Kiyoshi merely sighed in defeat when Mika refused, telling him he was not thinking properly. Perhaps, she was right. His reputation was damaged simply because he was not one to follow his father's rules per se. While he did still obey, there were certain things he forgot to care about, or at least things he was supposed to care about considering his title. One of those things was regarding status above anything else. He was supposed to put pure-bloods above nobles, and nobles above dhampirs and humans. Humans were to be regarded lowest of the low, and had no special meaning to them. They were simply supposed to be a means of a food supply. He sighed softly when they finally arrived in the ballroom of the castle. He spotted his mother sitting by his father, and offered her a small smile, and immediately he was swarmed.
He blinked as he stared at the women who seemingly appeared out of nowhere, each one already talking in their tongues of seduction (one he wasn't quite aware of really) and smiled at each one gently. He was too kind to these women, he had been told that many times by his sister, and by his guard, however; it was the only thing he could do. He could not simply brush them off, however; he couldn't exactly not interact with them. Though he could interact with others, just to ease the situation, but the swarm made it difficult to move. The official dance wasn't to start until a few minutes, however; other dances had already begun, and he had been asked more than once for one. He glanced towards Mika, and then towards the group.
"I am feeling a bit underweather, perhaps later?" he spoke, though it was spoken with a hint of lie, he was telling the truth. Gatherings like this only made him feel slightly ill if only because of the nature of it. Sometimes he wondered why his father even celebrated his birthday. The man was older than dirt, and really, if he wanted to hold such a thing, he could have just used the excuse and throw a ball, as he always did. Kiyoshi slumped his shoulders, for barely a second before regaining his posture. It wouldn't do him any good to appear without the grace he was required to have.
If she didnât think it unprofessional, Mika might have scowled. Events like this were horrible, and not just because of all the posturing and condescending looks she would get. She didnât care about any of thatâher job was to protect His Highness. A job that became much, much harder when he was swarmed by buzzing wasps like these. Any one of them could have a poison stinger, and sheâd have mere seconds to spot it and react, because they were socially allowed so close to her charge. Ironically closer than it was proper for her to be, save in emergencies. So she watched like a hawk, arms loose at her sides, one tucked slightly back into the sleeve of her kimono, where she tucked several throwing knives and senbon needles.
The one thing she did not allow was for any of the wasps to obstruct her line of sight on her charge. That was absolutely vital, and honestly there were so many of them that she was concerned she might miss something. Seeing little other choice for it, she sighed softly through her nose, her eyes shifting until what had been a dull black was a vibrant mixture of violet and electric blue, faintly aglow. The ability allowed her not only greater perception in general, but also some limited precognition. It had saved his life once before, and it might well do so again. It didnât cost her any energy to use, really, she just disliked how flashy it was, how noticeable. If there was anything Mika wasnât, it was flashy. Not like these people, with their brightly-colored silk and the jewels glimmering at throats and wrists and ears.
She couldnât see anyone attacking him in the near future, so she allowed herself to relax just enough to cross her arms over her chest. When His Highness glanced back at her, she only raised a brow. It certainly wasnât her job to make excuses for him if he didnât want to participate. She did feel bad for him, constantly swarmed like this, but it was partly his fault for being too polite to all of them. People like Nero had the same problem, but that man was so apathetic that eventually, all but the most persistent gave up over the course of the night. Nobody gave up when the prince managed to make them all feel special. If he bore that burden, it was only because he chose it, so her pity for his predicament was rather limited. Especially because it made her life harder, too.
Kiyoshi kept his talk formal, polite, and very limited when the women began speaking with him. He took his time with each one, answering their questions as best as he could, and keeping away from the more personal questions. They were all interested, he knew, of what his relationships were, and he could see the desire, the lust behind their eyes, that it almost truly made him sick. There was only one person who dared to look at him and see him, and he would have given up everything for her, including his position as heir. He would have given her the world, if she'd have only asked for it.
But it was that memory that he banished from his thoughts as quickly as they had come, the gentle smile still present upon his face. When he had enough room to actually breathe, he excused himself from the crowd and fled to the confines of a table, taking a much needed breath in the process. Really, these women could be suffocating, but he wasn't one to deny anyone, and so the problem lay with him. It was his fault, and he knew that. But how could he have the heart to turn people away, even when he knew that most of them did not have the best of intentions for him? He simply could not. He glanced at Mika, having noted the change of color to her eyes, and he rose a brow.
