

「"Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins” 」
Katarina Elizabeth Lester
|Age|
16
|Suicide Incident|
Katarina has been struggling with depression for awhile, and one night it became too much. Trying to end it - she slit her wrist, and took half a bottle of sleeping pills. She awoke the next morning in a mental ward at the hospital, and under strict supervision.
|State|
Arizona
|Gender|
Female
|Years as part of the support group|
One. (This will be her second year)
|Sexual Oreintation|
Straight

「"The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage” 」




|Country?|
Japan.
|Song?|
Does It Really Matter by Theory of a Deadman
|Movie?|
V for Vendetta
|Fashion item?|
The gold bird ring her mother gave her
|Season?|
Winter
|Animal?|
Penguins
|Colour?|
Red / black
|Celebrity?|
Jared Leto
|Food?|
Orange chicken
|Smell?|
Roses and books

「"My heart is just too dark to care.
I can't destroy what isn't there” 」




|Likes|
Tumblr|| Rock|| Poetry|| People with a story|| Roses|| Writing poetry|| American Horror Story|| Being there for people|| Cats|| Those who can play a musical instrument|| Action movies|| Drawing|| Sweaters|| Corpse bride|| Asian food|| The dark|| Nighttime|| Rain|| Romance novels|| Singing (and is rather good at it)
|Dislikes|
Country music|| Attention whores|| Being labeled|| Meaningless relationships|| Being used|| Others thinking she's crazy|| Her depression|| Having to get treatment|| Feeling not normal|| Sports|| Loudness|| Bright lights|| Popcorn|| Movies
|Secrets|
|| Is a hopeless romantic ||
Too many cute couples on Tumblr, and too many romance novels were read by Kat. She hopes that the "one" will come and make her happy, but she knows the only way to be truly happy is to find it within herself. She hides the cheesy romance books under her mattress and would be deeply embarrassed if anyone ever found them.
|| Thinks she won't live past 20 ||
Kat feels she won't live a long life. Depression is her lover, and death seems to be the vows you take when entering the relationship. She thinks she'll end up killing herself before she hits the 20 year mark.
|| Blames herself for her Mom's death ||
The damn popcorn was the reason her Mom isn't here today. If Kat hadn't been so needy...if they didn't have that movie night, her Mom would still be around. Katarina hates herself, and wishes nothing more than to rid the world of her own existence.
|Fears/Phobias|
That she'll be forgotten|| Her parents being ashamed of her|| No one will ever love her|| She'll always be sad|| Drowning||
|Oddities|
Never takes off her ring - ever|| Hates wearing short sleeved anything due to her scars|| When sad she'll sit in the shower/bathtub||

「"My smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know” 」
5'3
|Hair colour|
Black
|Eye colour|
Dark brown
|Build|
Average
|Tattoos/Scars/Piercings|
A silver nose ring. 3 ear piercings. Scars from self harm on her wrist, thighs, and lower stomach.

「"If you still care, don't ever let me know" 」


Katarina is considered to be quite the loner. Days are spent alone in her room, only coming out for the occasional meal. After her Mother's death she closed herself off to people and left herself without friends. Before the event, Katarina was full of life, happy, humorous, and loving. Now only a dark shell remains of that girl that once was. It takes a lot for Kat to open up to people - so consider yourself special if she tells you anything about her past. Don't expect the girl to approach you to talk, and if you come up to her, don't expect much in the ways of conversation. One will need a lot of patience if they really want to become her friend. They may end up talking to her, only getting a word back in response. Know that your efforts won't be in vain however - and the more that you reach out to her and show genuine interest, the more she'll warm up to you.
|History|
Katarina was the only child of two loving parents. Her Mom was a CEO of a large insurance firm, and Dad a famous author. Growing up everything was "perfect". They lived in a nice house, in a nice neighborhood, and Kat had a plethora of friends. Her life was turned around when the family decided to have a movie night and were out of popcorn. Katarina's Mom volunteered to take the voyage out into the stormy night to go to the local grocery store and get them some extra buttery popcorn. Little did Kat know that the slippery roads and the darkness outside would take her Mother as victim.
Katarina's father wept and closed himself off to the world. Katarina did the same. She kept the emotion inside. People were amazed at how fast she was processing her Mother's death, but in reality she just chose not to feel anything. Inside she felt numb, empty, and alone. Writing poetry made the days that past a little more bearable, as if the paper understood the emotion she felt with herself. Dreams filled her slumber, some would define them as nightmares. In those dreams her Mother called out, saying she was alone and wanted Katarina to join her in the afterlife. Waking up the dreams still felt so real, and Kat found the only relief to her night terrors to be in the sharp edges of a razor.
The night she decided to end it ultimately put her in a mental ward, being monitored by the police and nurses. Her Dad didn't understand, and she found herself more secluded than before. The hospital recommended that Katarina go to a Suicide Support group to help learn to cope. After discussing the group with doctors, Katarina's father signed her up against her will.
|Other|
Faceclaim : Lights Bokan
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