Zachary McCollough
Professional Ragdoll
Darkness.... it consumed him. Was this it? Was this his end? Had his short and insignificant life been ended so abruptly? It's all he could assume at first. The pain from getting hit had came and went just like the flash from a camera, though it did make him extremely uncomfortable. He had been out before he hit the ground, his head probably hitting the glass as he rolled across the front of the vehicle. Though regardless of what happened exactly, he knew the basis of the situation and he feared for the worst.
Suddenly, a bright light made itself known across all of his vision. It took a moment before he could start making out colors and shapes, distorted voices teased his ears with only the occasional word being comprehendable. Had he the ability to, he would've frowned when what he was seeing was clear. He saw a very familiar girl and a very familiar guy, talking to each other over breakfast at a home. Zach himself was seeing this from the third person, as if he were a ghost. It was odd that he could see every single one of his own facial expressions as his past self tried to convince his ex-girlfriend to stay with him.
The emotions running through both Zachs were.... plenty. While sorrow was the most obvious one, it wasn't the strongest one. That title belonged to betrayal. Even if it didn't sound like it at the time, Zach knew exactly why she was leaving him and he ended up dispising her for it. Sex. What was it about such a physical act that could drive someone you love to leave you for another? This question was one Zach still hadn't gotten an answer to to this day. Maybe were he to try it once, he'd know, but he purposefully prevented himself from ever getting that close to someone. To Zach, sex was the ultimate way to physically express your love to someone else. It was what his father had always taught him, and it was something he believed in.
In his out-of-body-back-in-time experience, it had gotten to the very depressing part where Zach, as nice of a person he was, had been emotionally hurt by someone he had shown nothing but kindness that rivaled his normaly chilvary to. The pain on his face.... the tears streaming down his face as he himself became unable to deal with it.... it wrecked him again. The 'present' Zach, the one that was just hit by a vehicle watched with sympathetic eyes. He understood the pain he felt back then, probably because it was himself. What he noticed however, was that while his girlfriend was walking off, never to be physically seen by him again and only heard about through mutual friends, she was smiling. At first, he wondered why that was, and how he was seeing it. If this was a memory, how was he seeing something he didn't see back then?
Eventually, he gave not a fuck how he was seeing this, but why he was seeing it. Maybe it was just his hateful mind playing tricks on him, but she was smiling as if she had won a prize or something. Make Zach Cry, achievement unlocked? There had to be something to this..... she enjoyed that? No, no, no, no! This was definetly his mind. He was just raped sideways by a runaway vehicle, so he was just having loopy dreams as he passed away, that was it. He violently pushed the smile out of his way.... but it remained there, in the back of his head........
"?!"
Zach's eyes began to open... again.... even though he thought they were already open. They struggled under the weight of the light that seemed too bright for him to look at, wanting to open fully but never being able to. Soon however, his eyelids gained the upper hand and he was now beginning to see the outlines of an unfamiliar woman hovering over him. Her voice was soothing, and it actually made him feel that much calmer. Though it was a bit weird that she was singing and putting very light pressure on him. Was he being raped? No, nevermind... she would've had to been on top, and he couldn't take that situation seriously. I mean, who the hell runs up to an unconcious person and sings while they rape? God, he must've been hit in the head for that to even occur for the slightest second in his mind.
He felt a light pain run its course through his body- much lighter than he would've expected given the circumstances, but maybe he was just hyped up on andrenaline or something. Well, he wasn't going to complain about it, so instead, he sat up, albeit groggily. With a few uneasy turns of his head, he deduced where he was: on the floor, about ten feet from where he was standing when he got hit. Wow. He looked at the girl next to him and offered a smile that one wouldn't expect on someone who just woke up from being bitchslapped by a vehicle. "....Are you an angel?" he asked, oblivious to the fact that she was indeed one. "...Did I die?" there was the slightest strain in his tone, but he did seem calm and relaxed nonetheless.