"Are you well, Mika?" he finally questioned. It did not take a telepath to be able to read her mind, nor an empath to see that she was clearly displeased. He did not blame her though, for feeling that way. Crowded ballrooms were always a bane, and if he could have, he would have chosen not to attend his father's birthday. This day was for him, not Kiyoshi.
If sheâd been able to read the direction of his thoughts, Mika would have disagreed with him. Not even she had really seen him, because if she had, sheâd never have tried to kill him. Of course, she would never have dared say such a thing, and she could only suppose he was thinking about her from the look on his face. He never looked so melancholy for any other reason. It was an expression she had put on his face, when sheâd killed her. Mika was the reason he did not smile. Some savior she was.
She blinked multifaceted eyes at him when he turned to inquire as to her health, then simply shook her head. âI am not the one who has to deal with them, Your Highness. Well⊠not unless they attempt to become hostile.â In which case she would happily deal with them. Mika was not vindictive, as a rule, but she had been on the receiving end of sneers, condescending looks, and backhanded comments about herself for the better part of her life, and it only became worse when sheâd taken this post ten years ago. Not that he knew, of courseâthey did it out of earshot of him, and sheâd never tell. It would just give him another excuse to worry, and he did too much of that already.
âWould Your Highness care for some refreshment?â She wasnât a servant, and bringing him things was definitely not her job, but⊠she couldnât help but feel a little bad for him, so she offered anyway. Honestly, she hoped Haruka was having a better time annoying her father than they were right now, because she was just beginning to remember how miserable these parties were in addition to being a pain.
He sighed, shaking his head politely to decline Mika's offer of a drink. Sometimes, it pained him that she was still so distant to him, even after all these years she has served as his guard. He understood the need to be distant given their rather vast background differences, however; that did not mean they could not at least be friends, and that was what he wanted. But he was only fooling himself into believing that she would eventually consider him more than just someone who needed to be protected. Instead, he turned his attention out into the crowd and spotted his sister with Nero. They seemed to be having a conversation, and he was snapped out of it when the official dance began.
"I do not feel comfortable dancing with any of the women here tonight, and I would feel much safer if you would do me the honor of dancing with me, Mika," he stated, standing up from his chair and offering his hand. Truly, he had no desire to dance with any of the women here, and his mother was currently dancing with his father. His sister, though adept in dancing, would not want to dance and so, his only option was Mika. He knew she would be displeased about it, however; he knew that she would not be able to refuse either. There had only, so far, been one attempt at his life, and if he chose to dance with someone in such a close proximity, there was no saying that they wouldn't, indeed, succeed if they wanted his life again.
"You cannot protect me from afar if I am dancing with one of the others, and it would do well for the both of us. I, to be protected, and you, to be as my bodyguard," he continued, something of amusement dancing behind his eyes before disappearing just as quickly. It was hard to notice it was there, but she would have seen it.
Mika did not look amused. For a moment, she stared at the proffered hand, a small crease appearing in her brow. She could see the logic in it, but she knew the logic wasnât the whole reason he was asking. If it had been, she might not have felt so dubious about accepting. He wanted away from the wasps, and she could understand that, but⊠she sighed through her nose, closing her eyes for a moment. When she opened them, theyâd returned to their dull black color, the vibrancy fading from them as she regarded him flatly. She couldnât really refuse, even if she did think this was another ridiculous overture of friendship on his part.
One day, heâd stop trying. She wondered whether she would be relieved when that day came, or in despair.
Shaking the foolish thought from her headâof course sheâd be relievedâshe curtsied formally and accepted the hand, laying her small, roughened one into it. She may not like Court, but she knew all the manners and the procedures. This much, her father had been certain to teach her. Heâd also taught her how to dance, just as heâd taught Haruka. First as something to aid in her fighting, and then for its own sake. âIf I donât show up tomorrow, itâs because His Imperial Majesty has had me executed for daring to accept this, you know.â she said flatly, allowing him to lead her to the floor. It went without saying that sheâd probably have a few wasp-stingers aimed at her, too. That was just how the political game was played.
