Harley Delgado's Story

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He slid his hand up her spine, setting every inch of her skin that his fingertips grazed on fire. It was the most amazing feeling in the world and he was the only guy that could make her shiver when he touched her. She was so numb to anyone else’s touch that it was a mix of pure adrenaline, fire, and electricity. He unclipped her bra and tossed it aside before his hand slipped into her hair, taking a fistful of her blonde hair, bringing her lips to his. She moaned against his lips the second they touch and she could feel herself falling in love with him all over again, like it was the first time they’d ever been together and she loved every single second of it.

He flipped them quickly, but smoothly and she loved the fact that he was in control. She’d missed that, more then she’d ever thought. She held his eyes as he smirked down at her even then as she held his eyes she could tell he’d changed and it made her heart beat even harder and faster. The seconds his tongue slipped past hers though, that fear was demolished. He’d always been able to do that to her, hell if he asked her to she’d probably slaughter her whole family for him. She was a whole other person when she was with Bones. She was fearless, dangerous, and she honestly scared herself. But, she loved that he made her so crazy and unpredictable

He kissed her deeply and it was hard to focus on anything else because her head was spinning so wildly. His hand drifted down her body slowly, making her completely insane as his rough hands ran along her chest and continued down her body, fingers lightly grazing her ribs making her tremble. Her body was on fire and it was a feeling she couldn’t quite explain and she knew no matter who she ended up marrying whether it was Tommy or another Saint, the feeling Benji gave her could never be replicated. His fingers slipped into her panties making her moan deeply and her breathing quicken. She hadn’t felt his touch in what felt like a lifetime. She ran her finger nails down his back knowing full well it’d leave marks on his back and the thought made her smirk, like she was marking her territory.


She moved her fingers around to the front of his boxers, slipping them off quickly because she wasn’t sure how much longer she could play along with his teasing. She wanted him so badly it was killing her to wait. Her fingers traced his shoulders and the muscles on his biceps, taking in every inch of him because if he left again, she wanted to remember everything, her memory of him had started to fade over the years, she wouldn’t let that happen again. She kissed him hard, biting his bottom lip playfully as she pulled away.

“You done playing?” She breathed against his lips, as she smirked up at him holding his eyes.
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They’d went the rest of the night and into morning. They’d exhausted the liquor supply as well as the rest of the drugs that not only Benji had, but the ones Harley had found in her car. At one point she’d gotten so impossibly high off of both the drugs and the sex that she’d tried to start a fight, but he’d only interrupted her with his lips on hers. He didn’t let her get away with shit and that’s what she loved about him. They kept each other in check. She felt more than incredible and for the first time in three years she wasn’t numb and that alone felt better than anything else in the entire world.

She didn’t want the night to end because she knew when it did, they’d have to be apart and after the night they’d spent together she wasn’t sure she could be without him. She hated that in a matter of one night she was completely helpless without him again. He had her again and that was what she hated more than anything, he was in control of her because she’d been stupid enough to let him back in after all the time and after finding out exactly who he was. Saying their relationship was dangerous was an understatement.

She felt like shit now, because she’d come down for the high of last night and now she was suddenly realizing the mistake she’d made. She sat on the porch lighting herself a cigarette, debating on whether or not to leave him, considering he’d just dozed off and she couldn’t bring herself to even try and sleep.

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She grabbed him by his belt loops and pulled him close and the heat between them was incredible, he’d felt it between them before, he’d always ignored it though and it had never been so intense until they’d kissed. He knew that he’d break her heart, he’d break her, because he was so fucked up. He knew he was dragging her down and when their secret finally came out, whether it was tomorrow or five years from then, Jaxon and Harley and even Markey would kill him. But, no matter how stupid he knew it was to even have kissed her back on the beach, he was too selfish to let her go and as long as she wanted him and probably even longer than that, he’d be obsessively addicted to her taste and the way it felt to be with her.

"Don't be stupid Eli." her lips were enticingly close, driving him wild. Her lips pressed against his jaw making him groan as she continued down his neck and then moved down his chest. "I know you want to share the bed with me." she breathed a smirk on his lips that was familiar to him.

He thought about reaching out to her and pulling her back but he didn’t, he lit himself a cigarette and watched her as she untied her shoes. She was trying to pretend that he didn’t have an effect on her, but he knew better. He’d spent a lot of time getting to know Harley when shit had happened to both of them and as much as the two denied it they were practically twins, that was honestly the only reason he could see right through Jae’s act. He took another long drag off the cigarette before putting out on the desk and walking over to the bed.

He grabbed her arm and pulled her up roughly, wrapping an arm around her waist. He fisted his hand in her hair and held her so tightly that if she moved, she’d break at least one bone. He held her eyes before pressing his lips to hers hard. He kissed her roughly, slipping his tongue past her lips to deepen the kiss. After his family was killed Elijah had turned into a monster, quite literally. Only no one aside from Jaxon had really ever seen that side of him, because he kept it suppressed for the most part, only he kind of wanted Jaydon to see what she was getting herself into. The was a reason that Eli spent so much time away from Veronica, because he was scared he’d snap and kill her and that was why he left on long trips, because he could feel himself on the verge of snapping.

