āI knowā¦ā Lissa answered quietly with a severely weakened smile. āBut itās not really my scene eitherā¦ā And itās not like theyād really care either way if I was there or notā¦ she justified to herself in her mind. If they did, Conall would have at least stuck around to hear her answer, wouldn't he? But he didn't, so that automatically screamed disinterest to her. She knew that wasn't true, thoughā¦Or at least she thought so. Conall was her friend, he protected her and stood up for her if she ever needed it, but she had to admit to herself, she wasn't all that interesting. She didn't even know how she ended up with this many friends. Maybe they just felt sorry for herā¦
With that thought, she looked up at Greyson. Was this the case with him? She really hoped notā¦She liked to think that there was something else behind their friendship other than pity, something that he saw in her more than anyone else didā¦But if she couldn't even pinpoint what that exact thing was herself, how could he?
She shifted her gaze once more to the scenery surrounding them, and the more she looked at it, the more she felt okay with turning down Conallās offer. Yes, it was all beautiful to look at: the heaven-bound skyscrapers dotted around like watchful guardians looking over their small city, the artistically designed buildings that were slaved over for months and months by ambitious architects; just wanting to leave their everlasting mark on the world, the colourful murals spray-painted on brick that were so often classed as ācriminal activityā but really were just another form of art to give this town its characterā¦But that all just masked the darkness and the true nature of that urban jungle below them. A lyric from a song Lewis had shown her a little while back popped into her head: You thought these streets were paved in gold, but theyāre dirty and darkā¦She didn't remember much else about the song. It was an angry mix of heavy drums, synths, guitars and screaming, and she doubted sheād finding herself listening to it again, but she felt those lyrics described their city pretty well.
Aislin looked over her shoulder at Zac, her black-framed eyes narrowing and her gaze hardening. She didn't expect any less from her friend, honestly, and it was rare she ever took him seriously. When he turned and began to walk away, she quickly spun and followed him into the school.
āYou were just going to leave me?ā she whined, her expressions becoming noticeably more animated, as they always did when that feeling of irritation crept up on her.
Letting his breath out in an aggravated huff, Lewis looked away from Jay and Emma to look at Conall. He wasn't going to go over there and interrupt, and it didn't seem to him like they were going to be finishing up any time soon, and with Conallās now obvious impatience, it looked like Jay would have to miss out on their little outing. His irritation grew at Conallās report about Lissa. She probably wouldn't be joining them eitherā¦He could be wrong, but Greyson wasn't the type to hang around their group of his own free will and he knew Lissa would pick him over them any day. That stung a little, he had to confess. He liked Lissa, not as in like like, but he was definitely fond of her, and heād like it if just once sheād choose to be around them without her Grey shadow.
But he digressed, and gave his full attention to his friend who was now stood beside him.
āYeah, sureā¦ā he answered with a little more sharpness than he intended, but he knew Conall wouldn't take his tone personally. They understood each otherās frustration, seeing as that part of their mind worked in a similar, if not the same way. Still, when he next spoke, he made an effort to keep his voice more neutral. āSo is it just us andā¦?ā he jerked his head in Loganās direction slightly.