'So Banshee Queen I hope you are well now that you have rested, Such use of power and untrained at that must have paid a toll on you.' The words hummed in Korra's ears, making her cringe a little as she leaned against a wall of the cave. Kayri was sleeping at her side, and Korra had finally fully woken with a massive headache.
'I have to thank you for saving Sin's life even though he will suffer greatly for the way it happen, You see I think him as much my own pup as I do my own flesh and blood.' At first, the words of the wolf made Korra sick to her stomach. She realized that what she did was extremely risky, and would taint him forever. But without the knowledge of the wolves coming for Sin, she had to do something other than let him die.
Korra's expression stayed blank as she looked out of the mouth of the cave.
'He was but a child still really when his mother die, Such short life spans humans have. When Blu had come to us at first we thought not to intervene but once we were told of who his father was we had no choice but act and bring him in to the pack.' Korra's attention was soon turned back to the wolf, eyes beaming with curiosity. She adjusted herself so that Kayri's head was in her lap. Tugging her bow and quivers off of her, she set them to the other side of her, but still in a reach that would only take seconds for her to fire an arrow.
"What of his father? Who was he?" Korra asked, eyes focused on the wolf. Her vision occasionally blurred in and out of focus, and her body tensed at the thought of what she had done, once again. She knew that this would stick with her forever, she would feel guilty forever. She would be stuck on the fence of such a situation for eternity. Had she not healed him, he could have died. The wolves could have been too late. And now, now that she did save him… what did it mean? What would happen to him?
So much was running through her mind that she could feel her pulse in ever square inch of her body. She closed her eyes for a bit longer than a standard blink, before letting out a heavy breath and raising her hand. "Hold that thought." She mumbled, lifting Kayri's head from her lap gently and rising from her spot on the ground. She needed fresh air. Grabbing her bow and arrows, she slung them over her and took off running out of the cave. She ran quickly, like she and Kayri had just earlier, dodging obstacles in her path gracefully.
After gaining a large amount of distance from the cave, Korra found herself on her hands and knees, her hands digging into the Earth. She was panting heavily, not from the run, but from a new pain she felt in her chest and stomach. Wetness stung her cheeks. Immediately, a hand came up from the Earth, touching her face in confusion.
What is this? She had never cried, not even when her father had died.
What is happening? She thought to herself, as she forced herself onto her feet. Gripping the tree just next to her she focused on slowing down her breathing.
"A panic attack, Korra, that is what you are having." Her father spoke softly as his hands gripped her face. Korra's eyes stared straight back into his hard stare, finding a comfort she couldn't quite place. "When things get scary, and out of control, you can only do your best. Remember that, okay?" He spoke in a whisper, and Korra nodded, her eyes still full of fear. It was her fourth birthday, the first time she had used her inner Soul. Her father took her on her first hunt, raiding a town that was just on the outskirts of the Felwood Tree. They had defied her father's orders and laws multiple times, and it was time that he put a rest to it. Korra, out of defense ended up using her inner Soul to kill a man who had come after her.
She was scared, and it was the first reaction she had. Korra didn't even know she had the ability until that very moment, but seeing the man die left her standing there in shock until her father had found her. When he did find her, Korra was gasping for air, unable to cope with what had happened. It was then he had told her what was happening to her. After, he stood from grabbing her face, he looked at her with a reassuring smile and said, "It's okay, Korra. Emotions get in the way, you have to keep them down if you want to be a leader like me." Korra nodded, shoving her thoughts into the depths of her mind, drying stray tears and readying herself to leave.Now, clinging to a tree for balance, all she could focus on was her father's words. Her breathing slowed to it's normal rhythm and her pulse seemed to disappear in mere moments. Her eyes dried up, and a cold stare was left on her face as she looked blankly ahead. The memory of Kayri's words about her people forced Korra into a quiet rage, one that burned inside of her like a furnace. After a moment of silence, she clenched her jaw pushing every emotion she had about Sin's injury and what had happened into the depths of her memories. She had to focus on what she needed to do, not what she was feeling. There was no room for such things.
The feeling of Korra moving her head from the warmth of her Queen's lap stirred her enough to readjust how she was laying. After a few minutes though, she realized that Korra's warmth was absent. Sitting up fast, eyes as wide as possible, she looked around for her Queen. Only to find both wolves, and Sin still there. Korra was nowhere in sight. Kayri rose, looking down at the black wolf, as she made her way to the mouth of the cave.
"Where is Korra?" Kayri asked, her voice worried and shaken. She peered around the opening of the cave, squinting a little to look into the woods. She couldn't see anything except for the dark shadows that stretched along the ground, cast from the moonlight that was slowly retreating to the horizon. "How long has she been gone? Is she coming back?" Kayri started up again, turning to walk back into the cave. her eyes settled on Sin.
"Has he woken?" She asked after a moment of silence, knowing that she was firing question after question. She was frustrated at herself for falling asleep and not noticing that Korra had left. Korra was the one person she was obligated to look after, and countless times she had woken up from slumber only to find the woman missing. She let out a heavy sigh, hoping that Sin and these wolves' presence was enough to keep her at least nearby and strolling about. She hoped that Korra wouldn't leave them all like this… A small frown tugged at Kayris lips as she glanced at the cave floor to look for any trace of Korra, as if it would help.
[[Sorry it's so long… not sorry. I got really excited to write haha! P.S. I liked your PM!!! :D]]