All of these people, how the blasted hell did she know the names of people like them?! Just as soon as innocence seemed to overtake Luluās face, it was gone, quickly replaced by an expression of utter aggravation. Okay, so like it wasnāt bad enough that she was confused as could be about everything that was happening to her, about apparently dying, winding up in some godforsaken place with a lot of people whose names she knew, but whom she did not recall knowing. . . . It just had to turn out that they were all weird and jerky too?! Seriously, could this get any damn worse for me? All I want is to know what the freaking hell is going on! she thought to herself, the expression on her face harshening as Lulu shakily allowed her head to tilt downward, her bangs hiding the look upon her features.
Something between a hiss and a huff slipped from between the girlās teeth as she tried to quell her fluttering heart, which was beating quickly in her chest from the creeping anger she felt consuming her.
But it felt like too much, all of these people and their attitudes. . . . God, it was pissing her off. Yes, she felt like complaining her head off too about whatever was going on with herself and everyone, but she wasnāt was she? No, no, she wasnāt, but she had every right to do so didnāt she? So then, why was it that she wasnāt going ahead and just letting her jaws flap? Lulu knew that at any other point in her life she would have just gone ahead and done so, and kvetched on and on about everything until someone blatantly told her to shut up or something.
But, even as spoiled and easily irked as she was, Lulu wasnāt stupid enough to go and just gripe about the situation at the moment, no, what mattered most right now was getting some straight answers . . . not being a whiny thing. After she got some certainty about everything around her, then sheād go ahead and return to her regularly scheduled bouts of complaint. All she wanted were answers, not more of peopleās . . . problems. Everyone was complaining or in a bad moodāor it seemed. Isnāt that normally my thing? Lulu sarcastically remarked to herself.
Even if these people did indeed feel familiar to her, the redhead couldnāt deny the fact that . . . well, they all were nothing but tedious to her! Putting it bluntly, she didnāt care for any single one of them. People like this were of the sort she held loathing in herself for, in a word, they were nothing but sheer nuisances who just got in the way when events took a turn for the worse in her mind. Lulu didnāt know what was going on, why she was where she was, or how sheād even gotten to be wherever this strange place was. She didnāt understand how it seemed she had died a time ago, but was now standing about, breathing and speaking as if there were nothing at all wrong with her. No matter what her memories told her, she knew that she was at least alive for the time being, the angry, fluttering heart in her chest told her as much.
Getting the answers to her questions, about where she was and about how sheād even gotten there in the first place, well, they just werenāt worth this headache or nightmare. Yāknow what? Just forget all of this, forget all of it, even if I want my answers, all of this junk is annoying and completely a waste of my valuable time. No matter what my memories are telling me, Iām not dead, I couldnāt have died because Iām breathing right now and I can feel, and hear. . . . Iām not dead and I never died.
Without a warning, Lulu turned her gaze back up, the irritation she felt was clearly displayed upon that young face of hers. āAll of you are just . . . ugh!ā she started, āNo matter what the hell happened to me, no matter why I know the names of people I know I havenāt met, and even if they know my name, getting answers to it all just is not worth the headache I know all of this is going to be!ā
Lulu promptly huffed after this, her cheeks a touch red as she released a breath, looking around at everyone, āIām confused as can be, all I wanted were answers and instead of that, I wind up wasting my good time by encountering a load of people who are of horrid temperaments and moods, and are doing nothing but sniping about everything. Well, Iāve had my share of this all.ā With those words, Lulu spun on the heel of her shoes and turned around completely before beginning to walk away. Even if she didnāt know where she was, she figured sheād be better off wandering around lost than stuck with people who were just going to be nothing more than complaints and bad moods . . . even if she werenāt in a much better mindset herself.