Kiyoshi smiled when she took his offered hand, and led her to the dance floor. He chuckled faintly at her statement. She was right, perhaps. His father wasn't exactly known to be so accepting of half-bloods, however; she would also be doing him a favor. Though she would not realize it, she was staving off the women who his father had not particularly been fond of. Regardless, his face did darken a shade, though, at the thought. His hand reflexively held hers a little tighter than necessary before it relaxed again. She was his guard, and his friend, even if she did not consider herself so.
"Father is a bit harsh, but he will not have you sentenced to death. There can be no other who can be my guard and do their job as splendidly as you have. And I will not allow him to. It is the one thing I can do is ensure that punishments are not so harsh. But you will not have to worry about that," he spoke, his voice low and calm. He was the only reason why most punishments were not as harsh as they had once been, could still be, and it brought him a sense of relief to know that. Perhaps, one day, the throne would be his, and he could right the wrongs his father has done to the world.
It would take time, and time was all they really had, but he would do it. Until then, his job was to maintain those who wished his father dead. If he could keep punishments as lenient as possible, it would prove to keep most humans and others from rising up and starting a war. But if things continued as they were, Kiyoshi was afraid that a war would be brewing soon. "There will be nothing to worry about, Mika," he stated as they danced to the song. He'd make sure of it.
It was a little uncomfortable, dancing in this fashion. She was not one for doing so publicly, and there seemed to be more touch involved than sheâd recalled. Perhaps it was simply because she was at ease with her father and Haruka, her only other dance partners, in a way she was not at ease, could not be at ease, with him. There was too much necessary formality in the structure of their relationship, so she was bound to be uncomfortable when it softened even a little. But at the very least, she didnât have to think much about the dancing itselfâthat was so easy it was automatic. It was clearly the same for him. Mika sighed through her nose. She wondered if he even realized it was the first time sheâd touched his person since sheâd been bodily shoving him out of the way of a poisoned knife.
âItâs still highly irregular,â she pointed out, feeling the back of her neck prickle with the intensity of some of the stares she was getting. This was so inconvenientâhe always made her job harder than it had to be. Then again, she couldnât exactly blame him for this oneâit wasnât his fault that he was the prince, and that would have been enough to earn her the ire of many a wasp, even if he were hideous as an ogre, which he was the furthest thing from. But that wasnât his fault either, so she tried not to blame him.
The sleeves of her kimono fluttered with their movement, and she raised an eyebrow as some poor unfortunate woman tripped over the hem of her own dress. From the smell, she was already a little too far into her cupsâthis event was miserable for other people besides them, after all. Some of them dealt with that less well than others. Most of the rest navigated gracefully past, and she righted herself quickly. Mika didnât understand the point of dresses, really. âAnd there is always something to worry about, with you,â she replied frankly. It was trueâhe might be a good influence on things, but not everyone appreciated him for that. It led many of them to assume that he was soft and easy to take advantage of. In some ways, he was, but not in others. It was Mikaâs job to be firm in his stead, when it came to certain things, but she was of no help in the shark tank that was the High Council. It did worry her sometimes, but she was rather surprised sheâd admitted to it.
"Perhaps, but even so, irregular as it may be, it is only one dance," he spoke. He focused his gaze from her to the crowd around, and mentally sighed at the stares Mika and himself were receiving. He knew this would not make her job any easier, however; he did not particularly wish to indulge any of the others around. Most of the others were a little off, which honestly perplexed him sometimes. How was it that a vampire could become intoxicated when their metabolism was so high? They had to indulge themselves more than the average human, of course, but just how much more? He shook the thought from his head as another fell victim to the whims of intoxication, and shifted slightly.
"Is that concern I hear?" he spoke, his lips tilting up in a small smile before it disappeared. "My apologies then, if there is always something to worry about. I shall try to make things smoother for you, so that you will not have to work so vivaciously," he continued. When the song ended, he bowed slightly, formality of course, before regaining his posture. "You have my thanks, Mika," he spoke as he led her back to the table, once more surrounded by the wasps.