He pulled away from Jade holding her eyes. “You think you know a lot don’t you Jadi?” he asked and his voice was dark though he knew that it would take a whole hell of a lot more to scare a Delgado girl. “You should know what you’re getting yourself into…I’m a Delgado and I’m your older brother.” He said honestly. “But, I’m also a Youngblood and a murderer.” He shrugged, like it wasn’t a big deal.

He pressed his lips to hers again, hard and rough. One hand slipping up under her shirt to unclip her bra while his other hand slipped past her panties, rubbing her between the legs roughly. He unclipped her bar before moving quickly to slip off her shirt followed by her bra tossing them away, as he backed her up into the wall and pinned her there as he kissed down her neck and across her bare chest, making it completely obvious that he knew exactly how to drive a girl wild.

“If you trust me as your brother that’s one thing, because that’s family.” He breathed against her skin. “But don’t trust me as your lover babe, cause’ I’ll only let you down.”

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One of the reasons Harley hated being alone was because she actually had to listen to all the fucked up tortured thoughts in her head. It drove her crazy to think that her and Benji could never actually be together. Eventually Ben’s father would tell him he had to settle down and because he adored his father he’d listen or they’d get caught or in less than six months if they were able to pull it off that long she’d be walking down the aisle and married to Tommy and then they’d officially have to stop. She wanted to save herself the heartache and pain, but she honestly couldn’t find it in herself to leave him there. She was strong, except when it came to Benny.

She felt him sit down next to her, it didn’t matter if she was blind she’d always know it was him. His lips moved along her shoulder slowly and she knew that he could tell what was bothering her and she wished she could hide it a little better. She closed her eyes and let her skin burn where his lips touched because she was well aware that every kiss could be the last.

"I love you." he breathed against her skin making her sigh, she almost wished he didn’t love her, because it would be easier that way. "We'll make it work, I promise." She knew that he’d tried his hardest to keep his promise because that was the kind of guy he was, but she also knew that the promise was nearly impossible.

He laced his fingers with hers and she lend her head on his shoulder as she placed her cigarette between his lips. It was silent for a long time, because all she wanted to do was prolong the fact that she had to go home and when she got home, Tommy was going to beat the shit out of her for leaving again and Jaxon would let him. She wasn’t sure that she’d ever see him again when she dropped him off at the bar. All it would take was someone seeing her one slip on either of their parts and they’d wind up dead. The Bloods and The Saints were already sitting on the edge of a war. The two of them being caught together would start World War III.

“You shouldn’t make promises you can’t keep.” She finally breathed. “That’s how you break a girls heart.” She smirked up at him sitting up, she lend in and kissed him softly. “I love you to Babe.” She breathed against his lips. “Nothing in the world will ever change that.” She said honestly stepping off the porch. “We should probably get you home though…it’s past you curfew princess.” She smirked.

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He could tell he already had her, yet again and despite his warnings and everything he was saying he really had no intention of stopping. Once Eli started, he finished, there was no stopping him. He slipped off her shorts and panties quickly. He was impatient and all he wanted to do was spend the rest of the day fucking her, because now they were alone and no one knew where they were. He didn’t give a shit about his responsibilities or the fact that Jaydon was his sister or the fact that she was ten years younger than him and initially still a kid, no matter how much she denied it, compared to him she was just a kid. None of that matter though all the matter was being with her.

"You know me Eli, I've never really liked safe. I love a little danger." she breathed causing him to smirk against her skin, if she loved danger she was going to love him. Eli was the kind of dangerous that sent people running.

Her hands ran along his chest making him groan against her lips and once he’d gotten her consent yet again, his kisses turned more passionate and deeper. This time he didn’t have a time limit and he was going to show her what fucking a man was like instead of playing with boys. He hand all the time in the world and he planned on using every second of it to make her need to keep coming back. She reached for his jeans and he moved quickly to help her as he slipped them off.

He picked her with one arm effortlessly, using his other hand to clear the desk of all its contents in one quick swipe of the hand before setting her down on top of it. One hand ran across her chest slowly and teasingly, while his other hand grabbed her jaw roughly forcing her to look at him before he pressed his lips to hers and kissed her deeply slipping his tongue past her. The hand on her jaw moved to the back of her neck holding her in the kiss, while his other hand moved down her petite body until he reached the inside of her tightly rubbing it roughly.

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"Shit you're right, my dad will probably kick my ass." he said although she could already tell that he didn’t give a shot whether he got back today or a year from now. He tossed an arm over her shoulder as he led her back though the forest of trees, to her car. He backed her up against her car and she couldn’t help but smirk as his lips came down on hers a hand on the back of her neck to hold her in the kiss even though she couldn’t pull away even if wanted to. "Then again, I really don't care." He whispered against her lips causing her to shiver at the way he’d said it.

She debated asking him to come away with her for a few days so that they didn’t have to worry about a Saint of a Blood catching them. The road they were on had little traffic, but it was also a scenic route, which meant bikers were always on that road and most people knew her car. She knew they’d have to find somewhere else to meet up if they were going to continue their affair. What they were going to try and do, felt like an impossible task, but she loved him too much to let him go. He was worth dying for.

She pressed her lips to his, moving her lips along his jawline. She’d made up her mind, she wanted to go away with him for few days. Only when she opened her mouth to speak, she was cut off by the roaring of several motorcycles and her stomach turned. Five bikers rounded the corner lead by Jax and Tommy. In total there were seven of them. She knew then Jaxon had freaked out when she’d disappeared, he’d told Tommy and now she was fucked, not to mention Benji there with her only she wasn’t ready for their happiness to end.

