Snippet #1840597

She syarted to thin about moving on,she just couldn't do it. If she had to spend the next few months getting over Nick fine,but she wasn't about to flirt with another guy when the best person for her could be waiting right in front of her. She looked at Blair and cleared her throat. "On second though,I think i'm going to take a rain check. I mean Nick's probably going out to meet other girls and I don't want to bump into him. Besides I think I just need to take it easy and figure all this crap out." She messed with her fingers as she did so,she wasn't good at making excuses. She looked up at where she could swear her room was,just feeling like she could see Nick from all the ay up there. She looked at Blair and waved before heading back to the hotel. She was too young anyway,she had too much in her life for a guy. At least that's what she kept telling herself over and over again.

Walking in the elevator shes a few couples arguing and decides it's best.....for everyone for her to take to stairs. She quickly tip toed u the stairs to her floor. Getting to her room door,she got her room key out and just as sh was about to slide it she couldn't.She sighed and sat down on the floor,trying to think of what to do. There was no way she could last six months in the same room with Nick without feeling her heart being crushed every morning and every night. She messed with the ends of her red hair,a habit of her's and just started to think. She looked at phone seeing if she had enough bars to see when the next boat off the island was. Of course of all times,her phone just died."Great." She saids under her breath before hitting the wall. She felt a sharp pain in the back over her head and started to wimper a bit,but she held it in. She hated seeming weak especially if Nick could walk down that hall at any minute. She bit her tonuage and just held the pain in wishing she could just cry about it,but she hated to cry. It made her think of how much she cried over Nick,which was a lot.....a lot a lot.