Erorn did as instructed as Marcus went into the throne room to talk to his father. He wasn't sure what was going to happen and he still wasn't sure what the real reason was about why he was so angry with his father. He thought back to the carriage ride while he was gone. What the fuck were you doing back there?! You've never acted like this before, you've always been able to control your impulses. "Yeah and look where that's gotten me. Sad and alone, but hey at least I have my pride and honor." he answered his thoughts in a mocking, yet muffled tone.
You're playing with fire and you know it. Do you really think he cares about you? No to him you're just a secret play thing for his amusement. He'll use you then throw you away when he's done with you.
"Yeah, well maybe I want to be used at least once in my life. Gods know I've never gotten past a first date with anyone, maybe it's better if I'm with someone who doesn't care." He suddenly realized how weird his conversation with himself would look if someone were to walk in on him. He didn't want the prince to walk in and see him arguing like that with nobody else around, so he quickly shut up and went to guarding the hall.