“Fuck.” She breathed. “Run.” She said practically pushing him into the trees. “Go, they’re going to come after you.” She breathed. She knew they wouldn’t know it was him unless, they caught him. She stopped him for a minute and held his eyes. “Benji…please promise me, whatever you see…you won’t be a hero. They can’t find you.” She breathed desperate, because she knew him well enough to know he’d hide, but he’d also stick around to see what happened and she knew he wouldn’t like what he saw. She could almost guarantee his train of thought was identical to any other biker, that it was okay for him to knock his girl around, but the second another guy touched your girl, it was brutal for the other guy.

She turned away from him then and made her way back up to her car where the rest of the engines cut and Jaxon practically jumped off his bike and grabbed her roughly, causing her to wince and she desperately wished she was sober, because she knew his and Tommy’s words would be cruel and they would hurt worse because she was sober.

“Find him. “ Jaxon ordered the five other guys and they took off after Benji and she swallowed hoping and praying as hard as humanly possible that he wouldn’t get caught. “What the fuck are you doing Harley!” Jax screamed making her wince, because when her brother’s was pissed no one fucked with him and he was beyond pissed. “You can’t just fucking take off whenever the hell you want, those fucking cockroaches are after you and Jay and the rest of us and you and that brat are constantly taking off.” He hissed and her jaw clenched “I refuse to bury you or Jade. This has to stop Har.” He said before passing her off to Tommy and he wasted no time to slap her across the face so hard that it she let out a pained noise and her nose instantly started bleeding and despite how hard she fought the tears they still sliced down her cheeks.

“Who the hell where you with this time, you fucking slut.” He hissed darkly.

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Elijah was three different people completely. Most people only saw the side of him that he wanted them to see, which was the considerate gentlemen that he pretended to be to please everyone around him. The step-son that took orders when he was supposed to. Then there was the side of him that only his enemies and people who pushed him too far, the monster he’d turned into after his family was slaughtered. Then there was the dark, twisted, controlling, yet exciting and dangerous side of him that only came out when he was fucking a girl. It surprised nearly every girl he’d ever been with, freak would be putting it lightly. His good boy act was how he lured the girls in.


"Fuck Eli." She moaned, desperate for him to get on with it, but he wasn’t ready just yet. He wanted to make her beg for it. "You going to tease me all day?" She breathed as she started to kiss along his chest.

He took a step back grabbing her wrist and pulling her from the desk and in one swift motion pushing her down onto the bed, he threw her legs open, his lips moving from her knee all the way up the inside of her inner thigh, slowly and teasingly before he pulled away and stood up in front of her, towering over her. He grabbed a fistful of blond hair jerking her so she was looking up at him a dark smirk on his lips as he looked down at her. He lend in, kissing her roughly, slipping his tongue past her lips almost demanding her to kiss him back just as deeply. His lips left hers and moved along her jaw before he pulled away, thought keeping his lips close to her ears and a tight grip on her hair.

“I want to hear you beg me for it.” He breathed darkly against her skin.

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Harley just shrugged and she couldn’t bring herself to look at Tommy, because she was scared if she did head read exactly who she’d been with, because it was written all over her face. Jaxon grabbed Tommy arm roughly just before he slapped her again and glared at him.

“Tommy, slap her again and I’m going to beat the shit out of you.” Jax spat and Harley let out a relived sigh. She was honestly surprised her brother had even stepped in, because normally he let Tommy put her in her place. “Get in your car.” He ordered her and she nodded. “Will follow you home.” He said and she knew that arguing would do nothing for her, so she did exactly what she was told to do for the first time in as long as she could remember.

Jaxon followed her to her car and opened the door for her. She knew he could tell something was up just by the way he was looking at her. Harley’s eyes flicked to Tommy who looked like he wanted to murder her before she glanced back to Jaxon lend in her door.

“I’m not coming home if he’s going to be there.” She breathed, wiping her tears. “I’m sick of him I need a break Jax. Please.” Her voce was desperate and she knew she was going to get her way when her brother sighed deeply.

“Fuck Baby, he’s your fiancé. He’s just pissed because you keep running.” Jax sighed and Harley just shrugged. “Alright, I’ll give you one night away from him, but you got to get your shit sorted out doll.” He said leaning in and kissing her forehead. “Get home. You need food and sleep.” He said before shutting her door.

She started her car and she didn’t have to hear what they were yelling about to know that she had started a fight between Jaxon and Tommy. Tommy was pissed that much was obvious, when he’d glanced to her, eyes dark. She looked away then, pulling out of onto the road and headed home.

She was exhausted and when she finally got home she was alone and the house was silent. She wondered briefly where Marky was, then again he was probably out with his trashy girl friend who was always taking advantage of how sweet he was. Then she quietly hoped Jae was okay. It had been ages since she’d talk to her little sister and despite their age difference, they were fairly close, mostly because Harley had practically stepped in as her mother figure when their mother left, which was probably most of the reason Jade had turned out the way she had. Harley could remember dragging her ten year old little sister with her, when she was eighteen to hardcore parties. Jadi had seen Harley snort lines of coke and shot up before she even knew what drugs were. She couldn’t help but hate herself for that and blame herself for Jade’s constant rebelling.

