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It was somewhat ironic, Jason spent most of his time in the hospital trying to comfort Lolly. Jason didn't care about getting shot, or any of the drama that was sure to ensue, the most important thing was that he and Lolly were good, even if they weren't going to be romantically involved, the thought of not having her around would have been worse for him than getting shot point blank by a shotgun...that in fact was something he was oddly proud of.

When Jason got out, all the guys in the club were giving him pats on the back, and even buying him beers at the clubhouse...when Nikki wasn't around. Jason was in the garage of the clubhouse working on his bike when Nicky walked into the garage. They hadn't talked since Jason got out of the hospital. "Hey thanks for coming by and visiting me when I was lying in the hospital with a gunshot wound" Jason said sarcastically. "Sorry...it's just....Lolly was always around and..." Nicky started explaining when Jason cut him off, "and for some reason now you can't be around her is that it?" Jason said somewhat pissed off. "Hey, sorry if I was a little pissed off...I mean minutes after the slut turns me down saying she's not ready..." Nicky didn't finish the statement as he caught a wrench to the side of the head. Jason was on top of him, landing two more punches to Nicky's face before he was able to flip Jason off of him. He threw two punches at Jason, who had blocked them, he then grabbed Nicky, brought himself up and head butted him in the face, sending him backwards. "Okay back the fuck off!" Nicky yelled, as both boys caught their breath. "What the fuck is your problem..." Nicky asked, then realized the answer "....right....okay....I shouldn't have said it. It just hurts ya know....I really care about her and all" Nicky said, sitting down against a shelf. "Bullshit" Jason snapped, "I'm the one who got shot point blank from her dad and I'm the only one who's bothered to spend anytime with her. If that's caring, don't bother caring about me" Jason said angrily. He was the one who got shot yet Nicky and Ria were acting like Lolly was some evil person, at first he tried understanding their point of view, but the longer it went on the more pissed off it made him. "Look...okay...I get your point, but still man...I'm just not ready yet. She's the first girl I ever opened myself up to and I got shot down, then of course...Jason Walker ends up hooking up with her not even an hour later. I mean fuck man...do you know what it's like living in your shadow? I mean I get it and all...but...this was the one thing I had, the one thing that I didn't have to worry about Jason Walker out-doing me in....and then you do." Jason looked at Nicky, "so do you even know who you're mad at, or are you crying about this shit like some pathetic bitch?" Jason snapped, Nicky glared at him. "Honestly, don't give me this living in my shadow bullshit. We're not fucking school girls here." Nicky and Jason just looked at each other for awhile, "I'll go over and talk to her" Nicky said, Jason grinned "bring your bullet proof vest" Jason said joking.

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Nikki walked up to the door of Beau's house. She knew that Deacon and Beau were going to have to sort out this issue between the two of them...both of them were still alive so that meant that there was still hope that things could somehow get worked out. But for herself, Nikki had to sort things out on her own with Beau. She rang the doorbell, Beau answered, Nikki looked up at him "hey...I came over cause I really need to talk with you", Beau just nodded as he waved Nikki in, they moved to the living room. Nikki sat down looking at Beau. "I needed to come talk to you...I've been trying as hard as I can to see your side. I mean....I love Lolly like she was my own daughter....had it really happened, had it been anyone else...I'd have been the one handing you the gun if I didn't do it myself....I get all that. But at the same time...you nearly killed my son...my only son. I saw him lying on that table...bleeding everywhere. I mean the only thought going through my mind was that the last time I saw him I didn't even say goodbye...let alone tell him I loved him. And all of that...because you shot him. I'm trying to get through this Beau....I love you and Lolly and the worst thing aside from losing Jason would be losing the two of you. I don't even know what I'm asking...I just need something to try and get over this. Cause as much as I try to sympathize....there's also this side of me that has nothing but anger...more anger than I've ever known....and I don't know how to get rid of it" Nikki said, almost breaking down. She hated the whole situation...she hated the anger she had towards Beau, she wanted it gone. "Dammit Beau...it was Jason...I know how protective you are of Lolly...but it was Jason...maybe the only one on this planet who's as protective of her as you are!" Nikki said, losing the battle of holding her tears back from behind her eyes.