First Name:
Juzu Shujo Katakarika
Nickname(s):
Doesn't have one.
Age:
15
Gender:
Male
Sexual Orientation:
Bisexual
Appearance:
The solemn boy is generally found wearing black jackets with beige sweaters underneath that go to his thighs. He also wears black jeans, along with red shoes that are the same color as his eyes.
He is fairly the normal height for a 15 year old boy, being 5'7 and his weight is unknown. His hair is short and black, and his eyes are a distant red.
Personality:
What is skepticism? Doubtful about information, you see. Juzu is dubious about everything and anything, unable to presume true unless backed up by more data.
Deceitful. Paranoia. More adjectives to describe him, though, he's paranoid about deceit. He's tired of all the lies, yet he himself is a lie, though his body isn't. His personality, is a lie. A simple alias, to cover up his other personality. The alias personality is this, and he has no clue about this alias personality, only knowing this is a persona and it is his.
Impulsive. Adamant. Acting without a second thought, one of Juzu's most favored ways to respond. He does things without knowing exactly why, which is part of his vague and perplexing persona.
Emotional. Forlorn, and last but not least dismal. The reality-lost boy will rather start bawling easily if you use destruction on his emotions, and he's usually found with a longing or pitiful expression on his features. He doesn't understand the meaning of death, nor understand life, but he believes it is simply an illusion and everything is a lie.
Likes:
Isolationism
Alonetime
Darkness
Books
Dislikes:
People
Death and Life
Being Touched
Lies
Power:
Simply by weeping, Juzu has the ability to make others feel his pain, confusion, and the lies he must go through. When he wails, sobs, or makes sounds while weeping, that will cause the confusion and the emotions to flood that person, and try to make that person understand his pain, while being accompanied by a sharp pain in the person's tear glands.
Skills:
Juzu is advanced in art, and draws manga drawings of crying or hurt characters. Usually, atleast.
Brief History:
Juzu didn't have the best parents in the world, though he loved them and wouldn't care what they would do. They were the only people he loved, though they constantly told him lie after lie after lie. They lied about his brother disappearing, they lied about his pet dog dieing, they lied and lied like pathelogical liars. They hit him with beer bottles and different instruments, until one day it got out of hand.
Juzu came home after a long day of school, not wanting to go back home but at the same time wanting. He entered the household, only to nearly get hit with a flower vase. They were mad at him, not knowing why though, because they were drunk. Violently drunk. They dragged him into the basement with needles, and when they got there, they locked the hatch and stared down at their son, grinning like insane mad scientists.
"Little punk, wure goina kill yaw." Sure. State that you're going to kill him, and so that left him time to run away. But he couldn't. He couldn't run away from his parents, and so he stayed there and dealt with the torture. Sharp pain went throughout his body as they inserted needles all around his body like porcupine pricks. Violently, one of his wounds opened up, causing him to wail out in pain. Unfortunately for him, they put chloroform near his mouth, immediately knocking him out. He woke up, feeling pain all over his body, and blood everywhere. His parents hovered over him, smiling. Needles punctured parts of his main arteries, veins, and nerve points. He would die from blood loss, and so, his eyes half-closed and heavy, he looked up at his parents and whispered ominously. "This world is full of lies, but I still remain to love you like a chained prisoner." His vision began to fade, and soon, he woke up in some weird room with a girl sitting in a chair. She spoke for a bit then kicked him in the head, and then he was at a school. So much confusion, but he could still remember how he died, and knowing this is probably the afterlife, but he wasn't 100 percent sure.
Extra:
Theme Song: Why Did You Change?
Theme Song Meaning(my perspective):
Juzu believes everyone around him is his enemy, resulting in him having constant paranoia and violent insomnia. His body is hollow and alone, so he believes. He is in belief that he didn't change; he believes everyone changed when really it is him. Juzu thinks everyone changed like when water turns to wine, water being pure and wine being poisonous(alcohol).