Harley sat on the edge of her bathtub as she watched the water feel up. She knew Jaxon would be home any minuet and she also knew that he’d give her a good two hour long lecture and she’d have to listen because he’d stepped in and not let Tommy beat the shit out of her right there on the side of the road. All she wanted was to be back with Benji, to wake up next to him morning after morning and not have to worry about getting caught, she knew that would never happen though and she wasn’t sure she should even try and see him again after what had just happened.

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"Please." she moaned, making him smirk wickedly. "Eli, please fuck me." she begged as her lips moved along his jaw and he groaned, finding it hard to hold back, but he fought the urge to give in because he was having too much fun playing with her. "I can't wait anymore, fuck me until I can't breathe Eli." she whispered in his ear.

He shoved her back roughly onto the bed and wasted no time climbing over her. He pinned her hands above her head holding her tightly so she couldn’t get away even if she wanted to and in all honesty even if she asked him to stop he wasn’t sure he could and that scared the shit out of him. She made him want to be worse than bad. His lips moved down her neck and across her bare chest.

“I guess that’ll will do.” He breathed against her skin as his hand slipped between her legs and rubbed her roughly.
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Getting them alone had been the best thing he’d done. Sex with Jaydon hard been fucking incredible. He wasn’t sure he could go back to Veronica after fucking Jae the way he had. He’d been rough and they’d fucked on nearly every surface in the room. They’d ended up in the shower and they’d destroyed the entire room. He had brought a shit load of drugs and they’d gone through half of it. She was far more mature then her age and he loved that. Their sex had just been rough but it had been kinky and passionate, like something out of a romance novel of a forbidden love affair and even though he knew in th back of his mind that it would eventually all end and Jax and Harley would probably kill him if Veronica didn’t get to him first, he couldn’t bring himself to care.

They’d went all day and when they were finished and he’d finally rolled off her he sat up and lit himself a cigarette. He’d done exactly what she’d asked him to do. He’d literally fucked her until she was begging him to stop because she couldn’t breathe. He took a long drag off his cigarette, blowing out a cloud of smoke before glancing to her over his shoulder with an arrogant smirk on his lips.

“What do you think princess, better than my brother.” He said almost in a way that would make her remember she even had a boyfriend. “You alright? What do you say we go for round two?” he asked already knowing that they were both too physically exhausted to try, but he was incredibly good at pretending that he had little to no emotion.

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Harley wasn’t sure how long she’d been sitting in the bath tub. It had been long enough however, that she’d popped open and finished two bottle of her father’s expensive wine and the steam had faded and the water in the bathtub was cold. However she didn’t get out, because she knew Jaxon was home and as soon as he saw her she’d have to listen to his shit.

She’d had a lot of time to think and she was honestly pissed off, which wasn’t good for the people on the receiving end. She was pissed that the last three years had been a lie, she’d been numb and fucking lost her mind for no reason other than a stupid gang war. She was irritated that Ben hadn’t at least tried telling her he was okay, but he had to stay away. She would have understood that. She was even more ticked off that her brothers had lied to her, they’d kept her in the dark and they were planning on killing Ben and just letting her think he left one night and never came back. She was beyond frustrated and the more she thought about it the more she wanted to beat the shit out of all the guys in her life.

They were supposed to protect her and keep her happy, when all they’d done was break her and drive her crazy, literally. She stepped out of her bathtub finally wrapping her towel around her, before slipping into her bedroom , which was a complete disaster from the fight her and Tommy had gotten into the day before. She slipped into a pair of pajama shorts and a tank top before heading out into the kitchen, where she’d left her cigarettes. She tried to ignore Jaxon and Marky’s existence as they sat at the table, but she knew she wouldn’t get away, she could feel their eyes on her.

She turned to face them leaning against the counter. Lighting a cigarette and taking a long drag off of it as she glanced between the two of them, there was no hiding the fact that she was drunk off her ass and pissed. She knew whatever Jaxon had to say would only piss her off and she should walk away because she was liable to slip and say something about Benji being alive, but the urge to fight with her brother’s was stronger than the voice in the back of her head telling her to walk away.

“Family intervention time?” she raised a brow. “We’re missing Lijah and Jade and Daddy.” She spat sarcastically, she smirked wickedly seeing Jaxon’s jaw clench instantly irritated with her remark.

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He watched her shake her head and he couldn’t help but smirk knowing he was the one who’d physically and most likely mentally exhausted the poor girl. He hated the idea of having to go back to Ronnie after the day he’d just spent with Jae. Hell he hated the fact that he had to face Jax and a part of him didn’t even want to go back a part of him honestly just wanted to stay on the road with Jaydon and never go back, but he knew that was completely out of the question.

"No." she breathed pulling him from his thoughts as she sat up and kissed along his shoulder blades making him shiver, because of the fire between them. "If we go another second I'll probably fall apart." he smirked as she stole his cigarette. "I'm not your princess by the way. You are way better than Eric though, that's for sure." she smirked and he raised a brow.

He fisted his hand in her hair roughly. “Believe me babe, you are my princess.” He said almost as if to inform her that she belonged to him now, before he pressed his lips to hers possessively. “Now, let’s get the fuck out of here and get something to eat, before we hit the road again.” He smirked pulling away.

