story of the girl you know
Relying on the kindness of strangers
Tying cherry knots, smiling, doing party favors
Put your red dress on, put your lipstick on
Sing your song, song, now the camera's on
And you're alive again
Mon amour, je sais que tu m'aimes aussi
Tu as besoin de moi
Tu as besoin de moi dans ta vie
Tu ne peux plus vivre sans moi
Et je mourrais sans toi
Je tuerais pour toi
[English translation:
My love, I know you love me, too
You need me,
You need me in your life,
You can not live without me,
And I'd die without you,
I would kill for you]
The boys, the girls, they all like Carmen
She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes
She laughs like god, her mind's like a diamond
Audio tune lies, she's still shining
Like lightning, ohh, white lightning
Like lightning, ohh, white lightning
Darling, darling, doesn't have a problem
Lying to herself 'cause her liquor's top shelf
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Lana Del Rey
Darling, darling, doesn't have a problem
Lying to herself 'cause her liquor's top shelf
It's alarming honestly how charming she can be
Fooling everyone, telling them she's having fun
She says, "You don't want to be like me
Don't wanna see all the things I've seen."
I'm dying, I'm dying
She says, "You don't want to get this way
Famous and dumb at an early age."
Lying, Iām lying
The boys, the girls, they all like Carmen
She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes
She laughs like god, her mind's like a diamond
Audio tune lies, she's still shining
Like lightning, ohh, white lightning
Carmen, Carmen, staying up til morning
Only seventeen, but she walks the streets so mean
It's alarming truly how disarming you can be
Eating soft ice cream
Coney Island Queen
She says, "You don't want to be like me
Looking for fun, getting high for free."
I'm dying, I'm dying
She says, "You don't want to get this way
Street walk at night, and a star by day."
It's tiring, tiring
The boys, the girls, they all like Carmen
She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes
She laughs like god, her mind's like a diamond
Audio tune lies, she's still shining
Like lightning, ohh, white lightning
Baby's all dressed up with nowhere to go
That's the little story of the girl you know
Relying on the kindness of strangers
Tying cherry knots, smiling, doing party favors
Put your red dress on, put your lipstick on
Sing your song, song, now the camera's on
And you're alive again
Mon amour, je sais que tu m'aimes aussi
Tu as besoin de moi
Tu as besoin de moi dans ta vie
Tu ne peux plus vivre sans moi
Et je mourrais sans toi
Je tuerais pour toi
[English translation:
My love, I know you love me, too
You need me,
You need me in your life,
You can not live without me,
And I'd die without you,
I would kill for you]
The boys, the girls, they all like Carmen
She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes
She laughs like god, her mind's like a diamond
Audio tune lies, she's still shining
Like lightning, ohh, white lightning
Like lightning, ohh, white lightning
Darling, darling, doesn't have a problem
Lying to herself 'cause her liquor's top shelf
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Semi-Automatic
Twenty-One Pilots
Night falls, with gravity.
The earth turns, from sanity
Taking my only friend I know,
He leaves a lot, his name is "Hope".
I'm never what I like
I'm double-sided.
And I just can't hide
I kinda like it
When I make you cry
Cause I'm twisted up, I'm twisted up, inside.
The horrors of the night melt away
Under the warm glow of survival of the day
Then we move on,
My shadow grows taller along with my fears
And my friends shrink smaller as night grows near
When the sun is climbing window sills
And the silver lining rides the hills
I will be saved for one whole day
Until the sun make the hills it's grave
I'm never what I like
I'm double-sided.
And I just can't hide
I kinda like it
When I make you cry
Cause I'm twisted up, I'm twisted up, inside.
I'm never what I like
I'm double-sided.
And I just can't hide
I kinda like it
When I make you cry
Cause I'm twisted up, I'm twisted up, inside my mind.
I'm semi-automatic,
My prayer's schizophrenic
But I'll live on, yeah I'll live on, yeah I'll live on
[x4]
By the time the night wears off,
The dust is down and shadows burn
I will rise and stand my ground,
Waiting for the night's return.
I'm never what I like
I'm double-sided.
And I just can't hide
I kinda like it
When I make you cry
Cause I'm twisted up, I'm twisted up, inside.
I'm never what I like
I'm double-sided.
And I just can't hide
I kinda like it
When I make you cry
Cause I'm twisted up, I'm twisted up, inside my mind.
Twenty-One Pilots
Night falls, with gravity.
The earth turns, from sanity
Taking my only friend I know,
He leaves a lot, his name is "Hope".
I'm never what I like
I'm double-sided.
And I just can't hide
I kinda like it
When I make you cry
Cause I'm twisted up, I'm twisted up, inside.
The horrors of the night melt away
Under the warm glow of survival of the day
Then we move on,
My shadow grows taller along with my fears
And my friends shrink smaller as night grows near
When the sun is climbing window sills
And the silver lining rides the hills
I will be saved for one whole day
Until the sun make the hills it's grave
I'm never what I like
I'm double-sided.
And I just can't hide
I kinda like it
When I make you cry
Cause I'm twisted up, I'm twisted up, inside.
I'm never what I like
I'm double-sided.
And I just can't hide
I kinda like it
When I make you cry
Cause I'm twisted up, I'm twisted up, inside my mind.
I'm semi-automatic,
My prayer's schizophrenic
But I'll live on, yeah I'll live on, yeah I'll live on
[x4]
By the time the night wears off,
The dust is down and shadows burn
I will rise and stand my ground,
Waiting for the night's return.
I'm never what I like
I'm double-sided.
And I just can't hide
I kinda like it
When I make you cry
Cause I'm twisted up, I'm twisted up, inside.
I'm never what I like
I'm double-sided.
And I just can't hide
I kinda like it
When I make you cry
Cause I'm twisted up, I'm twisted up, inside my mind.
CANDIE
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