The boy thinks everyone sucked him dry, since he used to be very naive, basically meaning he thinks they took his soul and used him for themselves. He doesn't feel the same anymore, being around others. He feels like they're all contaminated, when he's the only pure being. With this in his thought patterns, he often gets confused, reason one why he doesn't dare go near others. Often, these questions run through his head:
Why did you change? Why did you bend and break? When the water turned to wine, does it feel the same?
It never feels the same, is Juzu's answer. He feels like he's been in this situation before, long ago, and everything was different when he was young. When he was young, he loved everyone, until something made him believe everyone bent and broke, becoming people he doesn't want to associate with.
When the line "so sing your sad excuses, you've got the scars to prove it, and I'm sure they'll sing along," basically means that Juzu thinks that people secretly want to apologize, but he refuses to accept, and points out that they've got emotional scars that could never be healed, basically meaning accepted. When "I'm sure they'll sing along," plays, that portion is the portion of Juzu's personality, and this portion, he believes people will follow the path the one person takes, the one person whom is trying to apologize, and others will try to also.
When in reality, the oblivious Juzu is the one whom changed. He's stuck between lies and truths, not sure which is real, and soon he came to the point where he doesn't even believe what is true and isn't, what is reality and not.
Quotes
"You're just another drop of contaminated wine."
"Don't touch me!"
"I'm sorry.."
"Darkness and light differ. Light is cheerful. Darkness is solemn. Both fight together like personas in everyday life."
"You don't know real pain. Real pain is when you're in constant confusion, not knowing what is real and what is not. Emotional pain is the worst. It's the one you can't heal."
"Am I an illusion? Is everything an illusion? Is everything a betrayal and a traitor?"
"Life is like a box of chocolate. You die when you eat too much."
"It could be a sunny day, a gloomy day, or perhaps both, but even so I will never change."
"I would say I love you, but that will only cause a thorn in my heart."
"Contamination, recreation, animation, dissipation."
Juzu Shujo Katakarika
Nickname(s):
Doesn't have one.
Age:
15
Gender:
Male
Sexual Orientation:
Bisexual
Appearance:
The solemn boy is generally found wearing black jackets with beige sweaters underneath that go to his thighs. He also wears black jeans, along with red shoes that are the same color as his eyes.
He is fairly the normal height for a 15 year old boy, being 5'7 and his weight is unknown. His hair is short and black, and his eyes are a distant red.
Personality:
What is skepticism? Doubtful about information, you see. Juzu is dubious about everything and anything, unable to presume true unless backed up by more data.
Deceitful. Paranoia. More adjectives to describe him, though, he's paranoid about deceit. He's tired of all the lies, yet he himself is a lie, though his body isn't. His personality, is a lie. A simple alias, to cover up his other personality. The alias personality is this, and he has no clue about this alias personality, only knowing this is a persona and it is his.
Impulsive. Adamant. Acting without a second thought, one of Juzu's most favored ways to respond. He does things without knowing exactly why, which is part of his vague and perplexing persona.
Emotional. Forlorn, and last but not least dismal. The reality-lost boy will rather start bawling easily if you use destruction on his emotions, and he's usually found with a longing or pitiful expression on his features. He doesn't understand the meaning of death, nor understand life, but he believes it is simply an illusion and everything is a lie.
Likes:
Isolationism
Alonetime
Darkness
Books
Dislikes:
People
Death and Life
Being Touched
Lies
Power:
Simply by weeping, Juzu has the ability to make others feel his pain, confusion, and the lies he must go through. When he wails, sobs, or makes sounds while weeping, that will cause the confusion and the emotions to flood that person, and try to make that person understand his pain, while being accompanied by a sharp pain in the person's tear glands.
Skills:
Juzu is advanced in art, and draws manga drawings of crying or hurt characters. Usually, atleast.