He didn’t bother to get dressed her just grabbed his clothes and slipped into the bathroom. He hopped in the shower, letting the hot water, sooth his sore body. Eli was used to having sex, all the time, but for some reason, Jaydon had completely exhausted him and he could get used to that. Finally after he got out of the shower he slipped on a fresh pair of jeans and a black shirt, before his phone went off. The screen read Jaxon and he sighed, but answered.

“Where the hell are you and were is Jay!” he practically screamed into the phone and Eli rolled his eyes.

“Fucking relax Jay. I’ve got Jade, she ran off again last night and I found her, she just needs a day away from home, she’s losing it. I’ll bring her home tomorrow alright.” He said and Jax scoffed but agreed. “Did you find Baby?” he asked curious.

“Yeah, we found her at Haven with some fucking ass hole, we lost the guy though. She’s sulking in the bath tub.” He sighed, Eli couldn’t help but sigh relived. Sometimes Harley and Jaydon were a million times worse than him, Jax, and Tommy put together. They were uncontrollable and it worried him

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Jax and Harley had fought for hours, it had been the one of the worst if not the worst fight they’d ever had. He’d hit her for the first time in his entire life but she’d deserved it. She’d said some awful things to him that even as she was saying she wished she could take them back. It had gotten so bad, that it ended with their neighbors calling the cops on them and both the Delgado’s being hauled off to jail. Harley was handcuffed a sitting alone in an interrogation room. She had a black eye and she was pretty sure her nose was broken, but that was nothing compared to what she’d done to Jaxon.

“Oh fuck.” Harley breathed when the door open and a familiar face walked in a wicked smirk on his lips. Harley lend back in her chair. The guy who’d walked into the room was an old boyfriend of Harley’s. One of the few that had managed to get out of the Saints alive. A biker turned cop.

“Oh Fuck is right Kitten.” He said sitting down on the chair across from her, she winced at his nickname for her. “Just talked to your brother, he said you threw the first punch.” He smirked and Baby held his bright blue eyes with her own.

“Yeah, I did.” She shrugged. “Now, are you going to let me go or are we going to sit here and play house?” she spat irritated.

“Listen Kitten, right now you’re looking at sitting behind bars for a good month for fucking up your brother.” He sighed. “I’m trying to help you out, but I can’t help you out when your acting like a bitch.” He said seriously. “Your brother want’s to press charges…” he started only Harley cut him off.

“Dean, are you fucking serious. Stop acting like you don’t know us. It’s what we do, you know that. He’s just as much at…” he cut her off slamming his hand down on the table causing Harley to roll her eyes.

“Let me explain.” He breathed. “He’s pressing charges to keep you out of danger, because he says you keep running off.” He smirked, like he could remember the teenager she used to be and how she hadn’t changed and Harley couldn’t help but smirk back because even before he’d said anything she knew what he was about to do. “Go to dinner with me and I’ll get you out of this mess. Tommy doesn’t have to know.” She raised a brow at his offer.

She knew she should say no. It was dangerous not just because of Tommy, but because of Benji too. She hated Tommy and the only reason she was marrying him was because he was the only one crazy enough to try and control her and he had her father’s approval. But, Dean, she’d actually loved and he had the power to get her out of the Saints completely if she really wanted to and she wasn’t stupid she knew he still loved her, but she also knew him and Benji fucking hated each other and there was a part of her that almost wanted to make Ben feel as broken and desperate as he’d made her feel over the past three years and Dean was the perfect guy for that.

“That’s blackmail DJ.” She breathed with a wicked smirk.

After talking to Dean for a good forty five minutes and working out her deal with him she’d been released only Jaxon was nowhere to be found and she figured he’d had someone pick him up and he was too pissed off at her for getting off the hook to stick around. She rolled her eyes and simply started walking despite the fact that she was dangerously close to Bloods territory and had no gun on her.

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Lijah knew he should take her home. He also knew that he should call off what he knew they were going to continue, but he couldn’t. He’d continue until she called it off and when she did he was scared he’d hurt her or worse kill her. Because if he couldn’t have her then he wasn’t going to let anyone else have her and that was the kind of guy he was.

"So, what's the plan? Eat and then head home or keep going? When did Jax say he wants us home?" She asked, pulling him from his thought as he just sighed because he honestly wasn’t sure what he wanted to do. All he knew was that he need a hit of something because he was too sober an he hated the feeling of being sober for too long.

“Shit, I don’t know.” He said running his fingers through his hair. “I told Jax we’d be home tomorrow so we can stick around, find a few Saints and see if anyone’s having a party tonight.” He smirked.

They had Saints scattered all over the US. Somewhere better known then other and some were original members that had retired. Elijah made a few phones calls, before finally getting news about a bonfire type party. Only it wouldn’t be all Saints and he knew if Bloods or another rival gang showed up it’d be dangerous, but he knew they both needed a little bit of fun and he need more drugs so in the end his need for them to let loose and get fucked up won over his better judgment to just take her home.

He pulled wad of cash out of his pocket and tossed it too her. “You gotta find something better to wear babe.” He smirk. “Use that to get something for the party tonight.” He said as he grabbed his keys and slipped on his sunglasses. “Let’s get something to eat then you can go shopping.” He smirked.

The two of them headed into town and stopped at a small dinner. There were only a few people in their and it was fairly quiet. Elijah took a drink of the cheap beer they brought him that tasted more like they watered it completely down, before lighting himself a cigarette and taking a long drag off of it.

