"I live for the nights that I can't remember, with the people I won't forget."
-Drake
| Full Name |
Tansy Madeline Everett
âYeah I get it, itâs a weird ass name. Get over it babe.â
| Nickname |
Tansy doesnât mind her name, itâs pretty different and she likes standing out. Most the time her friends call her Tans or Maddie, she also gets TeeZee, other than that there are really no other ways of shortening her name.
âItâs Tans or Tansy, however if your calling me Maddie, I must really like you.â
| Age |
Seventeen
âMore like seventeen going on twenty-five for all the shit iâve done.â
| Gender |
Female
âFuck off, as if you didnât see the boobs.â
| Role |
Girl Two
âHow is this relevant?â
| Distinct Markings |
Scars:
She has a tone of them from fights however she has two very predominate ones. The first a scar that reaches from her wrist to her elbow that runs along the outside bone of her arm, that is covered by her tattoo of the word Beautiful. The second ones is faded, but it runs from the top of her elbow to underneath her eye. Both scars were from the night that Collin put her in the hospital and almost killed her.
Piercings:
Tans is a sucker for pain. She has several piercings: She has the right side of her nose pierced, an industrial ear piercing as well as three lode piercings on each side. Her Belly button along with her tongue is also pierced. Her most recent piercings however are her collarbone piercings which she absolutely loves.
Tattoos:
She loves tattoos, but doesnât have a ton yet. However she does have a few. She has the words âBeautiful Disasterâ tattooed on her arms. Beautiful on her right and Disaster on her left. She has the word âWonderlustâ under the side of her right breast. Lastly she has a Moth design centered under her breasts.
âMy parents don't really care, so I just keep adding more.â
âDonnie
âKaleb
âBad Boys
âHer Father
âGetting High
âRough Sex
âTattoos
âHard Liquor
âGetting Drunk
âHer Hair
âCandace
âLong Walks at Night
âSitting in the park alone
âRainy Days
âDrugs
âParties
âShowing off her Body
âA few of my favorite things.â
| Dislikes |
âNice Guys
âCheaters (Even though she's guilty)
âEarly Mornings
âAnything Sweet
âPop Music
âOverly Happy People
âJudgmental People
âBeing alone for too long
âSchool
âPopular ass holes
âWhen people tell her how hot her brother is
âHer waste of space mother
âRules
âAuthority
âRules are meant for breaking.â
| Fears |
|â |Losing her friends:
Even though sheâd never admit it, her tight knit group of friends is everything to her. No matter how fucked up they all are, she loves all of them and if anything happened to one of them, sheâd probably lose it.
|â |Getting back with Collin:
She loves Collin, she always will, but there is a part of her that knows heâs dangerous and extremely bad for her. When they were together, they OD several times, because of him, not to mention to few times they were arrested and let go because they were underage. Sheâs convinced that one day his temper will kill her. However, she canât seem to stop thinking about what they had and it makes her want him back.
|â |Becoming useless like her mother:
She absolutely cannot stand her mother. That much is clear by the fights they get into and as far as Tansy is concerned she doesnât have a mom. She knows her drinking is to a point where she tends to act like her mother and sheâs scared that sheâll end up like her and sheâd hate herself forever if she did.
âFear is a four letter word, so get over it.â
Bad doesnât even begin to describe Tansy. Sheâs a complete contradiction. Her pretty, innocent, features would make anyone assume sheâd the smart innocent girl, who sits at the back of the class, gets straight Aâs, and never gets noticed. In fact thatâs most peopleâs impression upon meeting her, then she opens her mouth and you realize you were terribly mistaken.
She loves to party, so much so that itâs probably going to kill her one day. She doesnât exactly know when enough is enough. Sheâll drink until she canât remember the night before, she carries a flask in her backpack to school. Sheâs dangerously addicted to cigarettes, rough sex, adrenaline rushes, and drugs. Often times her brother is the one thatâs babysitting her, because sheâll honestly hook up with any guy and sometimes girls if sheâd completely shit faced. Sheâll start fights and most the time she walks away without a scratch, however thatâs not the case for the person on the receiving end.
She refuses to listen to authority and if you tell her she canât do something, sheâll do it to prove you wrong. Sheâs impossibly stubborn and she wonât give in, unless you force her. Sheâs complicated and itâs a wonder she can even keep a boyfriend, because most people run low on patients with her especially when sheâd drunk or highâŠor both.
When sheâs sober, which is about forty percent of the time, sheâs not much better. She has a nasty attitude that doesnât at all suite her pretty face. When Tans is sober, sheâs quitter and tends to observe people way more. Sheâs insanely good at reading body language and people in general. Sheâs actually a lot smarter than most people give her credit for, her IQ level registers at a genius level.
She tend to roll her eyes if you say something she thinks is stupid, sheâll flip you off and cuss you out if you piss her off, and the looks she gives you could kill, there quite terrifying actually. All of this attitude and roughness came from her relationship with Collin. He was bad for her but she refused to believe it. Sheâs practically the girl version of him now. Her and her mother get into fights constantly, her mother calls her awful names and tells her all the time that her favorite child is Kaleb, that has also contributed to her nasty behavior.
