"Life is a fickle thing, it can come crumbling down so easily."
Full Name:
Kaya Josephine Crane
Nickname:
Kay
Gender:
Female
Age:
Twenty
Ethnicity/Race:
Korean American
Sexual Orientation:
Heterosexual
Room #:
207
Prior Occupation:
Student
Current Occupation:
Mental Health Counselor
Role:
'The Bound Woman'
Black
Eye Color:
Dark Brown
Height:
1.65cm/ 5'5"
Weight:
54kg/ 120lbs
Tattoos:
Infinity
The small infinity symbol sits on the back of her neck, right on top of her scar.
Piercings:
Kaya only has her ears pierced and has never considered getting any others.
Her mother often told her that beauty is simplicity and elegance, influencing her in many of her decisions.
Scars:
The only scar kaya possesses is the ring around her neck from her attempted suicide. Kaya hates this constant reminder of her past mistakes and frequently covers it up with makeup or a scarf.
Character Color:
#523c5e
Description:
Kaya has always been described as a beautiful girl. She holds herself high, dresses to compliment her body and takes pride in her appearance. She is average height and a naturally slim build. Her large brown eyes can go from expressive to 'dead' in seconds, depending on her mood. She has a quiet smile, but isn't shy about using it when something makes her happy. Her straight black hair is kept cropped to the shoulders. As stated above her style and appearance has been influenced by her mother's belief that beauty is simple elegance. Her clothes reflect this idea and are generally simple pieces.
{Confident, Composed, Dreamer, Scarred, Flirtatous, Conflicted}
Kaya has always been a quietly confident person. If asked her opinion she will happily share it, if asked for advice she is more than willing to give it. A curious nature and inquisitive mind often saw Kaya following whatever stray thought or idea that came to mind. As a child she was often called a dreamer and even as an adult there are times when her mind wonders.
Still Kaya has always possessed a certain degree of composure. As a young child she would watch through calm eyes while other children screeched and wailed. She has always been able to keep her emotions in line, never overreacting to unnecessary situations. This didn't mean that she was cold or indifferent to others and their emotions, merely that she was able to keep hers from dictating her life. Kaya is good at reading people and understanding how to approach them. In this way she was easily able to seduce numerous boys.
She is, in essence, a kind person. She loves her family and her friends and would go to great lengths to help them. Her biggest fault has always been her weakness for men and a short attention span. Boys were never rare around Kaya and she enjoyed their attention. Boyfriends came and went, relationships ending when she grew bored and her interests wondered to the next boy. Guilt was never an issue. She viewed it as her right to be able to move on, after all this is the 21st century and she was free to be with whoever she wanted. Those boys who kicked up a fuss or became sobbing wrecks were no longer her problem. It wasn't until the suicide of her boyfriend that she realised her 'games' had real consequences.
Ever since his death and her own attempted suicide Kaya has become more introverted. Her actions have matured her and she now views the world through different eyes. Her old habit of flirting with anyone that caught her fancy has all but disappeared although sometimes habits die hard. Regret and guilt seem to be ever present emotions and often Kaya finds her composure breaking.
Hobbies:
- Photography - 'It's only amateur photography, but I love developing my own photos'
- Calligraphy - 'Call me old fashioned, but I love tradition'
- Reading History Textbooks - 'I love long gone eras and reading about the lives of people who lived hundreds of years ago'
Habits:
- If she is wearing a scarf Kaya will fidget with the material around her neck. Usually this occurs when she is particularly anxious. -
- When unhappy or irritated with someone Kaya purses her lips. -
- If Kaya's attention isn't focused her mind tends to daydream. -
Oddities:
- Kaya has hay fever, unfortunate given her love of spring. -
- While not allergic to them, even the smell of mussels makes Kaya want to be sick. -
- Kaya hates Octopi, especially their tentacles and suckers. -
Pancakes \\ Spring
Photography \\ The darkroom
Word Puzzles \\ Sudoku
Tradition \\ History
Feeling needed \\ Cats
Green Tea \\ Jazz Music
Aphids \\ Boredom
Running \\ Heights
Cultural Insensitivity \\ Sushi
Octopi \\ Horror Movies
Discussing her deceased boyfriend
Surprises \\ Secrets
Character Skills/Talents:
- Dates - 'Give me an event and I can tell you when it occurred. Years, months, days, it's always come easily to me'
- Flirting - 'Many people wouldn't consider flirting a skill, but there is an art to it and I just so happen to be a natural'
- Photography - 'Every kid with a camera claims to be a photographer, but I like to think that I've a talent for it'
- Languages - 'I speak fluent English and Korean. My Spanish and Latin are passable too'
- Violin - 'My mother believed in a well-rounded education and as a result I am an adequate violinist'
- Running - 'You may call it a flaw or a dislike, either way I'm terrible at it'
- Short-attention Span - 'I become bored easily, particularly with men...'