“You gotta stay close tonight, there’s no telling who’s going to show up to this thing.” He breathed holding her eyes letting her know he was serious.

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Harley was fully aware of the way she looked to others at the moment. She looked like a complete and utter train wreck, the very definition of a crack whore junkie. She was wearing pajama shorts that were honestly were short enough and tight enough they’d could belong to Jaydon. He cut off shirt showed off a little too much of her mid drift. She had bruises all over her body, a black eye, and possible a broken nose. Not to mention the pissed off look on her face, because she was having to walk home which would take her a good three hours at the very least and the only way home was to walk straight through Blood territory. It’d be a miracle if she made it home alive, then again she was so pissed someone would be stupid to try and fuck with her.

She needed a hit, she could feel that familiar scratch for it, which was only making her that much more irritable. "Fuck girl, you must have a death wish." she heard Ben’s voice causing her to look up and realize he was walking towards her.

“You gotta be fucking kidding me.” She breathed. There was no way she could deal with him after the day she’d had. All she wanted to do was get fucked up and fuck Tommy. Because fucking him was mindless and numbing.

She turned then and started walking back towards the police station. It probably wasn’t a good idea, to go back there, but she knew she was pissed off enough to beat the shit out of Benji, for fucking her up so bad. She’d had all day and her fight with Jaxon to let it sink in that he was really still alive and she’d let him in like nothing had ever happened. She was pissed off at him and every other guy in her life, honestly the only person she wasn’t made at was Jay do and she kind of wished her little sister was around so she could just talk to some.

“You know what, no, fuck you.” She spat turning back around to face him and walking straight up to him. She grabbed his cigarette in one quick motion taking a drag off of it before putting his cigarette out on his neck. She knew it would probably piss him off, simply because she was on his territory and if any of his guys saw a girl disrespecting him, he’d lose respect. She smirked before punching him straight in the jaw. “You can go fuck yourself. Maybe I do have a death wish. You and my brothers you’re all a bunch of worthless liars.” She hissed before turning around and heading towards the police station quickly, she knew if she didn’t get their before Benji got to her, she’d get into yet another fight.

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Elijah was well aware that if she tried to take off with another guy or another guy tried touch her and he was fucked up, he’d kill the guy no questions asked. Elijah was already ridiculously protective of Harley and Jaydon and even Veronica, because he could deal with losing them two. He wasn’t going to go through that kind of pain again. So it hadn’t helped that him and Jae had slept together and she’d made him feel the way she had, because that only made him obsessively protective of her and he’d be a hundred times more controlling of her, but not like Jaxon, he’d be controlling in a different way, vindictive and she’d learn to hate him.

"Don't worry." she shrugged and his body was on fire even through his jeans as her hand touched his knee and slid up his leg slowly. He couldn’t help but smirk, because she was just a wild and crazy as she was and he loved it. "I'll stay glued to your hip." she breathed in his ear, before moving away from him.

He lit a cigarette then and took a long drag off of it. She was completely intoxicating and he almost wished that he hadn’t known her his entire life, because he knew he was going to hurt her. She may be mature, but deep down she was still just a girl and he was a man with a dark agenda. It was a recipe for disaster. He glanced to her with a wicked smirk on his lips.

“That’s good.” He breathed holding her eyes. “Because if someone fucks with you, I’m gonna kill them.” He shrugged, but his tone was completely serious. He lend over like he was going to whisper something in her ear, his hand slipped up her leg and into her shorts, rubbing between her legs roughly, despite the fact that they were in the middle of a restaurant. “Don’t be responsible for someone else life, love.” He whispered in her ear as if warning her not to take off with someone else.

He sat back in his chair then and raised his cigarette to his lips nonchalantly as if he hadn’t just been touching her under the table. It was scary how insanely good Eli was at acting and pretending nothing bothered him. Only seconds after he moved away a young waitress brought their food at set in on the table, asking them if there was anything else that she could get them.

“Yeah actually.” Eli smirked and she raised a brow. “You gotta name sweetheart?” he asked and she hesitated.

“You bikers come in her all the time, I ain’t fallen for it.” She shrugged and turned to walk away, only Eli grabbed her arm and pulled her back to the table and it was apparent that he knew what he was doing and he knew how to draw a girl in. Eli’s kind of control and demanding persona was intoxicating and just like a mouse in a trap the girl was hooked, she smirked at him.

“I wasn’t finished talking to you baby.” He breathed, but the way he’d said it made you want to continue to listen, but run from him at the same time. “I said…do you have a name?” he asked again.

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"Oh really? You didn't seem to think that last night." her jaw clenched but she just continued to walk and even quickened her pace but she doubted she’d get away. "You jumped right into bed with me baby." He spat grabbing her arm roughly and spinning her to face him, he held her tight enough she had to fight back a wince, somehow no matter how much she’d built her walls up his words could still cut her like a knife.