However when itâs just her and her friends or her and Kaleb, sheâs actually a really good person. Sheâs really lost and still pretty heartbroken over how things ended with Collin. It would take someone really willing and patient to break through the thick walls sheâs built around herself, to find the real Tansy.
| History |
Family Tree
Roy Everett||Father||Alive
Vera Everett||Mother||Alive
Kaleb Everett||Older Brother||Alive
Tansy was born into a rather boring family. Her mother was a nurse and her father a suite and tie business man, who spent his time kissing his bosses ass trying to get a raise. They were a middle class family. Tans was the second born a year and a half younger than her older brother, because of the small age gap her and her brother grew up extremely close. She told him everything and he told her everything and he was always overly protective of her, even thought she was a spite-fire and didnât really need his protection.
When she was ten, all her fatherâs ass kissing finally paid off and his job relocated him across the ocean to England, this was when her somewhat normal life, turned into a fucking horrendous mess. Her father was making enough money to support the family alone and so he insisted her mother Vera stay home and spend more time with the kids, the kids that in all honesty she never really wanted. So instead of spending her time getting to know her kids, she spent her time yelling and Tansy and Kaleb to do all the house work, while she sat on her ass, watching soap operas and getting wasted.
A year after they moved to England, her mother started having affairs on her father, not bothering to try and hide it, only she threated her kids that if they told, sheâd hurt them. It was a miserable existence and at the very young age of twelve Tansy and her thirteen year old brother Kaleb were walking the city streets and getting drunk. Eventually their father found out, but he didnât leave he loved their mother and wanted to work things out, but their mother was impossible.
At fourteen, Tansy had already fucked half the guys in her junior high, tried nearly every drug on the market, snuck into shady clubs with her brother, and was getting drunk every weekend and barely making in to school come Monday morning. The was when she meet Collin Bryce, who for the next two years she dated him on and off and fell completely head over heels for him. She was convinced one day sheâd marry him. They partied hard together, got drunk, OD several times, and fucked every chance they had. It was great, beautiful actually. But, when they fought it was brutal, Tansy was responsible for most the fights, because she hated her home life so bad, it was easy to take it out on Collin. The night he put her in the hospital though, Kaleb beat the living shit out of him and left him for dead. Everyone who was anyone was talking about Tansy and Collins tragic love story like it was a summer blockbuster.
Now sheâs even worse when it comes to parties and half the time she ditches school to get wasted. Her father has stayed with her mother despite the fact that she continues to cheat. Not to mention one of her good friends Reed has become a rebound to fill the emptiness now that Collin is gone, only heâs not really gone, heâs starting to weasel his way back into their tight knit group of friends. Tansy is afraid though, she may have feelings for her best friends twin brother.
- By Cassie Steele
Oooh, Oooh, Oooh, Oooh
Do you feel higher as a liar?
Feel the need and the greed
Do you dabble in the fire
When the Devil is asleep?
Do you like a brother's woman?
Let your hands say what they want
Do you like to be the villain?
If you do
Then come on
If you think you're some demented
Miscreant with no where headed
Then I got somewhere you should be
If you think that you're unworthy
'Cause inside your brain's disturbing
Baby, come along with me
Angry
Baby
Turned into a crazy
Child
Who got wild in her teens
Angry
Lady
Still misbehaving
You're brain sick
Just like me
You know I'm mad
Mad
Mad
You know I'm mad
I'm mad
I'm mad
I'm mad
You know
Are you down in the daylight?
Are you happy when it rains?
Does the night make you alive?
Feel the dark in your veins
Do you like a little substance?
Do you love a lot of drink?
Do the hot and heavy moments
Make your life worth living?
If you think you're some demented
Miscreant with no where headed
Then I got somewhere you should be
If you think that you're unworthy
'Cause inside your brain's disturbing
Baby, come along with me
Angry
Baby
Turned into a crazy
Child
Who got wild in her teens
Angry
Lady
Still misbehaving
You're brain sick
Just like me
You know I'm mad
Mad
Mad
You know I'm mad
I'm mad
I'm mad
I'm mad
You know
Ever get the feeling
That we'll be alright?
Life was meant for living
We're doing just fine
Don't let nobody tell you
That your soul ain't right
Because you need the darkness
To enjoy the light
Angry
Baby
Turned into a crazy
Child
Who got wild in her teens
Angry
Lady
Still misbehaving
You're brain sick
Just like me
You know I'm mad
Mad
Mad
You know I'm mad
I'm mad
I'm mad
I'm mad
You know
Angry
Baby
Turned into a crazy
Child
Who got wild in her teens
Angry
Lady
Still misbehaving
You're brain sick
Just like me
You know I'm mad
Mad
Mad
You know I'm mad
I'm mad
I'm mad
I'm mad
You know
Baby, come along
I know what you want
Baby, come along
Baby, come along
You know what I want
Baby, come along
You know what I want
____________________________________________
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- By Niki Minaj
I drove for miles
Just to find
You and find myself
All these screams
All these voices
In my head
You gave me strength
Gave me hope
For a lifetime
I never was satisfied
[Chorus]
This time won't you save me
This time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up
This time won't you save me
This time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up
[Verse 2]
It's not your fault
I'm a bitch
I'm a monster
Yes I'm a beast
And I feast
When I conquer
But I'm alone
On my throne
All these riches
I came this way
All this way
Just to say hey
[Chorus]
This time won't you save me
This time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up
This time won't you save me
This time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up
[Bridge]
I'm givin up baby
I'm givin up baby
(feels like I've been driven for miles)
I'm givin up baby
(and I can't seem to silence these voices in my head)
This time won't you save me
(please save me)
This time won't you save me
(please save me)
[Chorus]
This time won't you save me
This time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up
This time won't you save me
This time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up