- Trust - 'Giving someone my trust has always been hard. I know how cruel people can be, after all I broke the trust of someone who loved me without a second thought'
- Mathematics - 'Dates I understand, but ask me to divide by x and you have a problem.'
Secrets:
- Attempted Suicide - 'I don't know exactly how many people know, but it's not something I like to share.'
- The part she played in her boyfriend's suicide - 'Again this isn't something I choose to share with people, although there are undoubtedly a small number of individuals that know I am guilty.'
- Her Mother's Affair - 'Do I reveal this secret and destroy my family or hide it and pretend everything is normal?'
Fears/Phobias:
- Heights - 'Or perhaps it is the falling that I am more scared of?'
- Ghosts - 'I know they aren't real, but that doesn't make my fear any less real.'
- Death - 'Ah yes, the girl who tried to kill herself is afraid of death.'
- Being Alone - 'Without my family and my friends who am I?'
Place Of Origin:
Seoul, Korea
Birth Date:
18th May
History:
Kaya Crane is the only child of August and Hana Crane, both wealthy in their own rights. Hana was born and raised in the Korean Capital of Seoul. Her family had old money and thanks to timely investments in the right enterprises their already substantial wealth continued to rise throughout Hana's youth. August was American born and bred. His early life was one of poverty and it was only through his own hard-work that August was able to put himself through College and begin his own company. His fortune quickly rose and soon he was setting up offices across the world and seeking wealthy investors. Hana's family became closely tied to the young man's company and eventually the two met.
A year after their marriage Kaya was born in her mother's native country. A year later the new family relocated to the US where the combined fortune of her parents meant that Kaya was brought up surrounded by opulence. Kaya was a cute kid who rarely got into trouble, although her daydreaming often earned her a stern word from teachers and parents. When Kaya was nine she walked in on her mother and another man having sex. At the time she wasn't able to fully comprehend what she was seeing, but she knew that it was something that could tear her family apart. Her mother made her swear to keep it a secret and thus far she has. Her mother and father insisted on Kaya getting a good, well-rounded education. She was enrolled in extra-circular activities from a young age. Although she didn't always like the activities, she had been taught to respect her elders and so rarely questioned their decisions. It wasn't until puberty hit that Kaya began to become a little rebellious.
Even as a young girl Kaya liked boys. She would play married couples with her favourite of the week until a new favourite appeared. When puberty hit she suddenly discovered that there were other things a boy was useful for besides cleaning imaginary dishes. Kaya never set out to be a cheater, it just happened. She would find herself daydreaming about other boys while kissing her current boyfriend. One thing would lead to another and eventually she'd be getting physical with her new interest. She never kept track of how many boys' hearts she broke, at the time it seemed little more than a game. Kaya simply saw what she wanted and she went after it, not taking into account the feelings of any of the other involved parties.
By the start of her senior year Kaya was head over heels for Dean Adler, the school's star football player. They started dating not long after the school year began. Dean was devoted to her and Kaya, for her part, was quite taken with the sensitive jock too. They were hot favourites for prom King and Queen and generally regarded as the school's 'it' couple. But eventually Kaya's attention began to wonder. Dean's teammate and best friend Flynn Maddison had always struck Kaya's interest. That interest only grew as her boredom with Dean increased.
