Snippet #1378607

Chibi walked to James staring down at him "James, James, James." she sighed. "You want to know how I am by myself in this home? I chased each family member to the border of insanity." she sat down beside him. "Though it wasn't all my fault. they chose to be in a life of depression and illness. my sister chased away at dreams and suffered of illness my mother the same. my own brother was tossed into a river by my sister, but it was my fault. because I told my sister to do that my mother became depressed and refused to eat and drew cold and ill and died. while my sister was over powered she thought she was queen and killed herself basically because she denied the fact that her illness was getting worse. and my own father wanted nothing to do with me and left all the money... and everything to me, just a little girl at the time who didn't know the difference from a dime to a penny. He died later that year, in less then three months I had done so much damage to myself." she stared into the mirror "I preoccupied myself with index's and instruments and high attitude to show other vampires I was smart. I could have entered college and gotten a masters degree when I was twelve. I denied to myself that I was the cause of being by myself... forever." she thought of the past. "You see if I could have turned back time to redo all that I had done I would... for being one of the most intelligent children no the most intelligent child in the world I reached my mature stage and became board of it losing interest in being the most smart." she shrugged. "I had nothing I was just a empty girl with the mind of a child-like Einstein. for god's sake! I memorized every living humans biography... I read about you by looking at you James, you're a easy book for me, I flip through your mind like you are nothing, but a book." she sighed. "that's all I have ever done, read a book and toss it like it's nothing. I wish the Apocalypse had never happened to be honest, being a vampire is the opposite of fun especially if you have no family. While growing up I was invited to grown-up parties looked down on as a rodent to everyone, I was just there a daughter of a famous inventor who made world history. I wanted to impress everyone by my mind I lost sight of what my personality was, I was a stuck up girl who cared about what people said of her gossiped about her, me... I had no mind of my own I was a puppet I worked for some top companies to earn money to be approved by grown-ups. I made newspaper covers, magazine covers I got invitations from all over the world yet i was not satisfied of myself, I knew I never would be." she folded her arms and sighed looking if she was about to cry.