Brief History:
Juzu didn't have the best parents in the world, though he loved them and wouldn't care what they would do. They were the only people he loved, though they constantly told him lie after lie after lie. They lied about his brother disappearing, they lied about his pet dog dieing, they lied and lied like pathelogical liars. They hit him with beer bottles and different instruments, until one day it got out of hand.
Juzu came home after a long day of school, not wanting to go back home but at the same time wanting. He entered the household, only to nearly get hit with a flower vase. They were mad at him, not knowing why though, because they were drunk. Violently drunk. They dragged him into the basement with needles, and when they got there, they locked the hatch and stared down at their son, grinning like insane mad scientists.
"Little punk, wure goina kill yaw." Sure. State that you're going to kill him, and so that left him time to run away. But he couldn't. He couldn't run away from his parents, and so he stayed there and dealt with the torture. Sharp pain went throughout his body as they inserted needles all around his body like porcupine pricks. Violently, one of his wounds opened up, causing him to wail out in pain. Unfortunately for him, they put chloroform near his mouth, immediately knocking him out. He woke up, feeling pain all over his body, and blood everywhere. His parents hovered over him, smiling. Needles punctured parts of his main arteries, veins, and nerve points. He would die from blood loss, and so, his eyes half-closed and heavy, he looked up at his parents and whispered ominously. "This world is full of lies, but I still remain to love you like a chained prisoner." His vision began to fade, and soon, he woke up in some weird room with a girl sitting in a chair. She spoke for a bit then kicked him in the head, and then he was at a school. So much confusion, but he could still remember how he died, and knowing this is probably the afterlife, but he wasn't 100 percent sure.
Extra:
Theme Song: Why Did You Change?
Theme Song Meaning(my perspective):
Juzu believes everyone around him is his enemy, resulting in him having constant paranoia and violent insomnia. His body is hollow and alone, so he believes. He is in belief that he didn't change; he believes everyone changed when really it is him. Juzu thinks everyone changed like when water turns to wine, water being pure and wine being poisonous(alcohol).
The boy thinks everyone sucked him dry, since he used to be very naive, basically meaning he thinks they took his soul and used him for themselves. He doesn't feel the same anymore, being around others. He feels like they're all contaminated, when he's the only pure being. With this in his thought patterns, he often gets confused, reason one why he doesn't dare go near others. Often, these questions run through his head:
Why did you change? Why did you bend and break? When the water turned to wine, does it feel the same?
It never feels the same, is Juzu's answer. He feels like he's been in this situation before, long ago, and everything was different when he was young. When he was young, he loved everyone, until something made him believe everyone bent and broke, becoming people he doesn't want to associate with.
When the line "so sing your sad excuses, you've got the scars to prove it, and I'm sure they'll sing along," basically means that Juzu thinks that people secretly want to apologize, but he refuses to accept, and points out that they've got emotional scars that could never be healed, basically meaning accepted. When "I'm sure they'll sing along," plays, that portion is the portion of Juzu's personality, and this portion, he believes people will follow the path the one person takes, the one person whom is trying to apologize, and others will try to also.
When in reality, the oblivious Juzu is the one whom changed. He's stuck between lies and truths, not sure which is real, and soon he came to the point where he doesn't even believe what is true and isn't, what is reality and not.
Quotes
"You're just another drop of contaminated wine."
"Don't touch me!"
"I'm sorry.."
"Darkness and light differ. Light is cheerful. Darkness is solemn. Both fight together like personas in everyday life."
"You don't know real pain. Real pain is when you're in constant confusion, not knowing what is real and what is not. Emotional pain is the worst. It's the one you can't heal."
"Am I an illusion? Is everything an illusion? Is everything a betrayal and a traitor?"
"Life is like a box of chocolate. You die when you eat too much."
"It could be a sunny day, a gloomy day, or perhaps both, but even so I will never change."
"I would say I love you, but that will only cause a thorn in my heart."
"Contamination, recreation, animation, dissipation."