"Your brothers and that stupid fiancé of yours are the ones who were trying to hunt me down and kill me. I couldn't just break up with you or leave you, I had to fucking disappear Harley. I had to do what I did if I wanted to live." He yanked her close, but she turned her head to the side because she didn’t want to look at him. "I fucked up, I get that. But I apologized didn't I? I'm genuinely sorry Harley." His smirked pissed her off and if he hadn’t have been holding her so tightly she would have easily punched him again to shut him up because she didn’t want to hear what he was saying. "What do you think would happen if your gang found out I was still alive huh? You think they'd be sorry, or do you think they'd come right back after me and try to finish me for real this time before you found out?" He spat holding up her engagement ring for both of them to see. "That's who you're going to marry?" he hissed and it was like a stab to her gut, like he thought she had a choice. He released her, but she couldn’t move.

It was utterly frustrating, there was nothing she could do, because she was her father’s daughter everything inside of her wanted to hate him, she wanted to be the one to kill him for good, because of what his gang had done to her and the hell he’d put her through. But, she loved him so much she could barely breath without him so the thought of killing him even though that’s what she knew she should do, was agonizing. Then there was the thought, that he might not even love her, he was his father’s son and as much as she wanted to believe that he loved her, it would be easy for him to come back into her life and they turn around and betray her.


"Get your ass out of here before you get killed or raped Harley. You're in Blood territory, so why don't you turn around, walk your ass back to safety, and call your precious fiancé to come get you?" he shrugged and turned away from her headed back to her house. Watching him walk was painful and she wanted to stop him, because watching him walk away was a painful reminder that he never be able to just stay and she was sick of living that way.

“I swear to fucking God if you walk away, it’s over!” She screamed after him, she was sick of goodbyes and people walking away from her, whether it was for a short time or forever, people were always walking in and out of her life, like she meant nothing. When he kept walking, she could feel herself losing it. He was leaving her there in Bloods territory like he didn’t care and it was killing her. “You’re going to regret this.” She breathed like he could hear her, even though she knew he couldn’t but she couldn’t bring herself to scream.

Pissing Harley off was one thing, when she was out for revenge that was a whole other monster. She didn’t think, she just did. She turned then and head back to the police station, just as Dean was coming out of the station and he raised a brow, but gestured for her to get in the car and she didn’t hesitate.

“Take me home.” She said holding his eyes and he looked confused. “To your place.” She smirked.

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Eli wasn’t trying to flirt with the girl, she was marked and he’d seen her before. She was in hiding that much was obvious. She cut her long hair into a pixie cut and dyed her natural blond hair jet black, but he’d recognize that face anywhere. She was Bobby Garcia’s girl, not that he was faithful to her or very good to her, but they’d been together for as long as Eli could remember every time they’d gotten in fights she’d been there by his side. He Smirked because he realized that she didn’t recognize him. Jaydon kicked him hard under the table pulling him out of his thoughts.


"Just remembered, I'm allergic to cheese so this burger's no good." Eli raised a brow, realizing that Jade thought he was trying to fuck the girl. "I'm going to go ahead and do some shopping. You two have fun, don't get her pregnant alright Eli?" He rolled his eyes, but he didn’t bother to stop her, even though he was fairly certain he should. "That'd be a little awkward to explain to your wife." she spat causing the girl to pull away and he sighed.

He ran his fingers through his hair, debating on how he should go after. In the end he end up staying and waiting for the waitress to slip into the bathroom and he followed after her. He seduced her into fucking him, while he’d set up his phone to film part of it. After they were finished he killed her and left her there, slipping out the bathroom window. He knew Jaxon would be pissed and he’d probably just pushed the bloods over the edge, but Bobby had been the one who’d lead the Bloods to his house and killed his family.

He sent the video to everyone he knew, knowing it would get to Bobby and when it did, Bobby would come looking for him and he’d be ready. He hopped on his bike and headed to find Jaydon. Which wasn’t too hard, he’d managed to find her in one of the stores.

“You ready to go babe?” he said walking up behind her.

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The ride had been quite on the way to Dean’s house. The second they walked through the door though, there was no pulling them apart. He’d nearly ripped her clothes off. His house was incredible, he lived alone and judging by the size of his house and the expensive looking interior he was fucking loaded. His house sat facing his own private beach and they’d fucked nearly everywhere, from his hot tub to the kitchen counter. Sex with him was hot and sexy, but it was nothing compared to her and Benji and she hated hat no matter how hard she tried to get him out of her head she couldn’t.

They’d fucked for hours until he’d finally rolled off of her and she glanced to the clock, smirking at the fact that it was two thirty in the morning. She lend over and kissed him and he pulled her to his chest, kissing her forehead. Eventually she slipped on his shirt and he slipped his boxers on and they headed into the kitchen. He made her a huge breakfast and she wasn’t sure she’d ever had anyone make her breakfast let alone cater to her and it was nice.

“Alright Dj, jigs up.” She smirked holding his eyes as she finished her food taking a drink of her orange juice. “There’s no way, your “detective” salary bought you all of this.” She smirked teasing him.

“You want me to show you?” he smirked and she raised a brow lie she wasn’t sure if he was serious, he offered his and she took it as he lead her back inside and down stairs into his basement, her jaw literally dropped at the weed farm he had in his basement. She should have known he’s never really stopped being bad.

“Shit Dean.” She breathed looking around and he came up behind her wrapping his arms around her and kissing her neck, causing her to moan softly. “I could get use to this.” She smirked, turning to face him as he handed her a joint.

