Snippet #2106167

I'm standing by a store window, looking inside of it and gawking at the TV’s. I’m swaying back and forth with the light autumn breeze that is rolling down the sidewalk. As the red and brown leaves rustle by, I look at them, my eyes focusing on them, my pupils constricting. I look back at the TV’s, just stare at them in awe and wonder as I watch the pixels move and change colors. I’m not even watching the whole screen itself, just one pixel at a time. After about 20 minutes I finally blink for the first time and move on to staring at the neon sign as it flashes “TV’s for sale!”. I watch as the gas lights up then dims out of existence, only to come back to life a few seconds later. I have to take a step when a strong gust of wind tips my balance and my long black hair whips violently in the wind. I shake my head to get the tangled mess out of my line of sight.
“God, fucking damn it.” I say to myself in a deep rough gravelly smokers voice but from my appearance you can tell that I'm not a smoker yet my voice is very very deep and rough. I swipe the last of my hair out of my eyes with my hand. “I really need to get this mop cut off...”
I continue to walk down the sidewalk. People are looking at me weird. Even though the temperature is really cold all I'm wearing is a white wife beater and jeans and I just walk down the sidewalk, watching as the leaves race along with me as if to show me the path. I watch them tumble by, thinking to myself They kind of lead the life I do. I think of how my life as a human has just kind of tumbled along with nothing of meaning or purpose whatsoever and just kind of smile at the thought. I keep walking, breathing in the cool crisp air and I close my eyes, enjoying the smell. Even if i'm a demon....there is nothing like the smell of a humans autumn season. I smile only slightly then it disappears and I continue walking along the sidewalk.