Evanne sunk into a chair, holding Evanne to her chest. "I thought if I came back, I could make things right... but I'm just fucking everything up." She told Risalda softly. She blinked as tears brimmed in her eyes. She didn't bother wiping them away. "I guess you hate me too... I mean why wouldn't you?"
Pushing some of her hair out of her face, the blonde looked up at Noah's ex-fiance. She was probably thinking about all those kids she could have had with Noah. "I'm sorry. You probably don't want to listen to me." She said, guessing Ris would want to escape the moment she could. It was funny the one time she actually wanted to spill her guts, no one wanted to hear it. She glanced back at the curtain that was separating them from Noah. Well, he probably wanted her to tell him everything but she wasn't sure if she could face him just yet. She could always leave town again before he was better. He wouldn't have a chance to stop her then. Right? Hell, he'd probably follow her and yell at her when he found her. If he found her. He'd probably die trying to find her. She wouldn't be responsible for his death.
She looked at Risalda. "I don't know what to do anymore." She told her once friend.