Prom night wasn't their first time. A week earlier Flynn had invited Kaya round for a 'study date'. If Kaya felt any guilt for cheating on Dean she didn't show it. Then came Prom. Kaya and Dean were crowned Prom King and Queen and shared their victory slow dance together. For those few hours Dean's world was complete, and then he walked in on his girlfriend and best-friend some hours later at the after party. The pain in his eyes was visible and Kaya, unable to say a word, watched as Dean turned and left. She hastily dressed, ignoring Flynn's incessant swearing, and quickly left to find Dean. For the first time in her life she felt guilty. She hadn't wanted to hurt Dean, but her selfish actions had done so. Despite her best efforts Kaya was unable to find Dean . When she returned home her mind was subdued and she couldn't quite shake the ominous feeling that clung to her.
At exactly 5.03am the next morning Kaya was woken by the ringing of her cellphone. Her world seemed to blur and shift as she answered, the knowledge that something terrible had happened coming to her. Dean's mother was on the other end in hysterics. She hadn't known who else to call, after all Dean's father had died years ago and both sets of grandparents were out of the picture and so Kaya was the second person to find out that Dean had hung himself. Kaya remembers feeling simultaneously numb and as if her whole body were wracked with pain. She knew it was her fault that Dean was dead.
At his funeral guilt and remorse were the overwhelming emotions. She couldn't bare to look at Flynn and she was stiff and remote with Dean's mother. At home she locked herself in her room, refusing to eat or talk to anyone. As the pain of loss and guilt increased she realised the only way to end it was to kill herself. Taking a length of rope from the garage she crafted herself a noose and with more conviction than she had realised she possessed she slid her neck through the circle and kicked her chair away. Fate however had other plans and for good or for ill the rope snapped, sending her half choking to the ground. Now Kaya must try to find a way to live with the crushing guilt and find a way to move on.
Family Tree
Father - August Crane - 49 - Alive
Mother - Hana Crane - 46 - Alive
Happiest Memory:
Kaya was five and sick with chicken pox. Both her parents had taken the day off to spend time with their sick daughter. Kaya remembers sitting in bed with her parents and playing board games all day. While her mother prepared lunch her father played Tea Parties with her, going along with the young girl's imagination. This simple memory has always stood out to Kaya.
Saddest Memory:
There are two memories that are Kaya's saddest memories. Both memories are firmly imprinted into her mind and will likely never be forgotten. The first is the death of her boyfriend. The early morning call from Dean's mother still haunts Kaya. The second memory is her failed suicide attempt. When the rope snapped there was an overwhelming feeling of disappointment. She had meant to end her life, but even that she couldn't complete.
Poured myself a warm glass and laid awake
Prayed the lord my soul to take
Thought about you all day
How we have the same face
I fell asleep so confused
Parts of me remind me of you
How could I ever wish away
Only ever in dreams I wrap my arms around you
And standing in the water with me
I could tell you what I wanna tell you
And I hope it's not just a bad dream
Hope it's not just a sad dream
I wake up and I hear my phone ring
I hear you call and I let my phone ring
When I got into my car and drove away
I listen to the stereo play
I live by my own laws, stick to my guns
Hold my head up to the midnight sun
Hope the guilt will dim and fade
A fire baptism engulfs my shame
Only ever in dreams I wrap my arms around you
And standing in the water with me
I could tell you what I wanna tell you
And I hope it's not just a bad dream
Hope it's not just a sad dream
Only ever in dreams I wrap my arms around you
And standing in the water with me
I could tell you what I wanna tell you
And I hope it's not just a bad dream
Hope it's not just a sad dream
When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so very special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
She's running out the door
She's running out
She run, run, run, run
Run
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here
Wants to gain:
Kaya wishes to find a way to move on with her life. She doubts she will ever be free of her guilt, but perhaps she will eventually be able to pay off the debt she feels she owes.
Anything else:
Although Dean Adler has been dead for two years Kaya still cannot help but think of him as her boyfriend.