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"Sorry," I muttered. "You are so, oh so sorry!" I threw my hands up in exasperation. "Well being sorry solves nothing,does it, Alec!?"
I didn't want this. Didn't want to fight all over again, didn't want to upset him. His eyes were wide and bloodshot, exhaustion washing over the colour. I couldn't supress it all again,however. So much had happened and I was just scratching the edge of the damage that had been caused.
"I'm sorry too. On your behalf. How could you? I told you, I repeatedly told you, not to do anything stupid again." I realised I was already tearing up but those were tears of anger and exhaustion. "After all I went through with Kyle, how could you repeat your actions with Gareth!? You knew what it meant to me, Alec. You knew. And yet, there you went, playing the superhero as if I'm a maiden in distress. I can take care of myself. I was handling this. I was getting over it because of you. Not because you went all macho on a seemingly defenselles man, because you gave me love and care and you made me feel safe for once. Then you took it all away, trying to prove something, yourself or how much better you are than him," I gestured towards the closed door Medwin had left from. " All out of your goddamn selfishness."