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Deirdre threw her last hoodie into her bag and threw it over her shoulder and brushed her wavy black hair out of her eyes and looked at herself in the mirror, she was wearing a black corset top, jeans with drawing and writing on them, and then her Converses, her makeup was average for her - heavy eyeliner and dark eyeshadow, and that was all. If you look in the mirror and don't like what you see, you'll find out first hand what it's like to be me... She thought with a sigh and then shook her head, walking down the stairs, she saw her brother Johnny sprawled out across the couch watching what looked to be MTV, "Yo, Johnny...Bye." She waved at him.

Johnny looked up and grinned, "Deirdreee!" He leaped up from the couch like a dork and half-tackled her in a hug, "See you later, Lil sis..." He smiled at her. Deirdre wanted to tell him that he most likely wouldn't see her again but she couldn't, "Mhm...Bye." She gave her brother a quick hug and they shared one last look before she pulled her iPod out of her pocket and turned up the volume to one of her favorite songs. Memories, sharp as daggers, pierce into the flesh of today. Suicide of love took away all that matters, and buried the remains in an unmarked grave in your heart... That didn't last long, she heard Kaylee yelling for her, she almost smiled as she walked to her friend, "Hey, Kaylee." She said, nodding and then looking at the car and almost sighing. She didn't like Dani, but she wasn't going to be terribly mean to her...She didn't hate her that much. Yeah, she was a bit jealous because she was hanging around Seth...And Deirdre shouldn't want anything to do with Seth, because she didn't have such a great history with guys, but still...She did like him, but whatever, Deirdre could just suck it up and deal. I can suck it up and deal. Deirdre didn't like sounding like a bitchy little fucking drama queen and she often held back what she truly felt.