“Then leave Tommy, your brothers can’t fucking touch me and neither can Tommy.” He said honestly and he was probably right, he was to important they couldn’t just make him disappear. “I’d take care of you Baby.” He breathed against her lips and she held his eyes. He rubbed his thumb over her bruised eye. “I’d never do that to you and I’d never let anyone hurt you.” He said pressing his lips to his and it was hard to say no, because for the most part he’d be more stable then Tommy or Benji.

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Eli had a feeling something was bothering her and he knew exactly what it was. He felt the need to be honest and explain it to her. He wasn’t entirely sure why, he just knew that he didn’t want to loose her trust. Only he wasn’t sure he should tell her, she’d probably just get pissed off at him and he was already going to get enough of that from Jax and Tommy. She seemed willing to drop it so he decided it was just better to not mention anything else.

"Yeah. Guess I'm officially ready to party." she smirked and he nodded as they headed out to his bike. They stopped off at a gas station so that Jade could change before they were on the road again.

The drive seemed longer then he thought it would be and he hated it because it gave what he’d done time to sink in and he’d been stupid to act off revenge. There was no telling what Bobby would do and it didn’t help that his younger brother was a cop. Dean and Bobby Garcia had been a few Saints who’d betrayed them because the Bloods had stolen their interest. Only Dean, had managed to become a cop and that was part of the reason the Bloods got away with more than the Saints. It was utterly frustrating, that’ he’d fucked up so bad.

When they’d finally gotten to the bon fire there were motorcycles everywhere and loud music playing. People making out everywhere. He stepped off his bike only to be greeted by a few Saints, who welcomed both him and Jade like family. They were instantly handed a few beers, before pointed in the direction of the drugs. He wrapped an arm round Jade’s shoulder as they headed in the direction of the big group of people. It would be easy for Jade to get lost and even easier for her to disappear and he made a mental note not to get too fucked up.

“Jade, I may have really fucked up.” He breathed honestly only loud enough for her to hear as he took a drink of his beer. “Don’t go wondering off.” He reminded her again.

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“How exactly do you expect me to trust you.” She smirked biting her. “It’s your brother a Blood and you’re a bad cop.” She whispered against his lips. “That doesn’t exactly scream trust worthy.” She said as his lips traced down her neck and something about what she’d said and made him pull away and for a moment the look in his eyes scared her.

“Right?” he said simply. “But, Your ex, Benny he was a liar. He was always fucking girls when he wasn’t with you babe.” He her jaw clenched and she shoved him away making her way back up the stairs he grabbed her spinning her back to face him. “Harley, I’m sorry.” He breathed. “I’m not trying to hurt you I’m trying to protect you.” He breathed and she sighed. “Why don’t we just shoot up and I’ll take you home in the morning.” He sighed.

She thought about it and the fact that he’d openly told her about Benji made her wonder if he had been faithful when they were together. She had some many people telling her different things. Eventually she agreed, because she was too damn exhausted to storm out of his house and try and walk home again. He filled a needle and shot her up, only the drug burned through her veins causing her to wince. Whatever he’d given her was strong as hell and ti wasn’t meant to get you high, it was mean to fuck you up.

Through double vision she watched him shoot up, before his lips came down on her neck causing her to moan deeply as he rubbed in between her legs. It felt incredible and even if she wanted to leave, she couldn’t he had her. She heard a distant knock on his door and he sighed rolling off of her and heading towards the door. She made her way to the kitchen, the world felt amazing around her whatever he’d given her she wanted to stay high on forever because it made her feel incredibly fucking high. She grabbed a beer before making her way to the door, Dean was standing in the door way blocking whoever was trying to come in and Harley lend on the wall, behind him. It was clear she was gone, she was in a whole other world and even if she’d seen Benji she wouldn’t really connect that she shouldn’t be there with Dean.

“Dude, now is not a good time.” She heard Dean say and she ran her fingers through her blond hair taking a drink from her beer.

“Who is it baby?” She breathed.

“Just go back to bed Kitten.” He said, though keeping the door way black and his eye on whoever was at his door.

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"Relax princess, I'm glued to your hip, remember? Now let's get seriously fucked up and have a good time alright?" She smirked wickedly and he couldn’t help but smirk back as he took a drink of his beer.

Everything had been perfect, no one really gave a shit that he pulled Jaydon to his lap while they shot up and got completely fucked up because everyone else was too fucked up to care and most of them didn’t really know who they were aside from the few other Saints that were there. Eli couldn’t keep his hands off her, he touched her everywhere and because her skin against his felt amazing. The drugs only made the electric feeling and the heat between them a million times stronger, making it hard for him to pull away from her.

He took a swig from his bottle of whiskey while his other hand slipped up under her dress and his lips moved across her neck line slowly and teasingly leaving hot alcohol laced kisses everywhere his lips touched her skin. He could spend forever kissing her skin and he already knew he was addicted. The music drowned out the loud laughs and chatter of everyone around them. It was so loud, he was surprised the cops hadn’t shut them down, but he honestly couldn’t bring himself to care cause his full attention was on Jaydon and how incredible beautiful she was. The music only made focusing on her easier and the effect of the drugs more intense.

He moved her swiftly from his lap and flipped them so that she was sitting in the chair and he was above her kissing her lips deeply, fisting his hand in her tightly, working her in all the right ways, so she’d beg him for more.

“Your beautiful Jae, You know that?” he breathed against her. “Your fucking incredible.” He smirked

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