Snippet #2295137

Lolly knew somewhere that she should stop him and stop him now but it didn't happen, Rationality was gone as was her virginity. If it wasn't a challenge in the first place she would have stopped him long ago but that ship had sailed and sunk.


After a while, They lay there, staring up at the stars. Both realizing what they'd done. Not only to Lolly but to Ria. Lolly felt tears threaten her eyes but she didn't let them fall. She'd wait til she was home alone for that. She'd finally done it and hell it was Jason, she should have been happy but she wasn't. She felt dirty. Granted he was good and aparently her gymnastics had given her some skills she did not know she had to which he'd commented on. Asking her something about really being a virgin. But she felt weird. Not only that, She felt guilty. So guilty. How could she do that to Ria? How could she lose her virginity to the exact same guy Ria had? In the same night no less. Lolly began hating herself then. Cursing her pride as she ran her fingers through her hair and decided, She couldn't tell Ria. Ever. Ria would hate Jason and despise her. She wasn't sure she could deal with that.
"We fucked up this time, Jason." she said, in all seriousness, her voice finally returning to her. They're competitiveness was legendary but this was too far even for them. "We really fucked up."