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"No.. Please..." Felicity Grey tossed around in her single wooden bed, wrapping her legs up in her purple duvet. She was dreaming again, dreaming about the shooting. In her mind, she was on St Paul's street, the rain pouring down and soaking her through. She had been about to carry on walking when the black BMW sped passed her, tires squealing on the slippery surface of the road. As it stopped, two loud sounds echoed around the grey buildings. BANG. BANG. It was only moments later did the back door swing open, a body hurled out mercilessly onto the pavement. And that's when Flick began to move; that's when she made her mistake.
Not able to contain herself, the 17 year old ran over to the heaped form, which lay in a pool of crimson red. "Are you okay? Can you hear me?" She rested her ear against the male's mouth, checking to see if he was breathing. He wasn't. With a silent shriek, a hand flew up to Flick's mouth as she glanced up at the car. And then she saw the eyes. Cold, heartless eyes, which she could get so easily lost in.
And then she woke up, screaming and sweating. Flick clutched at her bed covers, trying to contol her breathing once more. The nightmares she had were less frequent now, but worse when they did occur. She knew that her sessions with Doctor Matthews helped, but they couldn't erase her memories completely. Nothing would be able to erradicate the sight of those eyes from her mind. They were burned there; she was scarred for life. Swallowing the bile that had risen in her throat, Flick pulled away the sheets from her body, flicking on a light switch as she made her way into the bathroom.
Over her sink, hung a plain oval mirror. The girl that was reflected from it, had mussed bed hair and dull pale green eyes. She wasn't the Felicity Grey that everybody knew, she was a pale stranger. A lifeless form. Wrenching herself away from these thoughts, Flick proceeded to splash her face with cold water, before cleaning her teeth and tugging a comb through her mangled chocolate waves. Once she had them under some kind of control, she pulled them into a loose bun, before mooching back into her bedroom. She knew it was time to get over her fears, knew it was time to move on, but something pulled inside her heart whenever she tried. Those dark eyes came back to haunt her, reminded her of what had happened.
With a small sigh, Flick pulled on her clothes, before grabbing her school bag and making her way out of her bedroom. Once down the stairs, however, she was stopped by her mother who was placed gently in the doorway to their front room. "Flick? Morning honey."
"Morning mum," Felicity's mother moved forwards and placed a gentle kiss onto her daughter's forehead.
"You know I'm leaving for work this morning, don't you?"
"Yeah, I remembered." Flick's mother worked for a magazine and when she went to work she often never came back for at least a week. Flick was nearly always on her own in their apartment, except for when the cleaner, Hariette showed up to do her routine evening job.
"I'll miss you honey," the older woman pulled her daughter into a soft embrace, before pulling back once more and keeping her gaze steadily on her face.
"Look after yourself."
"I will, I promise. See you soon, mum." And with that, Flick scooted out of the front door, taking the stairs in a quick run as she disapeared outside and hopped into her Chevy. Another bad habit she'd picked up; paranoia. Whichever way she turned, she thought someone was watching her, the dark eyes from her dream. Telling herself to stop being foolish, the teen gunned the engine to her beloved classic and swiftly pulled away from the curb.